fail

I'm glad I don't own a gun. G is so gross it makes you think twice before just chugging away. It's tempting though. Doesn't look like I'll be able to transfer to michigan to be with her, deadlines up.. dad just dropped a huge stack of hospital bills on my lap, 'by the way, that was a collection agency calling for you. And I don't have any money so you gotta take care of these'. I never should have got the fucking surgery, never should have gone through the last 10 months, I should have just aborted before putting myself through all this and ended on a mostly high note. I didn't need to go through all the hell of the last summer.. didn't need to add to this debt I have to leave behind.. dont know wtf to do.. can't afford dick, and the fucking moron waits till my credit is being destroyed before he tells me about it... what the fuck do you do with 50 bux a week when your in school?? I haven't even used a credit card yet, I never got to run up a bill and skip out on it, and I STILL have bad credit already?? so much easier to just quit


ugh i hope this fuckin thing isn't visible to anyone, they chaned the damn options.. sorry if this gets read