Fuck off you happy bastard.
Joking......(In a Jack Dee kind of way)
Im feeling rather grumpy because my bupe fun has had to come to an end as of today. I havent taken any, and just have a tiny ammount for taking as and when/ to help taper slightly. I think I have to at least try opiate sobriety for a few months. I managed without opiates for many years so i should be able to do so again. It would be all too easy to just stay on them for years and years, im sure i could get a job on them, and thus actually be able to afford them again. But I think/feel as if i should give the alternative a proper chance. Once i get clean, i can maybe just chip or something, use once every few weeks or something, or just as special rare treats. Or i might have to stop all opis alltogether.