I have pretty bad depression and social anxiety. I am currently taking 200mg Sertraline daily for it, but it is not enough anymore.... the paranoid thoughts are creeping back into my mind, and I'm turning into abit of a recluse. I have tried over 20 different Rx drugs, and NON of them worked. Sertraline 200mg is about the closest I'm gonna get I think.... and, like I said, its losing effectiveness.
So yesterday, I decided to take matters into my own hands. I took 10mg Etizolam, and tested it out by heading down to the gym (a place that I normally would stand WELL away from). It took me 30 min to walk down there, and when I got there I felt completely different. I practically swaggered into the gym. Walked in, eyed everything up, and got my motherfucking sweat on.
2 hours later, and I'm feeling better than ever. Left the gym and went for a stroll around the city. I felt invincible (not in the cocky 'I wanna fight everyone!' kinda way though) -- I just felt really confident about myself. It felt great.
That night I had a great sleep.
Today. This morning, woke up, took my 200mg Sertraline and 2mg Etizolam. That was about 30 hours ago, and I'm feeling that burst of confidence again. I feel great. No depression. No anxiety. No paranoia. Only freedom.
--
Do you think, if I took this Etizolam to my doctor, and told him of the effects it has -- do you think he would prescribe it?
So yesterday, I decided to take matters into my own hands. I took 10mg Etizolam, and tested it out by heading down to the gym (a place that I normally would stand WELL away from). It took me 30 min to walk down there, and when I got there I felt completely different. I practically swaggered into the gym. Walked in, eyed everything up, and got my motherfucking sweat on.
2 hours later, and I'm feeling better than ever. Left the gym and went for a stroll around the city. I felt invincible (not in the cocky 'I wanna fight everyone!' kinda way though) -- I just felt really confident about myself. It felt great.
That night I had a great sleep.

Today. This morning, woke up, took my 200mg Sertraline and 2mg Etizolam. That was about 30 hours ago, and I'm feeling that burst of confidence again. I feel great. No depression. No anxiety. No paranoia. Only freedom.
--
Do you think, if I took this Etizolam to my doctor, and told him of the effects it has -- do you think he would prescribe it?