needshelpnow
Bluelighter
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- May 8, 2009
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Hello Bluelighters,
I had a bad experience with these 15mg hydro pills tonight, and after a few hours of research, I'm now afraid to fall asleep!
After a while of searching around, I found a similar thread dedicated to this topic, but I hope you'll excuse the new posted-thread as what's going on even right now on this end is pretty scary.. I thought about driving to the ER, so needless to say, if anyone can give me some advice i would be very very greatful!
Anyways, these crazy brain shocks have happened at least 20 times to me tonight. I had planned on going to bed at midnight, and its now 5am and I'm afraid to go to sleep. This has never ever happened to me before and I'd consider myself an experienced user having been a daily opiate user for 3 years now. I only took 60mg of hydro today, after taking about 100mg that last 4 days or so. I had been using the hydrocodone for about 1 1/2 weeks, on top of my usual 1TSP per day pod tea useage. I had no probs this week and was even able to hit the gym every other day for a strenuous workout.
The shocks would shoot through my entire body which would make my heart race awkwardly and uncontrollably. This would happen every time i would lose focus in a day-dream-like state, and when going into a "Nod".. All of a sudden I'd have some intense random hallucinogenic images/thoughts and then when i "came to", literally a nano-second after, this is when the brain rush/shock of warmth would surge from my head all the way to my extremeties with lightning speed. All the while, this extremely intense sensation of life-threatening emergency styled fear comes over me.
It is the scariest shit and I've read that it's been tied to sleep paralisis, narcolepsy, and "sudden unexplained death syndrome" which happens from sudden cardiac arythmia's with wakeful hallucinations (strokes/heartattacks.. Look this up on wikipedia, its supposivly closely linked.
These types of random imagistic wakeful hallucinations have been happening for about a week now, but I considered it fairly normal in the nod period after a good doseage.. But now they've turned to extremely negative/crazy nightmareish visions/dreams which results in that head-shock and heart pound. This exact scenario is presented in the wiki-thread regarding sudden unexplained death syndrome. I thought it was my "first anxiety attack" at first, and some deep deep breaths calmed me down, but the more i read, hte more it sounds 100% like 'brain shock' symptoms
There's no APAP in these pills by the way, any reccomendations for me, lol.. I'll be sticking to my low-dose pod tea from now on, fuck hydro
if anyone has some comments or advice, please feel free to chime in.. I'm scared shitless right now, i think this happened to me before a long time ago from rolling/smoking weed, but nothing as intense as this!
-Needshelpnow
I had a bad experience with these 15mg hydro pills tonight, and after a few hours of research, I'm now afraid to fall asleep!
After a while of searching around, I found a similar thread dedicated to this topic, but I hope you'll excuse the new posted-thread as what's going on even right now on this end is pretty scary.. I thought about driving to the ER, so needless to say, if anyone can give me some advice i would be very very greatful!
Anyways, these crazy brain shocks have happened at least 20 times to me tonight. I had planned on going to bed at midnight, and its now 5am and I'm afraid to go to sleep. This has never ever happened to me before and I'd consider myself an experienced user having been a daily opiate user for 3 years now. I only took 60mg of hydro today, after taking about 100mg that last 4 days or so. I had been using the hydrocodone for about 1 1/2 weeks, on top of my usual 1TSP per day pod tea useage. I had no probs this week and was even able to hit the gym every other day for a strenuous workout.
The shocks would shoot through my entire body which would make my heart race awkwardly and uncontrollably. This would happen every time i would lose focus in a day-dream-like state, and when going into a "Nod".. All of a sudden I'd have some intense random hallucinogenic images/thoughts and then when i "came to", literally a nano-second after, this is when the brain rush/shock of warmth would surge from my head all the way to my extremeties with lightning speed. All the while, this extremely intense sensation of life-threatening emergency styled fear comes over me.
It is the scariest shit and I've read that it's been tied to sleep paralisis, narcolepsy, and "sudden unexplained death syndrome" which happens from sudden cardiac arythmia's with wakeful hallucinations (strokes/heartattacks.. Look this up on wikipedia, its supposivly closely linked.
These types of random imagistic wakeful hallucinations have been happening for about a week now, but I considered it fairly normal in the nod period after a good doseage.. But now they've turned to extremely negative/crazy nightmareish visions/dreams which results in that head-shock and heart pound. This exact scenario is presented in the wiki-thread regarding sudden unexplained death syndrome. I thought it was my "first anxiety attack" at first, and some deep deep breaths calmed me down, but the more i read, hte more it sounds 100% like 'brain shock' symptoms
There's no APAP in these pills by the way, any reccomendations for me, lol.. I'll be sticking to my low-dose pod tea from now on, fuck hydro
if anyone has some comments or advice, please feel free to chime in.. I'm scared shitless right now, i think this happened to me before a long time ago from rolling/smoking weed, but nothing as intense as this!
-Needshelpnow
