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This is my first post I'm a former alcoholic and drug addict and don't drink or use anything anymore. I'm 27 years old, and I used to drink around a 1.75 liter of vodka a day. On top of that, I had also had a coke addiction and opiate addiction(including heroin), but I also did so many other drugs like meth, Adderall, shrooms, ecstasy or Molly, LSD, 5meo-DMT, benzos, multiple other classes of pills, obviously weed, and the list goes on. I haven't drank in almost 9 months or done any drugs in well over a year. My drug of choice though were opiates.
I only tried heroin once, but I just loved it way too much and knew that I would just turn into a junkie, plus that Krokodil had been floating around and I knew a friend's brother who lost both of his legs from that shit and he thought he had been doing heroin. Anyways, my favorite opiates were oxycodone(Roxys) which I could get fairly easy(I was doing 100-200mg a day) and Dilaudid(can't remember how many mgs I would do since that was so long ago and really hard to come by, but I would guess like 32-64mg a day). If I couldn't get my hands on the good stuff, I would settle for hand fulls of hydrocodone even though all that acetaminophen I didn't like since my liver was already in rough shape from my drinking.
Once I stopped with all the drugs and drinking I went through the whole withdrawal mostly from the alcohol(which I always would start to detox once I started to sober up) and tried it about 10 times going through the whole process till I finally gave it up since it was gonna kill me. I almost always mixed different drugs with large amounts of alcohol. I would get get hammered and do coke(or meth a few times), mixing opiates with benzos and alcohol, mixing coke with opiates and sometimes also with benzos and alcohol. Idk there's so many millions of combos that I did and I did it hard and blacking out every time. After quitting the hard drugs, I did do Tramadol a few times. It's nothing like real opiates, but if I took 400-700mg(since tolerance would build up so fast), and take like 2mg of Xanax(which I'm prescribed and still am, but trying to slowly taper off of it) it would give me close to like a Hydro high, but after doing it like 3 days in a row it's like no matter how many I took I couldn't get a buzz from it.
I think once I took like 25 of the 50mg Tramadol pills throughout the day which I know is stupid, but hey I did a lot of stupid shit on my past. I once remember drinking an entire 1.75 liter bottle of vodka and I think around 150mg of Roxys and woke up not really remembering shit, but barely even felt hungover. I've ended up in the ER multiple time with BAC level always between .35-.45 and always had some amount of Xanax in my system. Just learn from my experience though to the people who are still using drugs and alcohol, because you will be depressed like I was and keeping it at, will put you 6 feet under at an early age.
It wasn't fun shaking like an 80 year old man, throwing up blood all the time, nightmares, intense anxiety and panic attacks, sweating horrible even though I could feel cold, Feeling like shit all the time until I had enough alcohol in my system to get rid of the withdrawal feeling, feeling so depressed that I didn't really care if I lived, and etc. Good lucky to everyone, and if you do use, try to do it responsibly.
I only tried heroin once, but I just loved it way too much and knew that I would just turn into a junkie, plus that Krokodil had been floating around and I knew a friend's brother who lost both of his legs from that shit and he thought he had been doing heroin. Anyways, my favorite opiates were oxycodone(Roxys) which I could get fairly easy(I was doing 100-200mg a day) and Dilaudid(can't remember how many mgs I would do since that was so long ago and really hard to come by, but I would guess like 32-64mg a day). If I couldn't get my hands on the good stuff, I would settle for hand fulls of hydrocodone even though all that acetaminophen I didn't like since my liver was already in rough shape from my drinking.
Once I stopped with all the drugs and drinking I went through the whole withdrawal mostly from the alcohol(which I always would start to detox once I started to sober up) and tried it about 10 times going through the whole process till I finally gave it up since it was gonna kill me. I almost always mixed different drugs with large amounts of alcohol. I would get get hammered and do coke(or meth a few times), mixing opiates with benzos and alcohol, mixing coke with opiates and sometimes also with benzos and alcohol. Idk there's so many millions of combos that I did and I did it hard and blacking out every time. After quitting the hard drugs, I did do Tramadol a few times. It's nothing like real opiates, but if I took 400-700mg(since tolerance would build up so fast), and take like 2mg of Xanax(which I'm prescribed and still am, but trying to slowly taper off of it) it would give me close to like a Hydro high, but after doing it like 3 days in a row it's like no matter how many I took I couldn't get a buzz from it.
I think once I took like 25 of the 50mg Tramadol pills throughout the day which I know is stupid, but hey I did a lot of stupid shit on my past. I once remember drinking an entire 1.75 liter bottle of vodka and I think around 150mg of Roxys and woke up not really remembering shit, but barely even felt hungover. I've ended up in the ER multiple time with BAC level always between .35-.45 and always had some amount of Xanax in my system. Just learn from my experience though to the people who are still using drugs and alcohol, because you will be depressed like I was and keeping it at, will put you 6 feet under at an early age.
It wasn't fun shaking like an 80 year old man, throwing up blood all the time, nightmares, intense anxiety and panic attacks, sweating horrible even though I could feel cold, Feeling like shit all the time until I had enough alcohol in my system to get rid of the withdrawal feeling, feeling so depressed that I didn't really care if I lived, and etc. Good lucky to everyone, and if you do use, try to do it responsibly.
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