falling

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I feel dead inside
yet my mind always races
my thoughts are of suicide
yet i show smiling faces
so distant from everyone,
who used to be so close to me
crying and screaming
im not who i used to be
half way to nowhere
with no sun shining down
noone to see me
as i drop my head and frown
you have no idea
the way i feel inside
and you have never seen
my thoughts of suicide

 

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the road of suicide
you think your alone
but you are not. Be strong. If something is in your face, move around it. Move above it. Move below it. If you cant - CRUSH IT. This may seem like 'bullocks' but you just had thoughts running through your head about killing yourself? At least use your life to attempt to remove the obstacles in your path, or die trying.
suicide is weak
martyrdom is strength
what has your down? friends? family? get in their faces and TELL them what pisses you the FUCK off, what drives you insane, and tell them you dont like it, and they are going to STOP.
Is it school? School is so easy you dont even realize...but it was school and friends and family that led me down that road.
Whatever it is, push it out of your way or beat it the fuck down. Rise above.
peace

 

[nephil]

^^^ well said.
nothing is too powerful that you cannot control it.
No matter what it is, you are the one in control, and you have the power to get through it. It is all just temporary anyway,
the harder you fight, the stronger you become, and nothing will be able to stop you. Happiness lives inside, nothing else external can create this until you invite it in.

 

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You have to let it all go, Neo. Fear, doubt, disbelief. Free your mind.
~Morpheus.