Ex-army Lurker finally coming aboard

[Roxyroller1874]

Well, I started down this road exactly 10 years ago. I thought I would be stronger than most but not so much here lately. I have been on blue light hundreds of times just to sometimes feel connected... you know the since that there are others out there like me. Keeping this lifestyle a secret is what has been the most exhausting part of it. Started out on roxys and have just recently jumped over to Ds and have tried everything in between. It feels good to finally come aboard and start posting.

 

[Vegeta1989]

Hey brother I understand hiding the addiction from family members and close friends is really tough. It's rough lifestyle to keep secret. You are not alone

 

[Bearlove]

Hi there and welcome to the site.

It can be very difficult and tiring keeping your lifestyle hidden from others and as you will have seen from the site your certainly not alone.

If you fancy a chat then check out our 'social' section or if your looking on some information about getting and staying sober then check out our 'sober living' section.