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Benzos Etizolam Mega Thread v1

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fruitsmoothie's right..that's what i was gonna type...and i'm pretty sure i was
gonna be right too. ;)

~token
 
heh sounds like my next 24hours.
not looking forward to tomorrows early flight :|:|

people who have tried both the "home" pressed pills vs pharma made, can you spot any difference in the buzz if active?
when i use to do benzos the real ones were 5x better then the one time i did have the false pellets besides their ilelgal and they could be considered counterfict ettilam and the fda would get mad
 
when i use to do benzos the real ones were 5x better then the one time i did have the false pellets besides their ilelgal and they could be considered counterfict ettilam and the fda would get mad

not in the us. The fda hasnt even approved etizolam for human consumption
 
Did a quick search through the thread but did not find an answer. I have a 3 day event coming up, which will in all probability result in quite some speed usage. I was wondering how helpful etizolam would be halfway the event to reduce possible anxiety from the lack of sleep and amphetamine usage, and to which degree it affects later doses. would it completely deminish the positive effects of the speed or will it still do it's job somewhat (mainly to stay good company and not sagging in after 2 days).

I know sleep deprivation and speed are unhealthy, but as it stands I have no means of getting back to my sleeping place during the event so I'm pretty much stuck there once I get there.

I had about 20 etizolam laying around whenever I decided to give a gram of a-pvp a try (since it was cheap, knew that I'd be getting a dirty MDPV-esque high going in, so it wasn't bad)

I started taking small bumps of (~5mg-~10mg) of a-pvp for about two hours, occasionally taking another bump every 45-60 minutes. About two hours in, I ate one etizolam. Holy shit, this makes a-pvp actually pretty nice instead of an anxiety-ridden overly stimulated mess. You feel pretty nice (I've found 2etiz + 5-10mg a-pvp is awesome) and the whole "strung out" feeling from anxiety and likely high blood pressure seem to disappear. I'd do a few more bumps, usually every 30-45 minutes, just a small 5-10mg on a key, then up the nose. It feels really great to feel totally calm while actually on a stimulant. I definitely get really major chest tightness/bad tachycardia, but absolutely nothing with the etiz.

Currently 2mg etizolam + two bumps of a-pvp. Pretty glad that I found something to make this otherwise subpar chem pretty cool. I should have tried starting with .5 etizolam today (+beer), just to see how low of a dose is needed for the anxiety, only have 7 left. No tolerance, except the two I took just 15 minutes ago.
 
i got mine today, the site said they sold the etilaam brand which were pale blue coated and white centered. they didnt come in the blister packs just a bag, this concerned me somewhat but i have still decided to give them a go. with no tolerance what so ever and no experience other than taking xanax on 2 occasions which i found helpful with a stimulant comedown but.
anyways i took one pill orally about an our ago, feeling very relaxed but not sleepy. just took another half sublinguily and waiting to feel something. the only thing i can really notice is i am finding it slightly more difficult to type. i have suffered for years with anxiety and insomnia but doctors in this area do not like to dish out anything but ssri's and propanarol(sp?) hoping i have found something that will be of massive help with my occasional anxiety attacks and come downs. certainly not looking to use on a daily basis. i would however like to experience them in a recreational light just for kicks.
anyways thats pretty much my contribution to the thread. so far i give them a thumbs up for easing my anxiety. yet to find out their hypnotic purposes and help with comedowns.
 
i got mine today, the site said they sold the etilaam brand which were pale blue coated and white centered. they didnt come in the blister packs just a bag, this concerned me somewhat but i have still decided to give them a go. with no tolerance what so ever and no experience other than taking xanax on 2 occasions which i found helpful with a stimulant comedown but.
anyways i took one pill orally about an our ago, feeling very relaxed but not sleepy. just took another half sublinguily and waiting to feel something. the only thing i can really notice is i am finding it slightly more difficult to type. i have suffered for years with anxiety and insomnia but doctors in this area do not like to dish out anything but ssri's and propanarol(sp?) hoping i have found something that will be of massive help with my occasional anxiety attacks and come downs. certainly not looking to use on a daily basis. i would however like to experience them in a recreational light just for kicks.
anyways thats pretty much my contribution to the thread. so far i give them a thumbs up for easing my anxiety. yet to find out their hypnotic purposes and help with comedowns.

If you're anything like me you will find them to be a wonder-drug to start with, an absolute godsend. For sleep, anxiety, and comedowns. You will have to be very careful and strong to guard against slipping into daily use. When i first tried them, i loved them, looking back now, i knew i was addicted from day 1.

I've just turned up at my GPs addicted to and dependant on a number of things she hasnt even heard of. (And she's one of the GPs in the practice with a special interest in 'substance misuse') "How do you spell Etizolam?" ! It's not even in their books yet. It looks like I am the first person to turn up at their practice having got myself into a mess with this, but I suspect that there is going to be a steadily growing trickle of people turning up to their GPs having simillar problems with Etizolam.

I knew all the warnings before i started - in the long run it will only make things worse. It has. I couldnt help it, at first it was weekends only. Then if Monday was a shit day, i would have one in the evening "just for today." Then it became "just for this week". You can see how it happens.

All this may well be way overkill as a response to your post so i apologise for that. Its just something i needed to say for my own sake.
 
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i'm sorry you found yourself in that situation and i hope you can overcome it. thankyou for sharing and i will take note of what you have said.
i'm not too familiar with benzo addiction and i am not keen experience it.
i enjoyed feeling great last night and having a wonderful sleep but i know it needs to be a once in a blue moon thing. my fiance and i had planned to experience them for the first time together just so i have someone to compare with, him being of sound mind and me being a long term anxiety, insomia and panick attack sufferer. we both found them to be fantastic but as we well know good things like this dont last and it wont be long before they become illegal.

i can see how people become addicted, for the first time in my life i went to bed feeling no anxiety at all and was able to switch off with a smile on my face and its easily tempting to take one today and not have that horrid feeling at the back of my mind that something bad is going to happen or worrying about things out of my control but i am pretty strong minded these days, have dealt with my issues without the use of medication (due to my dr only giving me SSRI's and propanarol(sp?) which were of no use to me at all....i gave up on the doctors
 
Yes, its an unfortunate thing about things like etizolam, is that the people who can gain most benefit from them, are also the people that need to be most careful with them. They only work short term, and long term they make things worse. It is so easy to take a little blue pill, which will instantly switch off all that crap in your head if you suffer from anxiety. It can work great for a short while. It also works so well for insomnia, with the PLUS that it also relieves anxiety the following day, for the first year or so. After that - where i am now, anxiety is getting worse throughout the day times, and im sorely tempted to start using them in the day too, but im trying to avoid it. I have managed to keep to proper therapeutic doses at night times only without developing a huge tolerance, but my anxiety is getting worse throughout the days now. And im starting to feel the need to take them during the day as well as at night.
 
i hope you manage to find some other way of dealing with your anxiety rather than taking during the day, to say you have been using for for a year or longer you seem to have them under moderate control, thats something to think about.
did the doctor manage to help you out or just point blank refuse due to not knowing what they were dealing with?
after reading your post i must say i am more reluctant to use them for anxiety/insomnia and just use them for comedowns. i feel i could easily get into the habit of popping a pill everytime i'm edgy and the last thing i want is to become dependant on another drug having finally tapered my stimulant use from weekly to monthly/quarterly.
 
Well it was only yesterday that i saw the Dr, and since she had never even heard of Etizolam or any of the other things I use, she couldnt deal with it immediately, as she has to consult colleagues, and then get back to me. I hope i dont become like a 'hot poatato' that no one wants to get 'lumbered with' lol.

The good thing is i do think i can find my way out of all of this, im using a load of different substances, my first priority is to get off opiates, then i can start getting everything else under control. I'm going to need help to get off the Opis, increasing my anti depressants, or trying a different kind of anti dep will i believe help me do this.

I'm glad that you are more fully for-warned now. And also that you are strong minded and controlled. As you suffer from anxiety and insomnia you will find Etizolam very seductive, but if you are strong enough to keep your dosing infrequent, you will be able to enjoy the benefits of using Etizolam occasionally, and avoid all the pit falls of using it too often.
 
that is what this site is for, i would never take anything i was unsure of without researching it first. even prescribed medication! problem is i researched all of the good about benzos and sort of ingnored what i am reading now as i was so eager to order some. foolish mistake but from what i have learnt they are not to be toyed with and i have every intention of being a good girl and sticking to "one offs"
i wish you every bit of luck in battling opiate addiction as well as benzo's.
i'm sure you have the will to do it. you seem to have the right attitude about it.
 
You see, that's the problem with Dr's and their '7 years medical training'. They know Fuck all! Several years ago i owned up to my temazepam Addiction to my Dr, i was being prescribed them but also acquiring more from other means. She stopped my prescription there and then and told me that any withdrawal symptoms would be purely psychological and I'd be fine. The second opinion i got was mortified and put me on a diaz taper and also suggested i write a formal complaint about her. So it doesnt Surprise me at all that a Dr has never heard of etizolam, but is it as serious as other Benzo dependence? You betcha!
I hope you get the help you need, and if you dont, keep bugging them. All the best
 
You see, that's the problem with Dr's and their '7 years medical training'. They know Fuck all! Several years ago i owned up to my temazepam Addiction to my Dr, i was being prescribed them but also acquiring more from other means. She stopped my prescription there and then and told me that any withdrawal symptoms would be purely psychological and I'd be fine. The second opinion i got was mortified and put me on a diaz taper and also suggested i write a formal complaint about her. So it doesnt Surprise me at all that a Dr has never heard of etizolam, but is it as serious as other Benzo dependence? You betcha!
I hope you get the help you need, and if you dont, keep bugging them. All the best

Holy cow, that is horrible. I am so sorry that happened to you.

Unfortunately there are a significant number of doctors/PAs/NPs out there who are ignorant to addiction/pharmacology/mental illness. They really give the rest a bad name, and cause a good deal of harm IMO. It is sad.
 
So when I looked into the mirror this morning I found I had multiple circular lesions on my chest. My last dose of etizolam was about 2 days ago, and I've gone through 25 mg in the past month. Erythema annulare centrifugum was supposed to be a very rare side effect according to case reports, and I speculate that it has something to do with etizolam's effects on prolactin. It was of course shocking to notice the lesions, but should I have any reason to worry? The other case I read about assured superficial behaviour for the lesions and that they clear up as soon as medication is halted.
 
You guys should keep in mind, that this stuff has some serious side-effects coming with long-term use, such as blepharospasms (eye twitches) and an increase in prolactin blood levels.
 
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