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Failed suicide, now I'm actually dying for real

I never met mav3rick but I shall never forget her and her story for as long as I live.

RIP
 
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She was my best friend...Despite everything. I can't deal with this shit, I don't know what to do. I don't believe in god; I don't believe in an afterlife. Though still, Lindsay telling me she'd haunt me as my friendly ghost when she passed, gave me some solace. Of course, there's no ghost, she's gone; there's no answers, and no relief...
 
footscrazy said:
She was my best friend...Despite everything. I can't deal with this shit, I don't know what to do. I don't believe in god; I don't believe in an afterlife. Though still, Lindsay telling me she'd haunt me as my friendly ghost when she passed, gave me some solace. Of course, there's no ghost, she's gone; there's no answers, and no relief...
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there are no clear answers to much of anything, as they usually lay in nothing. though one can see nearly everything looking with acceptance, & allowing something to begin, not end; it never really does.
 
footscrazy said:
She was my best friend...Despite everything. I can't deal with this shit, I don't know what to do. I don't believe in god; I don't believe in an afterlife. Though still, Lindsay telling me she'd haunt me as my friendly ghost when she passed, gave me some solace. Of course, there's no ghost, she's gone; there's no answers, and no relief...
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The most precious and priceless things we have, is our memories, keep them close. You have to pick up the shattered pieces of your reality, and carry on. It's all you can do. It's what we all do, many times over, until we ourselves, are just somebody else's memories. We're meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are to us?

RIP Lindsay. I didn't know you, but you are inspiration.
 
TestOfSanity said:
The most precious and priceless things we have, is our memories, keep them close. You have to pick up the shattered pieces of your reality, and carry on. It's all you can do. It's what we all do, many times over, until we ourselves, are just somebody else's memories. We're meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are to us?

RIP Lindsay. I didn't know you, but you are inspiration.
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<3
 
Late to the party.

I'm sorry I didn't get the chance to talk to you while all this was happening. I always thought you'd worked things out, moved on in life and that's why you were never online. Only very recently did I find out what happened to you and I was absolutely devastated, reading this, especially, is heart-breaking. I miss you but the consolation is that hopefully you can finally be in peace. You were a kind person and I consider myself lucky to have known you. RIP Lindsay. <3
 
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