so i have been smoking weed for about 4 years, started when i was 16. the first few months i smoked once or twice a week and it kept increasing in frequency. By year 2 i was smoking every day about 3 or 4 times, morning before school, during school, after school, at night ect... it used to make me feel amazing, i obviously loved it, my 2 good friends who i would smoked with every day obv loved it as well. It made us feel so happy and we always always had so much fun. then we decided that we were full blown obsessed and needed to chill a little because we were getting absolutely nothing done with our days. over the past few months i have only been smoking a few times a month and i find that i feel very different when im high. I feel self-concious and somewhat paranoid, i feel like everything i do is weird to other people, yet, there is no real reason for me to feel this way. I used to go to school stoned allll the time and be around everyone while i was blazed out of my mind, i have had talks with my teachers and everything, yet for some reason, lately i feel like some kind of weirdo around other people. Can anyone help me understand this? its turning me off to blazing up and i miss the way i used to feel. Any help would be very very helpful and i would appreciate it more than you know.
P.S. i know paranoia is common with a lot of people, but i never used to have it. I believe that it came about after the second time i got arrested for possession. Ever since then i have a real fear of getting busted again. anyone with the experience of getting picked up by some dick cops for possession knows the feeling sucks. I never felt so bad about myself than when i was sitting in the cop car with handcuffs on....
P.S. i know paranoia is common with a lot of people, but i never used to have it. I believe that it came about after the second time i got arrested for possession. Ever since then i have a real fear of getting busted again. anyone with the experience of getting picked up by some dick cops for possession knows the feeling sucks. I never felt so bad about myself than when i was sitting in the cop car with handcuffs on....