lightblue543
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Hey all,
As of late (past several days) I've finished my Etizolam usage (I bought 50 1mg pellets). Admittedly, I binged (usually took 2-8mg every few days), the last night on it all I remember was taking 7mg whilst still having several left, then I woke up with only 1 left and I told myself I would "keep it for anxiety", only to wake up again with an empty packet and no memory of it all... at least that's how I recall it happening, it was all a blur.
Now I've been off it for several days and I think I'm experiencing withdrawal... only slept sporadically over the past 3-4 days, either no sleep at all or just a few hours, and I have the anxiety and chills/cold sweat to boot too 8(. Also due to the insomnia I also have micropsia, and apparent depersonalization, but no real changes in mood.
I want to just pin this insomnia down to my horrific sleeping habits, and really it probably has something to do with it (awake till the early morning) but then again my sleeping habits have been off for a while now and I never get insomnia, so it would seem that this may be withdrawal. No rest last night, so I just stayed up all of today making sure to get enough light (circadian rhythm), slept from 5pm-9pm, rudely awoken, and now I'm gonna try to sleep through tonight (near midnight here).
So I'm wondering a few things: 1. Is insomnia (like this) at all dangerous... I mean, in the words of Trevor Reznik no one ever died from insomnia right? The 'type' of insomnia I have most closely resembles non-24.
2. How long will this last?
3. What are the the typical withdrawal symptoms of Etiz.? Any long lasting effects?
My usage length is basically under 2 weeks... I suppose it was still better to use up that 50mg within a short period of time, as opposed to doing 2mg nightly, might explain why these symptoms aren't any worse than they are.
As of late (past several days) I've finished my Etizolam usage (I bought 50 1mg pellets). Admittedly, I binged (usually took 2-8mg every few days), the last night on it all I remember was taking 7mg whilst still having several left, then I woke up with only 1 left and I told myself I would "keep it for anxiety", only to wake up again with an empty packet and no memory of it all... at least that's how I recall it happening, it was all a blur.
Now I've been off it for several days and I think I'm experiencing withdrawal... only slept sporadically over the past 3-4 days, either no sleep at all or just a few hours, and I have the anxiety and chills/cold sweat to boot too 8(. Also due to the insomnia I also have micropsia, and apparent depersonalization, but no real changes in mood.
I want to just pin this insomnia down to my horrific sleeping habits, and really it probably has something to do with it (awake till the early morning) but then again my sleeping habits have been off for a while now and I never get insomnia, so it would seem that this may be withdrawal. No rest last night, so I just stayed up all of today making sure to get enough light (circadian rhythm), slept from 5pm-9pm, rudely awoken, and now I'm gonna try to sleep through tonight (near midnight here).
So I'm wondering a few things: 1. Is insomnia (like this) at all dangerous... I mean, in the words of Trevor Reznik no one ever died from insomnia right? The 'type' of insomnia I have most closely resembles non-24.
2. How long will this last?
3. What are the the typical withdrawal symptoms of Etiz.? Any long lasting effects?
My usage length is basically under 2 weeks... I suppose it was still better to use up that 50mg within a short period of time, as opposed to doing 2mg nightly, might explain why these symptoms aren't any worse than they are.
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