I can't get rid of the paranoia. Whenever I smoke, I eventually think about someone (usually the ones I actually trust the most; my boyfrend, my closest friends, or it could be anyone) is trying to ruin my entire life, trying to play with my mind, I begin to think they actually only met me and get closer to me just to destroy my life in the worst way possible. And I know it's only paranoia, but in that time the whole scene -which is actually a life-time movie-like- makes so much sense, it scares the shit out of me every single time. I'm diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and OCD since 2009. I wasn't on medication in a long time and I newly get back to medication. Abilfy actually helps me with paranoia, but it doesn't reduce the paranoia if you smoke, actually nothing has change, it only helps when you're sober but even with abilfy and when you're sober it doesn't help %100. I know quitting is the right thing to do but it also helps me with my anger management. So, my question is; what type of cannabis i should get, is there any non paranoid weed strains? What do you guys suggest?
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