Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
I was recently gifted with the presence of 1.5grams of cyanescens (cultivated outdoors). I only have experience with cubensis mushrooms so I was excited to try these, especially given the fact that they were reported to me about twice as potent as well-cultivated cubes.
I seem to be somewhat sensitive to psiloc(yb)in, since I usually trip pretty well off 1.5grams of regular potency cubes. So, I was prepared for an extra-ordinary experience.
This is a retrospective trip report from a few days ago. I've tried to make the times and chronological order as true as possible, but its hard to say since I didn't have a watch and wasn't paying close attention to time.
Set: Positive, excited, pretty calm/flat emotionally for the last couple days. I want to work on releasing some physical and mental tension I've accumulated the last few weeks.
Setting: Alone on top of a mountain, beautiful sunset just fading.
T+0:00-0:15: I take my time to start munching down these strange looking caps while doing a little exploring. I've found if I stretch the dosing out by about 15 minutes things usually go a little better for me with nausea/body load.
T+0:25: I am definitely feeling the first alerts, my fingers are tingling and my tongue feels like it always does as I am coming up on a psychedelic. Also my genitals feels slightly uncomfortable (happens every so often to me during come-ups). I am staring at a tree branch and noticing how beautiful it is silhouetted against the fading sunlight. It is so obviously alive and growing.
T+0:45: Now my body is starting to trip more heavily. My muscles along my torso twitch/spasm in pleasure and my visual field is starting to get quite active. I look down on the boulder I am sitting on and watch leaves grow across the rock.
T+1:00: I'm watching the stars slowly appear and disappear and skirt along every which ways in the sky. I am looking at objects and seeing runic type patterns flow along the surface of them (strange and unusual! these patterns are wrapping around objects like trees and rocks and the space around them is undisturbed).
T+1:15: Geometric patterns are starting to become more heavily present and hard to ignore. Green and yellow mandala/aztec symbols are growing out of the sky. CEVs are the most amazing I have ever had on mushrooms, and I notice that if I move my body slightly (kick a leg, wave a hand) while my eyes are closed this dramatically affects the texture of the CEVs.
T+1:30: The same visual fun is happening but starting to get more intense. I am actually a little nervous at this point. I feel I may of dosed too much. But, this passes relatively quickly as I focus on some thoughts (the process of conceptualization, about hugging people, trees, mother, father).
T+2:00: I'm sitting in the lotus position, slack-jawed, staring at the visual patterns. I've never experienced this disuniformity of visuals on other high doses of (cubensis) mushrooms. Usually if I've taken a strong dose of cubes I will have very uniform cubic patterns spiraling in at me. This trip is much different, there are lots of flashes of exploding green light, and the tint to my visual field will rapidly shift from orange to yellow. There are section of my open eye field which are completely different from other sections. I am amazed. My CEVs are different, also. Normally they are much more static and I daresay generic psychedelic visuals. These are extremely different; easy to manipulate. I can create dimension and a sense that I am walking down a hall with walls composed of intricate geometric patterns. Its extremely fun to explore these "halls." I've lost track how many times I've tripped on mushrooms (perhaps 50?) but I am amazed at how many new things come out after so many times. I am so excited to try to explore this mental-visual phenomenom further, where do these halls lead to? Is there anything at the end of the hall? Perhaps there is someone inside the halls I can meet to explain their nature to me...
T+2:30: I start crying. This is pretty typical of most of my solitary psychedelic experiences. I am not sad at all, there is this release of "pressure" and stress and I just start crying. Strangely, my eyes did not stop producing a pretty steady flow of tears for 2 more hours.
T+4:00: I'm starting to ease out of the plateau and I very joyfully walk down-mountain toward my truck. I eat an orange and crawl into the back of the truck and crash out. I'm still having pretty strong visuals, but much more unobtrusive. I think about lots of different things, mainly my relationship to people and the work I am doing right now.
T+7:00: I am now back to baseline, somewhat, though notice my eyes are still liquid and dilated. I could drive and/or talk to someone I don't know, but I wouldn't go out of my way to!
T+8:00: Drift asleep. Dream of people.
I seem to be somewhat sensitive to psiloc(yb)in, since I usually trip pretty well off 1.5grams of regular potency cubes. So, I was prepared for an extra-ordinary experience.
This is a retrospective trip report from a few days ago. I've tried to make the times and chronological order as true as possible, but its hard to say since I didn't have a watch and wasn't paying close attention to time.
Set: Positive, excited, pretty calm/flat emotionally for the last couple days. I want to work on releasing some physical and mental tension I've accumulated the last few weeks.
Setting: Alone on top of a mountain, beautiful sunset just fading.
T+0:00-0:15: I take my time to start munching down these strange looking caps while doing a little exploring. I've found if I stretch the dosing out by about 15 minutes things usually go a little better for me with nausea/body load.
T+0:25: I am definitely feeling the first alerts, my fingers are tingling and my tongue feels like it always does as I am coming up on a psychedelic. Also my genitals feels slightly uncomfortable (happens every so often to me during come-ups). I am staring at a tree branch and noticing how beautiful it is silhouetted against the fading sunlight. It is so obviously alive and growing.
T+0:45: Now my body is starting to trip more heavily. My muscles along my torso twitch/spasm in pleasure and my visual field is starting to get quite active. I look down on the boulder I am sitting on and watch leaves grow across the rock.
T+1:00: I'm watching the stars slowly appear and disappear and skirt along every which ways in the sky. I am looking at objects and seeing runic type patterns flow along the surface of them (strange and unusual! these patterns are wrapping around objects like trees and rocks and the space around them is undisturbed).
T+1:15: Geometric patterns are starting to become more heavily present and hard to ignore. Green and yellow mandala/aztec symbols are growing out of the sky. CEVs are the most amazing I have ever had on mushrooms, and I notice that if I move my body slightly (kick a leg, wave a hand) while my eyes are closed this dramatically affects the texture of the CEVs.
T+1:30: The same visual fun is happening but starting to get more intense. I am actually a little nervous at this point. I feel I may of dosed too much. But, this passes relatively quickly as I focus on some thoughts (the process of conceptualization, about hugging people, trees, mother, father).
T+2:00: I'm sitting in the lotus position, slack-jawed, staring at the visual patterns. I've never experienced this disuniformity of visuals on other high doses of (cubensis) mushrooms. Usually if I've taken a strong dose of cubes I will have very uniform cubic patterns spiraling in at me. This trip is much different, there are lots of flashes of exploding green light, and the tint to my visual field will rapidly shift from orange to yellow. There are section of my open eye field which are completely different from other sections. I am amazed. My CEVs are different, also. Normally they are much more static and I daresay generic psychedelic visuals. These are extremely different; easy to manipulate. I can create dimension and a sense that I am walking down a hall with walls composed of intricate geometric patterns. Its extremely fun to explore these "halls." I've lost track how many times I've tripped on mushrooms (perhaps 50?) but I am amazed at how many new things come out after so many times. I am so excited to try to explore this mental-visual phenomenom further, where do these halls lead to? Is there anything at the end of the hall? Perhaps there is someone inside the halls I can meet to explain their nature to me...
T+2:30: I start crying. This is pretty typical of most of my solitary psychedelic experiences. I am not sad at all, there is this release of "pressure" and stress and I just start crying. Strangely, my eyes did not stop producing a pretty steady flow of tears for 2 more hours.
T+4:00: I'm starting to ease out of the plateau and I very joyfully walk down-mountain toward my truck. I eat an orange and crawl into the back of the truck and crash out. I'm still having pretty strong visuals, but much more unobtrusive. I think about lots of different things, mainly my relationship to people and the work I am doing right now.
T+7:00: I am now back to baseline, somewhat, though notice my eyes are still liquid and dilated. I could drive and/or talk to someone I don't know, but I wouldn't go out of my way to!
T+8:00: Drift asleep. Dream of people.
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