Need4speed
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 23, 2011
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- 440
im so stressed i can shoot myself ugh
ok heres a brief background : when me and my last gf broke up i went on a family detox distancing myself from cousins, sisters, brothers ec
so here i am about 1.5 years later with a new life and fresh outlook
i recently started communicating with them very gradually and not letting them into my life like before
so one if my cousins is moving out of state and my other cousins , sister and everybody are throwing her a farwell get together at a nightlounge
my issue: they have changed the location 4 times and today they changed it again, i get text messages from different people telling me its at this bar and the other text says this bar .... so im just feeling numb to it all and will not engage in communication with any of them because its not worth it and im sitting here observing how shitty thier communication is
my head is spinning right now and i dont know what to do, i feel horrible and im not even around them
ok heres a brief background : when me and my last gf broke up i went on a family detox distancing myself from cousins, sisters, brothers ec
so here i am about 1.5 years later with a new life and fresh outlook
i recently started communicating with them very gradually and not letting them into my life like before
so one if my cousins is moving out of state and my other cousins , sister and everybody are throwing her a farwell get together at a nightlounge
my issue: they have changed the location 4 times and today they changed it again, i get text messages from different people telling me its at this bar and the other text says this bar .... so im just feeling numb to it all and will not engage in communication with any of them because its not worth it and im sitting here observing how shitty thier communication is
my head is spinning right now and i dont know what to do, i feel horrible and im not even around them
