fear of silence

[Shuddr2Think]

when did i grow this overwhelming
fear of silence
silence like broken glass
and i wish i had the words to make you
understand why
when i am alone
it doesn't stop
everything i fear becomes a reality unstoppable
everything i touch turns to dust
and you all fade away
and i am alone again
i wish i had the sense
to convince myself otherwise
break my own self imposed restraint
and give up on this all
to have a voice
coz i miss you when you are around
but im frozen
unable to move.speak.feel
a simple lack of conversation is simply
too much to comprehend
and i shatter again
silently