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I hope this trip report, which spans four days, can be a testament to the power of etizolam to entice you to take more drugs when you originally took it to go to sleep. I basically had very few memories of these four days (two of which were school days), but I happened to be browsing my phone and noticed that I took detailed notes every few hours while I was fucked up, so I was able to put the pieces together and produce this report.
SATURDAY
10:25pm- 100mg MPA and 250mg MDAI orally in gel cap
10:50pm- feeling first alerts already
11:05pm- feel relaxed and good. At this point I thought I wasn't going to feel much more, I wasn't expecting that much from this combo having taken MDAI in the past and been rather unimpressed.
11:15pm- feeling more
11:20pm- feeling a lot more, still very relaxed, not antsy at all so super stoked. Head feels crazy.
11:30pm- feel insanely good, also feel like getting a lot of stuff done. I feel 100% like I'm rolling but at the same time I'm very relaxed. My heart rate doesn't feel sped up and it feels good just laying in my bed. It's a fantastic new kind of roll I've never really experienced, and pretty much perfect for my girlfriend who prefers laid-back experiences. The number one thing I hate about stims is getting that weird antsy feeling that makes you either take more stims or take some benzos, and I'm incredibly happy that it is completely absent yet I feel like I'm on some great quality MDMA and super empathic.
SUNDAY
1:00am- may be feeling the smallest bit of stimulant antsiness, but not sure
1:45am- definitely not antsy. But keep having a weird sensation in my chest like my heart's going to stop or something. I don't know how to describe it but it didn't feel serious or threatening that's just all I can think of as a description
1:57am- really good mood like I get sometimes from 5-htp but times ten. That warm feeling in your chest of pure happiness.
BEGINNING OF ETIZOLAM TAKEOVER (most of what follows is word-for-word from my phone as I had typed all fucked up it so some of it may sound retarded)
2:30am- take three etizolam for sleep later, not for comedown. Comedown is non existent, this stuff is great
3:41am- two more etizolam to ensure sleep
5:07am- smoked weed
5:31am- climbing into bed. We shall see what happens. AWESOME SHIT THOUGH NO FUCKING COMEDOWN BOSS
6:53am- blazing, looking around room tripping like crazy (delirium)ish. Girlfriend is asleep…
7:25am- in the dark, smoking more weed and we're tripping delirium it was so awesome we kept smoking more. Girlfriend passed out and of course I can’t. But these chems have been amazing together, wish I tried sooner.
7:32am- light pouring in, girlfriend asleep, I think ima go to in a dark closet and enjoy visuals
7:50am- sun is out now, sleep is futile. Etizolam and weed sound good for the next day. Still fucking feel like I’m rolling.. non-existant comedown. Awesome.
7:55am- feel great, relaxed, looking forward to the day. No comedown yeeuh!
Girlfriend is DEAD asleep lol all quick
9:50am- feelin good, no sleep. Skyrim
9:00am- get up, get on computer
10:00am-skyrim till 10:38
[I realize the last three times don't make sense, that's how it was typed in my phone though]
10:50am- body feels good, comfortable. Don’t wanna get out of bed. Very happy. Did I talk about those hallucinations last night and smoking???? And two more eddies? [eddies=etizolams]
1:40pm- do key bump of 2-FMA at skatepark since etizolam won’t let me skate [I had driven half an hour to this skatepark, parked, got out, jumped onto my board and ate complete shit because my coordination was completely gone from all the etizolam. I tried desperately to ride around for about a minute and just kept falling in the parking lot so I got back in my car and left. Yes I know that driving when I couldn't even stand on a board is retarded, etizolam is a demon]
3:10pm- sleepy in bed
3:44pm- pee felt like minigasm
4:05pm- key bump 2-FMA
6:00pm- 50mg 2-FMA slowly in sweet tea [I was taking 2-FMA to keep myself awake until nightime as tomorrow I had class and wanted a regular night of sleep]
MONDAY
12:45am- one etizolam
2:15am- one etizolam
3:25am- key bump 2-FMA [I have no fucking idea why I took 2-FMA when I was so close to ending the binge and falling asleep here]
4:05am- key bump 2-FMA
4:35am- one etizolam
4:45am- one etizolam, one unisom, melatonin, 5-htp
5:57am- writing thrusting shit down. Remember! [I literally have no idea what the hell this was supposed to mean. I guess I forgot.]
12:25pm- 1.5 etizolam [I had class at 1:00pm and I thought this would help for sure]
1:58pm- .5 etizolam [I took this while in class because I must have thought I wasn't fucked up enough to excel in my studies]
2:15pm- tired as shit
4:15pm- drink oj with 100mg 2-FMA [again trying to stay awake until bedtime]
4:30pm- ain’t tired, pretty mellow happiness [comparing this with what I wrote two times up is pretty humorous]
8:49pm- seeing crazy shit, mostly depth stuff and things floating towards me. Flies hovering. [I remember seeing flies hovering over my bed and literally being speechless. I showed my girlfriend and she informed me that they were just spots on my wall across the room. I was also seeing these completely hallucinated monster faces that would start at one end of my room and come out at me like a 3-D movie, it was the greatest shit ever at the time I was like a kid in a candy store]
11:45pm- grapefruit juice and 30mg hydros [this seems completely out of the blue but I met up with my friend for our weekly opiate session. Apparently no matter what is happening in my life I cannot miss this. I'm not sure if he knew what kind of condition I was in, he's a member here so maybe he can give some insight]
TUESDAY [I had classes this day as well, 1:00-2:15 and 4:00-6:45. I guess I attended them.]
1:40am- two etizolam
4:50am- two etizolam
5:36am- 5mg melatonin, 5-htp
5:50am- hit of bud
6:12am- hit of bud
6:22am- hit of bud
6:29am- one unisom
6:30am- hit the bed with girlfriend
3:10pm- 50mg 2-FMA oral
3:40pm- 20mg 2-FMA snort [2-FMA doses were probably an attempt to make it through class]
3:55pm- one etizolam
6:15pm- one etizolam
9:30pm- one etizolam
9:40pm- accelerated sense of time
11:30pm- melatonin, 5-htp, etizolam, weed. Not tripping anywhere near like before. Feel too up.
WEDNESDAY
12:00am- weed
12:30am- unisom. Goddddddddddddddddddddddd damnit
12:35am- weed
12:46am- crazy visuals BRO
12:50am- 50mg DPH
12:52am- weed. I’m wide awake as fuck. Feel fine
END [not sure when I fell asleep. I woke up on Wednesday and didn't even think about what had happened the previous four days until today, Saturday when I found the notes in my phone]
TOTALS
Etizolam- 20mg
2-FMA- ~320mg
MPA- 100mg
MDAI- 250mg
Hydrocodone- 30mg
Marijuana- ~.5g
DPH, Doxylamine, etc.
SATURDAY
10:25pm- 100mg MPA and 250mg MDAI orally in gel cap
10:50pm- feeling first alerts already
11:05pm- feel relaxed and good. At this point I thought I wasn't going to feel much more, I wasn't expecting that much from this combo having taken MDAI in the past and been rather unimpressed.
11:15pm- feeling more
11:20pm- feeling a lot more, still very relaxed, not antsy at all so super stoked. Head feels crazy.
11:30pm- feel insanely good, also feel like getting a lot of stuff done. I feel 100% like I'm rolling but at the same time I'm very relaxed. My heart rate doesn't feel sped up and it feels good just laying in my bed. It's a fantastic new kind of roll I've never really experienced, and pretty much perfect for my girlfriend who prefers laid-back experiences. The number one thing I hate about stims is getting that weird antsy feeling that makes you either take more stims or take some benzos, and I'm incredibly happy that it is completely absent yet I feel like I'm on some great quality MDMA and super empathic.
SUNDAY
1:00am- may be feeling the smallest bit of stimulant antsiness, but not sure
1:45am- definitely not antsy. But keep having a weird sensation in my chest like my heart's going to stop or something. I don't know how to describe it but it didn't feel serious or threatening that's just all I can think of as a description
1:57am- really good mood like I get sometimes from 5-htp but times ten. That warm feeling in your chest of pure happiness.
BEGINNING OF ETIZOLAM TAKEOVER (most of what follows is word-for-word from my phone as I had typed all fucked up it so some of it may sound retarded)
2:30am- take three etizolam for sleep later, not for comedown. Comedown is non existent, this stuff is great
3:41am- two more etizolam to ensure sleep
5:07am- smoked weed
5:31am- climbing into bed. We shall see what happens. AWESOME SHIT THOUGH NO FUCKING COMEDOWN BOSS
6:53am- blazing, looking around room tripping like crazy (delirium)ish. Girlfriend is asleep…
7:25am- in the dark, smoking more weed and we're tripping delirium it was so awesome we kept smoking more. Girlfriend passed out and of course I can’t. But these chems have been amazing together, wish I tried sooner.
7:32am- light pouring in, girlfriend asleep, I think ima go to in a dark closet and enjoy visuals
7:50am- sun is out now, sleep is futile. Etizolam and weed sound good for the next day. Still fucking feel like I’m rolling.. non-existant comedown. Awesome.
7:55am- feel great, relaxed, looking forward to the day. No comedown yeeuh!
Girlfriend is DEAD asleep lol all quick
9:50am- feelin good, no sleep. Skyrim
9:00am- get up, get on computer
10:00am-skyrim till 10:38
[I realize the last three times don't make sense, that's how it was typed in my phone though]
10:50am- body feels good, comfortable. Don’t wanna get out of bed. Very happy. Did I talk about those hallucinations last night and smoking???? And two more eddies? [eddies=etizolams]
1:40pm- do key bump of 2-FMA at skatepark since etizolam won’t let me skate [I had driven half an hour to this skatepark, parked, got out, jumped onto my board and ate complete shit because my coordination was completely gone from all the etizolam. I tried desperately to ride around for about a minute and just kept falling in the parking lot so I got back in my car and left. Yes I know that driving when I couldn't even stand on a board is retarded, etizolam is a demon]
3:10pm- sleepy in bed
3:44pm- pee felt like minigasm
4:05pm- key bump 2-FMA
6:00pm- 50mg 2-FMA slowly in sweet tea [I was taking 2-FMA to keep myself awake until nightime as tomorrow I had class and wanted a regular night of sleep]
MONDAY
12:45am- one etizolam
2:15am- one etizolam
3:25am- key bump 2-FMA [I have no fucking idea why I took 2-FMA when I was so close to ending the binge and falling asleep here]
4:05am- key bump 2-FMA
4:35am- one etizolam
4:45am- one etizolam, one unisom, melatonin, 5-htp
5:57am- writing thrusting shit down. Remember! [I literally have no idea what the hell this was supposed to mean. I guess I forgot.]
12:25pm- 1.5 etizolam [I had class at 1:00pm and I thought this would help for sure]
1:58pm- .5 etizolam [I took this while in class because I must have thought I wasn't fucked up enough to excel in my studies]
2:15pm- tired as shit
4:15pm- drink oj with 100mg 2-FMA [again trying to stay awake until bedtime]
4:30pm- ain’t tired, pretty mellow happiness [comparing this with what I wrote two times up is pretty humorous]
8:49pm- seeing crazy shit, mostly depth stuff and things floating towards me. Flies hovering. [I remember seeing flies hovering over my bed and literally being speechless. I showed my girlfriend and she informed me that they were just spots on my wall across the room. I was also seeing these completely hallucinated monster faces that would start at one end of my room and come out at me like a 3-D movie, it was the greatest shit ever at the time I was like a kid in a candy store]
11:45pm- grapefruit juice and 30mg hydros [this seems completely out of the blue but I met up with my friend for our weekly opiate session. Apparently no matter what is happening in my life I cannot miss this. I'm not sure if he knew what kind of condition I was in, he's a member here so maybe he can give some insight]
TUESDAY [I had classes this day as well, 1:00-2:15 and 4:00-6:45. I guess I attended them.]
1:40am- two etizolam
4:50am- two etizolam
5:36am- 5mg melatonin, 5-htp
5:50am- hit of bud
6:12am- hit of bud
6:22am- hit of bud
6:29am- one unisom
6:30am- hit the bed with girlfriend
3:10pm- 50mg 2-FMA oral
3:40pm- 20mg 2-FMA snort [2-FMA doses were probably an attempt to make it through class]
3:55pm- one etizolam
6:15pm- one etizolam
9:30pm- one etizolam
9:40pm- accelerated sense of time
11:30pm- melatonin, 5-htp, etizolam, weed. Not tripping anywhere near like before. Feel too up.
WEDNESDAY
12:00am- weed
12:30am- unisom. Goddddddddddddddddddddddd damnit
12:35am- weed
12:46am- crazy visuals BRO
12:50am- 50mg DPH
12:52am- weed. I’m wide awake as fuck. Feel fine
END [not sure when I fell asleep. I woke up on Wednesday and didn't even think about what had happened the previous four days until today, Saturday when I found the notes in my phone]
TOTALS
Etizolam- 20mg
2-FMA- ~320mg
MPA- 100mg
MDAI- 250mg
Hydrocodone- 30mg
Marijuana- ~.5g
DPH, Doxylamine, etc.
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