fear of my next roll?

[MissM]

So I haven't taken MDMA for almost a year, which is not unusual for me as I only do it about 2-4 times a year or less. So I plan on going camping and bringing MDMA. I'm camping with people I've rolled with before.

Now for some unknown reason, I've been nervous about this and feeling as though the high from MDMA won't be as great as I think it will. The more I think of it the less excited to do it I become. I can't even remember what an MDMA high feels like, and I think that is a huge part of my apprehension.

Has anyone else not done MDMA for a long time and then experienced this sort of apprehension when planning on doing it again? I know it will be a wonderful high, and that my fear is unfounded (I have never had a bad MDMA trip) but at the same time my mind needs more reassurance.

 

[Altjira]

It will be awesome mate Are they all rolling with you? If they are, you will have a great time. If not, maybe you would rather save it for a different occasion, such as a festival or a psy/trance/rave party?

 

[BrutalRollar]

Ive had the same problem as you except its the comedown I'm usually afraid of. I havent taken mdma in about 2-3 years, and I get bad anxiety well before I dose if I planned on doing mdma that day.

Like for example I was planning on rolling at a music festival in my province. And the sooner the day got the more excited and worried I got. The worry eventually turned to anxiety to the point were I bail out and not take anything.

Ive had horrible comedown expierences. But then I also abused mdma in my teenage years. And get worse comedowns compared to other people.

As long as you never abused it in the past im sure you will have a blast.

 

[Above&Beyond]

I rolled once in college and then I didn't do it for about 5 years. I did it one last time and I was like you, pretty nervous. Once I felt the come-up everything was great and it was just as intense as when I first did it - I didn't ruin the magic. Just make sure you have good pills, and a good environment with good people and everything should go smooth.

 

[MissM]

I'm not nervous specifically about the come down due to the fact that even coming down on MDMA hasn't ever been an issue. I just end up lying down and peacefully falling asleep once every thing starts to wear off.

I'm not worried about the pills (not tested but I trust the source and other friends have rolled on them already) and the people I'm camping with are people I trust with my life and will be rolling with me. I'm too much of a social creature yo even entertain the idea of doing MDMA on my own haha.

It's just frustrating because logically I agree with all of you, it will be a blast and once I start coming up I'll be fine. I just gotta relax

 

[Ifeel4U]

Hey how long where your comedown from mdma im on my 5th week an still have fogg cloudy head... Will it go awau

 

[lu-bu]

Hey how long where your comedown from mdma im on my 5th week an still have fogg cloudy head... Will it go awau

How many times did you roll recently, how often and at roughlywhat dose? It will go away, but it's dependent on those factors. Just make sure to keep eating healthily too. If you just rolled the once, it's most likely psychological, or you happened to get ill at the same time for unrelated reasons. Maybe best to see the doc if it persists.

 

[Ifeel4U]

100mg (1pill) each night for 3 nights .. I had aniexty for 3-4 wks now i just cant sleep more then 2 hrs and have foggy brain feeling .. And dont feel normal .. Kinda like something is still off

 

[lu-bu]

It will go away, some people just take longer to recover. Three nights in a row makes for a horrible comedown; you're not giving your body time to recover between doses. Once a month between doses is the general rule.

Just try and keep a positive mental attitude, eat healthily, get lots of excercise and get out in the sun a lot, and you'll be fine soon enough. Hard to tell when exactly you'll feel fine, as everyone's different, but yes it will definitely go away