This life I am leading and the amount of occupations I'm holding, appointments to keep, make, show up to. Maintain my life and my addiction. Broke but there's so much potential here. I don't have to be but I never get the paid gigs done. I'm so spread out and building my bases across everything I'm doing. It's like the eye of the storm
I will get some shit done soon. I'm working out my addictions issues as always, now I've got all my meds back for the first time in probably a year. I'm housed. That's precarious right now though because my counties housing group FUCKED me and I need to fix it. I can. It's a phone call or a few.
There are so many events to the day. So many things on my mind. I am mentally ill and stimulant psychosis is common for me too. It takes awhile, but it goes on to reduce and then to fade away completely in time.
At least that is how I rolled historically. I don't know how well I am able to bounce back anymore
I am not an isolated person. I always have friends and people in my life from all kinds of suits to occupy my social space. Sometimes even if I don't want them to. Online and offline. I can network and get things done in a cinch. But it's fucked up how I am.
I really badly need some better half in my life. As occupied as I am and as much as I'm pretty much in my dream job and the potential is really cool. My illnesses are severe and I need someone to be there.
That's all I ask. Someone? (Directed to the stars and the earth and everything else)
I will get some shit done soon. I'm working out my addictions issues as always, now I've got all my meds back for the first time in probably a year. I'm housed. That's precarious right now though because my counties housing group FUCKED me and I need to fix it. I can. It's a phone call or a few.
There are so many events to the day. So many things on my mind. I am mentally ill and stimulant psychosis is common for me too. It takes awhile, but it goes on to reduce and then to fade away completely in time.
At least that is how I rolled historically. I don't know how well I am able to bounce back anymore
I am not an isolated person. I always have friends and people in my life from all kinds of suits to occupy my social space. Sometimes even if I don't want them to. Online and offline. I can network and get things done in a cinch. But it's fucked up how I am.
I really badly need some better half in my life. As occupied as I am and as much as I'm pretty much in my dream job and the potential is really cool. My illnesses are severe and I need someone to be there.
That's all I ask. Someone? (Directed to the stars and the earth and everything else)