IBDResearch
Greenlighter
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Hello,
This is my first trip report so please excuse me if I seem to ramble or whatnot. I originally did not want to make this thread but a friend has talked me into it.
First, let me give you a little background information. I am a 20 year old male in Eastern United States. I smoked my first joint at 9 or 10, I had been a daily smoker from about 11 to just about a year ago. I started getting into the research chemical scene when I was about 13 or 14. It would be easier to name off what chemicals I have not taken rather than what I have. I have taken benzo's before, actually abused them quite a bit. It started with Xanax for a while then after my mother passed away in 2009 I ordered 10 grams of pure Diazepam powder.
Let me tell you a little secret, Valium in it's pure form has a half life of 100 hours. I ingested between 5-6 grams of Diaz in 2-3 weeks before I gave the garbage away. If we go the modest route and say that is an exaggeration. If I only took 4 grams over a month that is still an average of 133mg of Diaz a day. I was using a gun powder scoop that weighed 80-90mg of Diaz each scoop. I could several of those a day.
This is where I think I had fried my receptors. For three weeks afterwords I was still high. I was truly afraid that I had messed my body up completely. Every time I would smoke or do any other drug, it would kick right back in.
Now, lets hop back to the future. About a month and a half ago I got a sample of the little blue 1mg Etizolam pills. I had tried them and they seemed pretty euphoric. Well, I turned around and ordered 10,000 of them about 2-3 weeks later. The first time I got them, I only had 10. They lasted about a week. I then placed the order for the 10k Etizolam pills. The first week of that shipment I took them 3-4 days the week and 2-3 a day.
I started to notice a tolerance building quickly. The next week I am taking them every day. 5-7 a day to get a feeling. I did not yearn for them. I just kept taking more and more to feel anything. I wasn't even getting too messed up.
Then comes the next week, I received 100mg of pure Etizolam. Now I am taking 10-20 mg a day. Finally talking on IRC a few people said maybe I should lay off. It sounded about right to me, I am wasting too much money and product to get where I want to be. One thing I have to say is I usually never have a problem with quitting something. When I've had my fill I just set it aside.
So this is where my story begins and ends. I started this thread for reference and to report any Withdraw symptoms. Today was the first day I haven't taken any and I would have figured today would be the worst day. Alas I do not feel anything different so maybe thienodiazepine drugs do not hold such a dependency.
If you have any questions I can answer feel free to ask them. Also I will update if I feel anything different or any symptoms begin.
This is my first trip report so please excuse me if I seem to ramble or whatnot. I originally did not want to make this thread but a friend has talked me into it.
First, let me give you a little background information. I am a 20 year old male in Eastern United States. I smoked my first joint at 9 or 10, I had been a daily smoker from about 11 to just about a year ago. I started getting into the research chemical scene when I was about 13 or 14. It would be easier to name off what chemicals I have not taken rather than what I have. I have taken benzo's before, actually abused them quite a bit. It started with Xanax for a while then after my mother passed away in 2009 I ordered 10 grams of pure Diazepam powder.
Let me tell you a little secret, Valium in it's pure form has a half life of 100 hours. I ingested between 5-6 grams of Diaz in 2-3 weeks before I gave the garbage away. If we go the modest route and say that is an exaggeration. If I only took 4 grams over a month that is still an average of 133mg of Diaz a day. I was using a gun powder scoop that weighed 80-90mg of Diaz each scoop. I could several of those a day.
This is where I think I had fried my receptors. For three weeks afterwords I was still high. I was truly afraid that I had messed my body up completely. Every time I would smoke or do any other drug, it would kick right back in.
Now, lets hop back to the future. About a month and a half ago I got a sample of the little blue 1mg Etizolam pills. I had tried them and they seemed pretty euphoric. Well, I turned around and ordered 10,000 of them about 2-3 weeks later. The first time I got them, I only had 10. They lasted about a week. I then placed the order for the 10k Etizolam pills. The first week of that shipment I took them 3-4 days the week and 2-3 a day.
I started to notice a tolerance building quickly. The next week I am taking them every day. 5-7 a day to get a feeling. I did not yearn for them. I just kept taking more and more to feel anything. I wasn't even getting too messed up.
Then comes the next week, I received 100mg of pure Etizolam. Now I am taking 10-20 mg a day. Finally talking on IRC a few people said maybe I should lay off. It sounded about right to me, I am wasting too much money and product to get where I want to be. One thing I have to say is I usually never have a problem with quitting something. When I've had my fill I just set it aside.
So this is where my story begins and ends. I started this thread for reference and to report any Withdraw symptoms. Today was the first day I haven't taken any and I would have figured today would be the worst day. Alas I do not feel anything different so maybe thienodiazepine drugs do not hold such a dependency.
If you have any questions I can answer feel free to ask them. Also I will update if I feel anything different or any symptoms begin.
