Everything I wanted to be

[FoxyKel]

My exemplar, my mirror, my educator, my mother
You tore me apart, one piece after another
Once upon a time, you were all I saw in me
And you were everything I ever wanted to be
I started avoiding your eyes as I feared your thoughts
I stopped listening to you as I dreaded your taunts
I started to realised that it just wasn't for me
I didn't want to be what you wanted me to be
I found some paper and I wrote you a letter
I told you how I wished I'd done so much better
Then I remembered the words you said to me
and that I'd never be what you wanted me to be
I tore the paper into pieces, pretended it was you
I cried as I realise our bond had worn through
I love you and pray you would love me for me
Mumma, I've become almost everything I wanted to be
- Kelle
[ 26 January 2003: Message edited by: FoxyKel ]

 

[PsychoKitten]

((((Kelle))))

 

[Nik137]

Keep in mind that you are who you are; and that is all you need to be.

 

[bisKi]

thinking of you today, and hoping all will go well. xoxo

 

[E-girl]

this was awesome! i loved it!

 

[konsept]

Man.........That's crazy sad.....I'm sorry.....Gr8 poem....I've got alot of issues with my family as well. Rock on.

 

[plazma]

Very, very good work.
-plaz out-