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Experiencing some extremely adverse effects to E lately... anyone know why?

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fairyjane

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Hey all,

I started using MDMA about a year and a half ago and it was the love of my life. I would always get a nice afterglow for the next couple days from rolling, and I never experienced anything negative about it. I've taken about 25 pills total since then, usually spacing out my rolls by about 3 weeks to a month and a half.

However, I got some pills last summer that supposedly contained mostly piperazine, but I was stupid and broke so I took those pills on 3 different occasions over the span of 2 or so months. The second time I took them, I had the first and worst come down of my life. I felt extremely depressed to the point where I couldn't even speak or communicate with my friends. It scared me.

Ever since that day, every time I have rolled I've gotten extremely tired. I get a bit of a body high, but usually I just need to sit down and chill out. (I should mention here I only roll when I go to concerts) When I hear the music, I just can't really get into it... I feel dazed which upsets me even more. Also, I've become very prone to dark and sad comedowns. :(

This weekend I took 200mg of (supposedly) pure MDMA on Friday and again on Saturday. I figured since I gave myself a five month recovery/tolerance break it would be okay. I was wrong. Friday was fine but on Saturday, as soon I started rolling I felt the exact opposite of how I know I was supposed to feel.
What I experienced:
-extreme self-consciousness
-fatigue
-sadness
-a strong need to stay silent
-deep and depressing thoughts
-an actual hatred for the friends I was with


Anyone have insights as to why this is happening/has had something similar happen? I just really want to know for the sake of having closure, since I most likely will not try rolling ever again (or at least for another year...) Thanks guys.
 
This weekend I took 200mg of (supposedly) pure MDMA on Friday and again on Saturday
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Taking MDMA for at least 90 days, At the least.
Those are some serious side effects, and messed up ones too.

I have around 15 months experience with mdma, with some of the side effects, etc
I always waited 30 days between doses, but now i wait around 60+

It is Essential that you give your brain a chance to regenerate its Serotonin, which is what mdma releases, which is why you feel that great Euphoria (or perhaps not in your case)
I wouldnt even take 200mg , way too much that would leave me in a messed up way.

http://thebrain.mcgill.ca/flash/i/i_03/i_03_m/i_03_m_par/i_03_m_par_ecstasy.html

Look at that diagram, it will help you understand how mdma works.


Some critics may say that my posts look a little OTT , and exaggerate for such amount of mdma, but remember that everyone is different and certain individuals can get a bad reaction easier.
 
Yeah I have done some research in the past about the physiological side of MDMA use-- that's why I thought the whole 5 month break thing would be ample time for my body to regenerate serotonin, but I guess that still didn't work. I also think I might have been misleading when I said that when I rolled on Friday that it was fine. By fine I meant I wasn't depressed while rolling, but I still was really tired and had a bad comedown. :/ I think my body may be fed up with it.
 
Well it sounds like you took enough of a break before trying it again recently to replenish your serotonin. To be honest I believe that one bad experience on mdma (or whatever the **** is in the pill) cant completely ruin future experiences on variations of the drug. What I mean by this is that I think what you felt purely had to do with what was in the pill, not the fact that your body is "done" with ecstasy in general.

However, im not too sure what exactly your pill was cut with to give side effects like that.

All I can suggest is that you wait, like sam said, at least 90 days before doing it again. When you do end up doing it again, invest in a test kit to MAKE SURE what you are taking is MDxx so you can accurately test whether you are "done" with e or not.
 
Yeah for sure BlueGhostFlames...it's the only thought that kept running through my dome was "its not MDMA he/she's taking." FairyJane are you without a doubt, 1000% positive what you took was MDMA after your 5 month break? Out of curiosity, can you recall what pills you have taken starting with the known pipes and since then and what region of whatever country you're in? I wanna try and get a better backstory on this so i can wrap my little MDMA infested head around it. ;)
 
You could be right about your body getting fed up of it. I used to binge all the time on it, but it got to the point where I couldn't handle the depression & anxiety associated with the comedown, as well as when I was rolling. It got too much for me, things started getting dark. I think the best thing is to just steer clear of it for a good while. I haven't had any MDMA since Feb, and it's nice to finally start feeling good man!
Hope you're alright though :)
 
@ blah blah: I am not 1000% positive, but it was sold to me as MDMA by a friend who also took it, along with many of my other friends, who had decent if not good rolls on it.

And yes I can! I got the pipes from Northern California-- they were purple Mac Apple/Pokeballs.

@BlueGhostFlames I really hope that's the case. I'm just starting to lose hope though because I've taken a couple different pills (one being a white puma in January, supposedly really clean and potent) that also made me tired... though I did not experience any of the other effects I listed above that time.

@lunae Thanks! I am okay, feeling much better today. I think I'll take a break for at least a year now.
 
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^ Use the edit button instead of posting multiple times in a row, it keeps things neat any tidy :) an @Name is all you need to let a person know you're talking to them haha


Good plan on the year long break though, be sure to always look for GOOD MDMA in that time. Even if you wont roll for 6+ months, you never know when pure MDMA will come around again. Just save it!

After that year, make sure you use safely from now on though. You could slip right back to where you were before.
 
you got shit molly. there is a chance it was molly just not of good quality. not all molly is created equally. or it could have been methlylone or some other random research chem.
 
Always test your substance and wait at least 30 days between rolls. I usually will do 30 to 40 days in between, and then take a longer 60 or 90 day break every few times.
 
You said you rolled fine on Friday. Your problem was with rolling again the next day. Obviously the break worked for you if you rolled the first time with no ill effect.
 
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