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European Heroin Discussion v We like noise, it's our choice (v.17)

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MTLATINO said:
But thanks, im glad people care. luckily its easier to find the gold at the end of the rainbow than score dope here
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In Bristol .

I've probably spent over £100,000 buying Gear in Bristol over the last 15 years & i don't even live their .

Thinking about it more .

That would only mean spending £500 200 times or £250 400 times . When you start breaking it down like that it get's depressing as fuk .

Oh yeah i saw in another of your posts that you lived in Portugal . Where ?
I lived in Porto.
 
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Up until last summer I had a minor opiate habit (hydro's etc) but then I bought two bags of skag from my neighbour who lives down the street. Turned out to be very high quality high quantity bags.

Haven't done any H since, but each time I think of getting high my first thought is of H! Such a clean high. And cheap. And available just a few houses down the street. My brain automatically associates "the most pleasurable high available" with H already.
 
I've got a question for you more 'seasoned' users...I've been clean for 8 days (yay) so I've succeeded in my objective to break out of the daily habit. I really don't want to quit using entirely though. Is it realistic to go back to say, week-end use only or would I just be kidding myself and inevitably fall back into it? If I did I'd force myself to stay away from IV'ing and would go back to snorting. Or is there no chance for someone who already succumbed to daily use once to only use sparingly?
 
Pagey, I don't think U.K heroin is any good for snorting cause it aint water soluble.

Anyway. Payday today and I still haven't crumbled.

To be fair I think cocaine has a far bigger hold on me than heroin.
Can't stop obsessing over it. That rush is just something else.... Ahh can't wait to do some...

I would go cold turkey from methdaone had I enough cocaine to see me through wd's.
 
Idk it was okay when I used to, thing is I can't smoke it for a variety of reasons and plugging intimidates me (dumb I know). The ROA's kinda secondary though, it was more wondering if it's realistic to think I can go for week-end use only.

Regarding the cocaine, maybe you could try to kinda use it sparingly during methadone WDs using other opiates/benzos etc etc as well? Then again I've heard methadone WDs really are a thing of their own and luckily I don't have any experience with them :\
 
i thijnk its in Diary of an opium fiend where the eponymous hero breaks his habit by taking 20 units of heroin day 1 then 19h 1 of coke day 2 then 18h 2c etc untill he is hitting up 20 units of coke- never tried it but sounds interesting.

To the OP using oxy's they are far more addictive than heroin is so far as tollerance goes so take yer pick mate.
 
blondin said:
i thijnk its in Diary of an opium fiend where the eponymous hero breaks his habit by taking 20 units of heroin day 1 then 19h 1 of coke day 2 then 18h 2c etc untill he is hitting up 20 units of coke- never tried it but sounds interesting.

To the OP using oxy's they are far more addictive than heroin is so far as tollerance goes so take yer pick mate.
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I have heard this too, I was doing like 360mg of it a day at one point after steadily getting worse over2 years.
Still though, NOTHING is as bad as the hell of opium w/ds when yer eating over a gram a day for months on end with no days off
 
Hi everyone! :) Kat should be home any day now! It will be nice to have her back. Although I wonder if she will come back on Bluelight? From what I have heard she has been doing really well! She is off the gear and as far as I remember she has been dropping her methadone dose. So hopefully she will continue the way she is going when she gets home.

I'm sure she'll pop in here to say hello. :)

I hope everyone here is doing well?! I scored to-day after the clinic. The gear is still not back to normal in Dublin. At this stage I don't think it will ever go back to the way it was before the drought. I've totally given up all hope at this stage.

The gear I got to-day is ok, its the best that is around Dublin at the moment. But the deals are small and the price is high. I couldn't have got bigger, cheaper deals, but the gear I got is a bit better. Although its not that much better........ Ugh! 8(
 
MTLATINO said:
My first night trying out heroin, and i have to say its very enjoyable .....
I can see, this is a drug not to be abused and to try to take not very often but its a fun ride thats for sure.
Anyway, im glad ive managed to get a chance to try the stuff.
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Once a fortnight is plenty. And never take gear with an untidy kitchen (putting off household chores in favour of getting high instead is just a bit too much like the negative media stereotype of a junkie for comfort). If you can stick to that régime, you'll probably be fine. If you think you are acting like an addict, try for a month off -- and never, ever use "I've already fallen off the wagon anyway" as an excuse not to get straight back on it.

..... I'll give up preaching now.
 
Yeah that's kinda what I figured. You're probably right though - and no offense taken - I think I use it for self-medication purposes way too much to manage to keep it properly under control. Only during vacations sound like it could work though, I'd be okay going without it for longer stretches of time it's just I really don't want to say goodbye to it for good...I love it too much :\

Anyway thanks for the advice ponti, I'll definitely keep it in mind. And thanks for the congrats too! I'm very happy with myself =D
 
I've been chipping for a year and a half now - I smoke a bag once a week but every week. My family just found out and they're forcing me to take drug tests every month and to go to rehab but obviously I see no reason for it. They can't understand my casual attitude towards heroin but I'd imagine rehab will laugh at me when they find out how small my habit it is.
 
Pagey said:
I know it is. I use heroin because it makes me less depressed, among other things. Never said it wasn't an excuse. So?
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that's me, but watch it, it can cause depression too.

I'm out of daily use too. I can do 4 days. I replaced heroin addictio with addiction to reading about the free masons and dodgy symbolism. All that stuff on the internet just repeats itself, where do these people get their time from to do all that long stuff?

Thankfully i have found out enough and am having a bag now.

Pagey, I think that the longer you stay away from it the less you will want to chip ?

That is what i am hoping for myself. See, the thing is is your tolerance goes way down, and then you end up with the heroin hangover, so do 2 days of h, then 3 then 4 and then you are back at square one. I'm delighted that i am stopping the fags simultaneously . cigarette smoking used to make me crave heroin due to the way that when you have a fag it brings on your gouch.

Folks, I really am beginning to cut loose from this. I have so much to say about it but coz I've had a smoke me head isn't thinking as straight as it could. I've got the h jumps.

Julie you are so right about not neglecting your chores for the gear! The dirt that I ignore / can't see when I'm full blown habited is unbelievable. Then stuff mounts up and then i get overwhelmed by the mammoth tasks and of course end up doing the gear because it 's what I do.

I know that i will be properly off the gear by the end of this year. It's time for progress. But every thing is progress, even going backwards. That drought made me go back ever such a lot, but that going back is what is helping me to go more forward.

Ructions, I'd love for you to stop mourning the loss of gear. You are doing so well. It shows its strength. over 2 years, 2 1/2 years that drought, and you still crave that great good gear. I know what you mean though. Even though tis all good hear, there have been many times when i have scored, got shit gear, and that makes tyou want the good gear more than if you had had the good gear.
Isn't bl great? No silly adverts, nice layout. well done.

UP THE VILLA. uP YOUR REDKNAPP!
 
Fuuuuuck ponti. I'm so glad to hear you're okay. That must have been terrifying. Thank fuck your wife was there is all I can say. <3 <3 <3
 
pontifex01 said:
PS: brimz if you say "I told you so" I swear I'll take out a loan just to fly to Bristol to kick you in the head :D.
Seriously though, I don't need any preaching or finger-wagging from anybody. I'm fully aware of just how lucky I am to have dodged another colossal fuck-up.
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I told you ...

Glad your ok mate .<3
 
Glad to hear your ok ponti, I hope your Mrs has slapped you up and down the house for putting her through the ringer like that. Take it easy mate!!
 
You deserve a slap Ponti mate, you seem to have a pretty good lifestyle compared to a lot of folk, and 24 is way to young to drop off your mortal coil.
I just hope you do remember how lucky you were to survive this Od and leave the needles alone now.
 
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