Dragonkiller
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- Jan 6, 2012
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Hi 
I done a bit of cocaine a while back (maybe 5 grams in total) all from the same dealer, no more than 1g at a time. I know it was definitely cut with laxatives and maybe some other things too.
It would make me feel euphoric, very confident and chatty and make my mouth numb. No paranoia or edginess. On the comedown, I would feel agitated but could go to sleep 30 minutes later. Usually the next day I would feel depressed.
Now, it's been about six months since I tried cocaine, and recently tried it again. New dealer who I actually trust a lot more than the previous dealer. Anyway he told me that the stuff is very strong, 80%+
I did a TINY line and felt a high a couple minutes later, with a slight increase in my heart rate. But didn't get any of the feelings I was used to such as euphoria, confident, chatty, just the numb feeling. Anyway after about 10 minutes, I did another line (again very very small compared to the lines I would do with the previous stuff but bigger than the original line). After a couple of minutes, I felt like I was going to have a heart attack. My heart was jumping, I had honestly never experienced anything like that before. I didn't measure but it was doing at least 180+ beats per minute. I was very scared. This lasted for about 15 minutes and calmed down (still faster than usual but a lot calmer). After that, I felt a mellow high for about two hours and not at all talkative (in fact found it difficult to communicate), then felt very tired. Didn't get any euphoria, chattiness, confidence etc.
Any idea what happened?
Is the new stuff not cocaine, or is it cut with something? Or is it just a lot stronger than the stuff I'm used to and need to do less of it? If it's just a lot stronger, surely I should have felt some euphoria, chattiness, confidence? Or could the nervousness and anxiety due to the very fast heart rate overrode that? But I've also read that good cocaine shouldn't increase your heart rate to such an extent? It was extremely unpleasant and worrying. Like nothing I had ever experienced.
Thanks for any help.

I done a bit of cocaine a while back (maybe 5 grams in total) all from the same dealer, no more than 1g at a time. I know it was definitely cut with laxatives and maybe some other things too.
It would make me feel euphoric, very confident and chatty and make my mouth numb. No paranoia or edginess. On the comedown, I would feel agitated but could go to sleep 30 minutes later. Usually the next day I would feel depressed.
Now, it's been about six months since I tried cocaine, and recently tried it again. New dealer who I actually trust a lot more than the previous dealer. Anyway he told me that the stuff is very strong, 80%+
I did a TINY line and felt a high a couple minutes later, with a slight increase in my heart rate. But didn't get any of the feelings I was used to such as euphoria, confident, chatty, just the numb feeling. Anyway after about 10 minutes, I did another line (again very very small compared to the lines I would do with the previous stuff but bigger than the original line). After a couple of minutes, I felt like I was going to have a heart attack. My heart was jumping, I had honestly never experienced anything like that before. I didn't measure but it was doing at least 180+ beats per minute. I was very scared. This lasted for about 15 minutes and calmed down (still faster than usual but a lot calmer). After that, I felt a mellow high for about two hours and not at all talkative (in fact found it difficult to communicate), then felt very tired. Didn't get any euphoria, chattiness, confidence etc.
Any idea what happened?
Is the new stuff not cocaine, or is it cut with something? Or is it just a lot stronger than the stuff I'm used to and need to do less of it? If it's just a lot stronger, surely I should have felt some euphoria, chattiness, confidence? Or could the nervousness and anxiety due to the very fast heart rate overrode that? But I've also read that good cocaine shouldn't increase your heart rate to such an extent? It was extremely unpleasant and worrying. Like nothing I had ever experienced.
Thanks for any help.