Tribal Hybridz
Bluelighter
ive told you bye a thousand times now,
trying to trick myself into thinking im over you.
how could you do this to me?
dont you know what emotional pain means?
or am i just a stupid game, a dumb toy
you play with until it breaks.
because i am about to break, i can feel the cracks invade my heart like vines.
i can feel you carve your name into the dilapidated muscle i call my heart.
its ten times harder now to fake happiness now
than it has ever been. and for this, I Love You.
for some fucked up reason, i want you in my life.
but i bet if i didnt know you, i could stand on my own 2 feet again. yet, i cant stand not holding you.i cant sleep without saying goodnite.
for i know while your sleeping, i am buzzing with the energy i waste on you. forever it seems i have been stuck to you, and now is the time i want it nevermore.
you are just a poison that has been injected in me,for no matter how hard i try,i cannot get free. and until the day i leave you, I Love You.
i will be freed from this love-faked cycle of bullshit im sure. i will find another that dreams of flight like me. maybe another who wonders too what clouds feel like, one i can build an empire with on whatever cloud we choose together.
because you have no ambition to do anything but suck others dry. you suck and fuck your way into circles of filth you know nothing about, because you still glamourize the world of drugs and continue to seduce the devil's lil bitch for the feeling of numbness that ultimatly is what makes everyone use you right in front of the blindness of your reassured eyes.
and i am here to show you the brighter path, the one no one showed me. its a favor i struggle to bring you, while you just waste it away, waste me away.
i will not last forever, and i will not stay forever either. for once you are too far gone for my abilities, i will let go, and watch your eyes open in disgrace. i have seen it too many times,and few i have saved in time. but i fear you are already gone, and to ressurrect you would be wrong in the eyes of God. and to battle satan for your soul, i have yet to contemplate the worth of what he will want from me.
And the battle continues...........
trying to trick myself into thinking im over you.
how could you do this to me?
dont you know what emotional pain means?
or am i just a stupid game, a dumb toy
you play with until it breaks.
because i am about to break, i can feel the cracks invade my heart like vines.
i can feel you carve your name into the dilapidated muscle i call my heart.
its ten times harder now to fake happiness now
than it has ever been. and for this, I Love You.
for some fucked up reason, i want you in my life.
but i bet if i didnt know you, i could stand on my own 2 feet again. yet, i cant stand not holding you.i cant sleep without saying goodnite.
for i know while your sleeping, i am buzzing with the energy i waste on you. forever it seems i have been stuck to you, and now is the time i want it nevermore.
you are just a poison that has been injected in me,for no matter how hard i try,i cannot get free. and until the day i leave you, I Love You.
i will be freed from this love-faked cycle of bullshit im sure. i will find another that dreams of flight like me. maybe another who wonders too what clouds feel like, one i can build an empire with on whatever cloud we choose together.
because you have no ambition to do anything but suck others dry. you suck and fuck your way into circles of filth you know nothing about, because you still glamourize the world of drugs and continue to seduce the devil's lil bitch for the feeling of numbness that ultimatly is what makes everyone use you right in front of the blindness of your reassured eyes.
and i am here to show you the brighter path, the one no one showed me. its a favor i struggle to bring you, while you just waste it away, waste me away.
i will not last forever, and i will not stay forever either. for once you are too far gone for my abilities, i will let go, and watch your eyes open in disgrace. i have seen it too many times,and few i have saved in time. but i fear you are already gone, and to ressurrect you would be wrong in the eyes of God. and to battle satan for your soul, i have yet to contemplate the worth of what he will want from me.
And the battle continues...........
