Even God Can't Hit A One Iron (old post - Oct 24 2011)

Alcohol is a vicious poison designed to pacify and neutralize the proletariat working class. Deny us access to gabaergics and deny us health insurance, you rotten filthy little animals. Fuck you. Prohibition is like putting out a grease fire with a bottle of shampoo, while paying a bunch of hired thugs to use the same bottle and move onto there next abomination. Took me 6 years of drinking to realize this. There are far superior drugs on the market, you just have to look around. See you through looking glass kids.


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This is going on by the way. Can't say I'm opposed.

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I'm going to go play in the sun and roll in the grass in the park, reading short stories by kurt vonnegut and ken kesey, drinking water like a madman to replace the oral fixation drinking and smoking cigarettes have caused me. I am now free of both those things. Wellbutrin SR seems to be complimenting my small dose of klonopin significantly.





I'm both happy, productive, and talkative, too talkative some would say. Fuck those some. I have a right to say whatever I goddamn well please.



A woman asked me if two large bags were hers yesterday, waiting in line for a simple haircut a friend was having. She had little broods of failure, which I believe is selfish and wrong, but what can you do.



A simple kind no was my reply, and then a moment later I made a silly little joke about homeland security. "Call them up I said." Unattended bags are dangerous. Don't you realize we're in goddamn war?



Utter flag-sucking nonsense and these nitwits eat it up via 24 hour "news" (balls, I know journalism and that ain't it. Those fuckers should be stripped of their cozy little place in society and thrown to the packs of WORKING POOR like most citizens in this country)like a Chinese buffet gone mad on strong indica strains. She wasn't please with my humor "Call homeland security" I said with a big smile on me face. She looked at me as though I'd told her to wash her cunt out with antifreeze and stick her head in the oven.



Fuck those people. I love and tolerate most everyone and despite my vicious prose that I write, I'm actually undeniably the most kind and courteous person you could run into on the street. I'm broke and 2 steps away from being completely homeless, in title. I've a job now so its different. 6 months I had no such endeavor, yet I saw a woman on the main street here in Lawrence with a sign that said she was homeless. I had 53 cents to my name, dropped it in her can, then talked to her for half an hour. It made me feel good, and I'm sure it made her feel good. Most people don't give a shit about things like that, they're too busy washing their Volvos, watering there stupid grass when theres a goddamn record breaking drought going on, and filling up they're fat pocket books/wallets with evil treacherous garbage. Fuck those people. That's all. See the cat? see the cradle? Ho ho.
 
I can't say I enjoy alcohol being one of the only socially acceptable intoxicant, however I give thanks to the fact that it is, in fact legal.

Today I enjoyed being called stupid, for claiming that it takes over a year to learn how to properly drink and know one's limits. The reason my logic was flawed? Unkown. Hypercriticalism and an inferiority complex will find a way to disagree with even the most valid of points. As someone who drinks strictly liquor it's far easier to black out or pass out than the average bloating beer drinker.

While alcohol is dangerous, we have to realize the idiots we're surrounded by. By the use of the word idiot, I assure you I mean it in the most sincere fashion as it con-notates a lack of self-education. An idiot will chug an entire bottle of benzodiazepines. That same idiot will vomit beer until he does not want to drink anymore.

My argument stands in the fact that alcohol, when drunk through high volume liquids such as beer and perhaps wine, is more difficult to overdose on merely from the "fullness" factor. It's a flawed argument as many people still find ways to kill themselves on liquor, but it may prove a valid point to some.

How many shots of vodka would you have to down before you die? Perhaps 20 for a beginner.

How many pills of xanax?

Which one is easier to do in 20 minutes?
 
I only binge drink when I run out of my klonopin. I have severe social anxiety and PTSD. I only need 2-3mg a day but I've had no job and no health insurance these past few months, so I run out, freak out, and turn to the cheap vodka.

I can casually drink when I'm medicated, but I'd rather smoke cannabis or use something more interesting like 4-aco-mipt or something, or better yet 6-apb. 6-apb has gotten a bad rap but I find it more useful as a casual empathogen during daylight hours, much like mda but funtional. 9/10 on that one.

I wrote that after a serious binge. I've had a few casual drinks since then but as I've already stated, I've gotten my klonopin and neurontin to deal with anxiety and chronic nerve pain.

Thanks for the reply I'm just getting into this blog thing and it seems a worthwhile activity, especially since I'm trying my hand at journalism.
 
SORRY - THIS WORKS JUST AS WELL FOR COMING OFF ALCOHOL - IT IS ACTUALLY EASIER BC YOU DONT REALLLY NEED THE HYDROCODONE BC YOU DONT HAVE THE DEEP PAIN IN LEGS N JOINTS
 
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