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Trip report:
Previous drug use added while still buzzing just incase it may help others or explain why I'm feeling such a rush to this relativity unheard of RC and for any adverse reactions I may have.
Speed (but only UK speed, wet dabbed it and bombed it. Felt awake but never like this, feel awake AND happy. This is prob what good speed is like, if it is then I can see why people like proper speed (freebase or powder) its in most pure form. If that what it's felt like can't wait to compare them to some speed (suppose to be 68% speed paste. From a trusted seller. Might give it a few days or even a weeks before trying speed. Due to the risk of how pure this was, I don't want to put myself in harms way again.... thought I may have already done this by not eating first. But we willl see.
Cannabis Prefered Indicia mixed with a bit if sativa as it would set of anxiety attack issues if it didn't have more indica that sativa. Use to smoke a lot (remember going through about an 8 in nearly a day) But it was called NLX and my favourite strain and drug at the time, it did everything for me.
MDMA 1 gram in a short time, felt nothing which was due to not having a big enough break from it came into play.
MDAI Long history had serotinine toxcitiy (as I know prefer to call it as it is self ininduced)
Took around, I'd say 5 grams in a year or two. In short times frames as well as I got not hooked on it, but hooked on the feeling missing my ex as I mentioned or will have mention earlier in this report.
MPA with my MDAI usage, small amount not even a grame. Tried to snort it failed, snorted it again and felt it but then I had my shut down with ST (serotine toxicity) so I stopped ALL druge use.
Alcohol Only recently started drinking now, I'm 19 now. I have a rather big tolerance to vodka, because I drink it a lot and just seem to do so. Maybe it is genetic as my dad is an alcholic (which is denies) maybe I'm a drug abuser in some way. All I know is it's all about moderation.
10 Minutes ago snorted Ethylphenidate it weight at 15/10mg though a majority of it was still in crystalized form. So I would say 30 MG which is the average dose.
At first I felt the burn, now come on! , felt the effects pretty much instantly full of energy. Feel like I have trapped wind( took 7MG earlier go) so it may be that. I will update as needs be. Signing off at 13:38GMT+0
13:19: Also noticed earlier even at it loudest music sounds quiet but still enjoyable
13:46 I feel like talking, not like just talk though that sounds good quick chats this and that sounds good right now! (Writing how I feel atm) but a bit of an maybe MDMA feeling? Probaly just me, I did have some Vodka earlier so it could be that who knows. But I definetly feel like talking or doing anything, tha doesn't involve moving I can't be asked to move!
13:48 Noticed at 13:45 feel a slight prickish feeling in my left foot big toe. Also note I spent a moment paused just now not then, just now deteraminted to say "big toe" get it right. Because I couldn't think of the the word for it.
13:48(ish) I burped, poured some squish, just is tight right now but took Maginiuzsm earlier so should help it or something I read. Oh god, such a nice feelling inside me at the moment. I'm thinking of keeping all of this substance to myself and not posting a trip report because of how good it is xD. But that would be selfish and wrong, so I won't. But god how I'm prob gonna order a few gs of this, thanks to my vendor who let me have a sample after sorting out an issue with him. God I am going on and on. Also turns out the music sounding low was due to skype and an error most likely everyone gets when hanging up. And not reopening itunes. Brb a moment to enjoy this.
13:48 Reminds me of the time I tried cocaine (read my previous thread abou that night) feel pumped up, and naturally happy but that could be due to the 5HTP I took earler as well as some L-Tyrosine to get over my medication. And because I was hoping it would make it quicker to get to the level of "natural serotinine" I wanted before I could do anything. Sorry this will be edited but right now as I said I'm writing how I feel and I feel great!
13:59 (or more like like 13:49 it should be giving how much I added to that) This has some emphaty feelings, I don't feel like hurting anyone. I feel all alive, happy ready to listen to something fast and quick and just got a rush in me.
14:01 This is proberly from the small AMT and mixing it with much stuff but a nice odd feeling in my stomach, like I need to burp or throw up. Not to fussed tho wish it would go away!
14:07 Also note earlier and now feeling a preakily feeling on my head I use to get while I was on 2C-B. Which to me indicates it can only get better
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14:09 God this is just what I needed (this rush I mean), still feelin nauseous could just be the tablet and that being taken in by my stomach or perhaps the side effects of suddenyl going of my SSRIs. As I was feeling weird earlier tho I did have little sleep, could feel my heart beat and felt generally weak. My SSRI is citalopram hoping to get off it and stick with 5HTP and that. Be more natural, I've always been on government stuff. And when I look at it, it has never really "done" anything.
14:13 My memory is focused, but in a positive way, it is also good at noticing things I may have not noticed them before. Not that I can remember them now, but I do feel like on some form of MDxx.
14: 23 Had urge to do some more for a while, so decided to looks about 30mgs but isn't all powder prob more. Snorted it my left nostril this time as the other is kinda runny and blocked up. Similar to cocaine, but I do feel rather ill.
14:31(which is when I got back) Asked my mum anything for feeling nasous so she said where to find her peppermint pills. It took a lot of me not to scream how good I felt and I wanted to feel like I loved her, not that I don't
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14:35 Feeling speeded up, just got another prickly feeling on my head again. Feeling, like I wanna chat, do something but not much moving. Listen to good music with loud vocals but perhaps not to fast music, and not sure. Just feeling like I'm on either really good speed or good cocaine. Cause my cocaine didn't feel like this when I took it, but I was lacking in serotine and that so is proberly why.
I kept getting pauses to take and a break and actually breath, not because I'm having breathing problems. But because of the pure rush, it's amazing.
14:36 Think that second snort may have kicked in will wait and see, nausious feeling is still here but pepper mint pills arn't magic. Screen looks like it's moving, so did the bathroom when I focued a bit. Reminded me of 2C-B but that could be because I recently used it. Oh got 250MGS of that coming in tommorow, god this and that is gonna feel amazing. I think I may order more now just incase I loose focus or something.
14:50 Burped, was adding to my previous drug use in this report. Feel a bit turned on, in sorta right down to it way. Which for me is unusual unlesss I'm drug or on speed (last time it was both). A pardon me language fuck would be good now, looks sorta not important. I am start to realize why this as I read some where (legal crack).
14:58 Naisous sorta gone, maybe cause I burped or the peppermint who knows. It's becoming less there now, but defeintly still here and thank god. I must have had really bad speed before or not taking enough breaks perhaps. But oh god, do I feel amazing, I feel like screaming out "YES".
15:03 It is defintly dopatmic and I have had (well must have) had a long break from them to feel this way and the effects so fully. It is also definetly a Norepinephrinergic as you may know but I'll explain, it's basically an andreline rush, but constantlt.
15:14 Felt like it was going, but nope it seems to be more now or maybe more noticable?
15:16 Got my other glass of my squash (organge if anyone is interested) still feeling happy as fuck and wired. Previously at 15:14 thought it was going due to feeling a bit slow for a moment but it's rota gone now. Side note, the nasuous feeling was more noticale when moving, everything seems I guess like it's moving. So I'm guessing its could be called motion sickness.
15:33 Think I'll call this report over maybe not, feeling as I said motion sick could be due to the new rush, new chemical or just a new experiance who knows. Also as I may have already noteded I am getting 2C-B hallucinations. Feels look like there moving a bit, and makes me feel ill the thought of moving at the moment. Is proberly a precaution I could have taken to this who knows. We will see.
15:34 Another prickly/tickly feeling on my head again, right after I said "We will see". Guess It didn't take long, lol. Nothing noticable yet apart from the already mentioned 2C-B halluncations. It has been noticibly easier to control, still feeling great though as of yet. Only down side is the drip (as with snorting anything) and the nausea. The halluncations weren't so noticable before the first/second snort and of course rush. They are now though, rather interesting no CEV just OEVS. Such as stuff looking like its moving on my monitor etc. It's hard to describe but I am trying my best.
15:53 Feeling more, natural buzzed I guess you could call it but still rushing. Which is proberly why I've got this nausea I've never had a rush as pure as this before. So it may because I've never had such a rush like this before (at least not as instant and a dopamine sorta lets go whatever rush before) Or possibly from the halluncation qualitys it posses, which are more noticiiable now. Which is proberly becuase since it was my first “fully pure” stimulant. It would make sense how I would't notice them.
Which seems odd giving how it is dopamine and norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor. According to wiki (this will possibly be added to additional notes later on) Though everything seems to to be, literally coming in waves in visual terms. I feel wired but the text and it seems to be moving on it's own as if I was on something else. But now that I think about it, it's not like 2C-B hallucinations qualitys at all. It seems to be something else on it's own, relaxed, still rushing a bit.
"Ethylphenidate is more selective to the dopamine transporter (DAT) than methylphenidate, having approximately the same efficacy as the parent compound but has significantly less activity on the norepinephrine transporter (NET). t has a near-identical dopaminergic pharmacodynamic profile as methylphenidate, which is primarily responsible for its euphoric and reinforcing effects."
Also note the huge "YES" euphoric affect seems to have gone, I feel more. Awake, happy and like I'm tripping but not huge rush. Perhaps I need more? Will try to redose if I can find anymore and weight it out properly.
16:06 Just noticed how quickly the time went, my god that would explain why its perhaps wearing off some what.
16:20 The halluctionic quality are showing up more now, everything is rather wavy. Feel rather relaxed and buzzed at the same time, nausea is still here a bit. But I feel more trippy than anything and wired? If that's possible, I think if I had to move quickly I'd feel more nauseous. Still my OCD that is usual of speed and the likes it still there so let's see how it goes. While typing that had another little prickly feeling on my head. This time however it feels lest rushed and more, well trippy I guess.
16:29 Everything is feeling fine, feeling buzzed but stuff is defintly moving on it's own, unusual for this type of subtance (and interesting giving its first snort) and how amazing that was. Will see how it goes and update you guys along the way, including the comedown etc.
16:40 About to blow my nose out, severaly blocked as you would get from snorting anything I suppose, but in my case reminds me of cocaine. Feel bit lacking in "something". The trippyness may be from the comedown. As it was an extremely intense (extremely euphoric as well). But perhaps the sudden comedown from pure well EP released which to me seems fair to class it as class of it's own. Giving how it's after and even during hallucinations seem to be different to anything else, though it could be it's the usual comedown for something such as strong. Which is more than likely, still the trippyness is begging to interest me.
16:50 May do another line to see how it will effect me, one moment... still feeling buzzing but not as buzzing as I use to. I know I am because for one welll I'm still writing this but I'm also paying attention to detail. For example the write wording, all this though I did use to have a bit of OCD in me (from my dads sides) as well. But Gotten over that, I don't seem to mind making sure everything correct at the moment. Makes it more, relaxing like I've done something worthwhile.
16:53 Preparing to weight, confidence or habbit forming how how ever you want to say it seems to have increased. UsuallyI wouldn't feel like I could do it but atm idk I feel warm and fuzzy maybe lieing to myself my mother would understand if I explained it to her. Tha t is if I could think of a lie quick enough depending on how I felt at the moment.
16:57 Snorting a small amount, cba to fiddle about with scales to be honest. Peraps this is going to lead to a sudden comedown or habbit forming... we will sine I ordered a gram.
16:59 Pretty much finishing snorting what I could feeling weaker, less "wired" but am awake. Feeling a bit nauseous but that could be because of how everything looks to me or feels, everything is like moving and changing in some way shop or form. Or it could be from the small amount (7-10mgs) of AMT I took earlier.
17:02 Still feeling trippy, less wired but I woldn't say in a bad way more of a calming if not unusual way. I'm wondering if this small smount will have any effect if at all.
17:06 Don't think that extra line has done anything (not that I've noticted yet). Still feeling the same, but I would love that rush again.
After glow: Feeling happy, like I had a good rush and feeling energetic, can see the potentional in this new RC. And it's potential for abuse/overuse so be careful! I look through the entire experiance a maxium of 120-150MGS (as that's what the company told me there sample usually contain) during my experiance. I would enjoy the trippyness and the after glow... would be lying if I said didn't want a rush like that again but. I would also be lying if I said I don't want to see how the come down/ after glow plays outs.
Also Note: www.drugs-forum.com/forum/showthread.php?t=134578
"Ethylphenidate has appeared at some UK based research chemical suppliers, touted as a replacement for cocaine. Ethylphenidate reportedly and according to several studies, has higher affinity for the dopamine transporter, but a lot less activity at the nor-epinephrine receptors, apparently this causes more euphoria, with a lot less jittery/side effects than methylphenidate. It is commonly available as the HCl salt, designed for oral or nasal application and as the freebase, which is touted as a replacement for crack cocaine, as it apparently can smoked/vaporised "crack style"
(If linking to other sites is not allowed please do not ban me for this, just feeling rather euphoric at the moment and would like to help others)
It has a lot of euphoria and unsuaul after effects. I will report on how I feel tommorow when my other gram comes in as well, and also of course to report on the crash (if there is a noticable one)
Phsyical Effects:
Dry mouth: Very dry mouth despite drinking well during the experiance
Bruxism: (had my first pill as a sorta of health and personal drug thing routine)took 150mg of magnesium
for the first time so I can't comment on how it worked though, my jaw aches noticbily so reminds me of the first few times I did MDAI. So nothing serious or new there, just take magnesium before hand which everworks for you.
Sex drive at first: Feel like having a wank sorry for being blunt to alll the girls/woman/ladies out there but now, after the peak or the experiance has gone I just feel like chilling, talking to a girl or anyone really. Have an nice chat, be good to catch up with an old school friend right now if I'm honest (not for sexual reasons tho, purely to catch up)
Pupil dilation None at first, but become more noticable once the after glow or "comedowns" if it is that not giving it long enough to see the full on comedown yet but the after effects (as it feels more natural to say than comedown cause I don't feel like I'm graving it at all) They are dialiated, but not in a huge way but neither are they reaction to light. Which is where the hallunciongentic qualitys may be a part of this as well instead of an sudden crash. Cocaine didn't give me massive pupils anyway but I did have a bit of binge that night... read this thread for more info:
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/613462-LEGO-Pill-2C-B-Cocaine
Increased concentration in a way, thinking outside the box. But also going from one thing from another. So increased concentration when you want to control it that is.
Empathy I have it, but it is not causing me to loose myself. And say thing stupid, reminds of the whole "cocaine is hollywood drug" thing. You feel great, focused so you could perhaps get your way with people. But through the experiance (?) there is this like "feeling in my heart" that I want to hug someone, and kiss.... like an ex I once knew and hated. Not specifically her tho which is good. Means I'm not going to go through that entire cycle again of using MDAI to escape from my problems. Though while writing this that seems ironic... lol go figure.
Dehidratyion, definition need to keep hydrated on this one gonna get a my 3rd squish (I think) of the day. But same rules apply to MDMA despite obvious differences which I'm to rushed off my head to think of. But yeah keep hydrated but not too much.
Conclusion:
First things to note, I havn't given my body enough time to make it's own serotone even with 5-HTP so that feelings of happyness I'm feeling now seem to be natural. Also if I had and was on it, I'd imagine surrounded by the round people and that it would increase my serotone levels to an unnatural (well unnatural as is in give you that "YES YES" rush, more than the YES" I got. Which will be down to set and setting on my own, and not being able to let it out, but It has been an amazing experiance and even hours after using it and feeling that first rush. I feel a bit unusual going from full of it and buzzed to happy (naturally it feels) and enlightenment). And the unusual after feelings combined with the hallucinations is. To be honest a bit unusual, I feel see how this plays out and keep updating his as I see fit. Will be posted on BL (or any other drug forum that got some useful information from this report) tommorow to see if I experiance a comedown at all.
This is an interesting substance, as it was my first experiance with a what sure to be 99% purety type of drug that EP is. It was intense, then it became more intense and time just rushed by. Was amazing and euphoric, also let me opened up to myself and other which is unusual for this type of drug (i.e a stimulatnet). Everything feels normal, but craving for another rush but not hugely as I wish to see how this after glow and/or comedown plays out to report it back. My jaw doesn't hurt as much as it did during the experiance. So I'd say this has been a good time and RC. It's after effects i.e the hallucinogenic quality of it which even after. Only just noticed really are interesting, maybe it's a side effect or a "comedown" but its rather enjoyable. Leaving me filled happy, enlightent and that I've had a good rush today (which I did can tell you that much) feel that I may be repeating myself but that could be the buzziness still in me, but feel like I've done something important. And have really as while on it I was able to talk to some people and sort things out which I don't think usually I would have been able to.
Afterglow: So far I'm positive tried to get the rush back again but to happy and trippy now at the moment to worry much about that. what does interest me and perhaps worry me is the Hallucinogenic feelings I have right now, which havn't been many (to my knowledge, though it is a rather new un heard of RC) reports of these. So I am enjoying them but am also a bit anxious to see what will happen when I wake up... also let it be notded I decided to quickly copy over this into OpenOffice Write as WordPad was giving me issues (replacing me words etc) which as you can imagine, specially in a mind set like mine is annoying. But the fact I did it show that I have had some sense of enlightenment and less of a huge euphoric rush. Would be lying (sorry if I'm repeating myself again) if I didn't want to do it again but. Like I said I wanna see how this plays out the afterglow and the comedown. I just feel need to edit everything and add, still buzzing so it's still working just less euphoria. Well I say that, I feel (and this is for reference) like I had an amazing experiance today. Tried a new RC, had 2 GREAT rushes from it and an unique after glow/comedown.
Almost got to nice and let me guard down (as to nice sounds to be so weird at the moment but I still know it's the real world) infront of my mother. Asking my about my nose and that I managed to cover it up by something I can't say because:
1. It's personal
2. 2 It may incriminate me
3. 3 It may lead to my real name etc being found out and I don't like that idea of that, don't mind friends knowing about my use of drugs and account on sites like BL but when it' s globel... well you know.
Comedown or Maybe after glow not sure atm: Feeling weak, feeling a bit stimulated, just a bit weirded our but this unusual trip ending....
Feeling bit tired like I could sleep, but at the same time don't. Hopefully the 5-HTP as it did seemed to get rid of my withdrawls from my SRRIS. Will help induce sleep but if not, I do have some Etizolam. I am hoping this is not going to be a huge crash kind of chemical though,
1mg if I can't or wish to to turn off. May take one right now actually, may help me a tad. Infact think I will one second this is at around 20:36 btw
Not even seconds after thought best not to, play it out for now though I do have a slight headache. Feeling bit tired as well but not sure if I am enjoying it or not. Is proberly still the EP stim effect being there, will wait it out until I've got everything sorted (hopefullly without taking any Etizolam).
Defintly feel like I'm a bit hungover despite my tolernace to alcohol so is proberly the “true” coming down feelings I've got or yet to notice. Feeling ( time is 20:42) not taken any pills as of yet not hungry. Bit feeling of a hangover like I had few pints of largers last night. Bear in mind Vodka is fine with me, largers tend to give me hang overs. The hallucinogenic effects are worrying me. There not so much forced onto me just, more of there with a sorta feeling of happiness and a bit of a stimulated feeling. Wish I ate today though I know I'm going to have to for two reasons:
It's always healthy to eat good a meal before taking any stims especiallly un known RCS or at least ones that have not had enough reports to go on how safe it is in the long term.
And two, how to make it look legit to my “guardian” though I could lie, but really don't feel like lying atm, either cause of the stims or the enlightment. I'm not sure but I'm doing my to finish this report in detail so everyone can learn from this.
Going to toilet at 20:57 to well got for a wee and also to check my pupils and nose etc.
Back from toilet at 21:04 gave in took 1mg pill. Glad I did now though, cause I was just getting muscle twitch from my eye. But also while in the toilet, it reminded me of my MDAI crash except, not as bad. Proberly becuase I'm use to it but also becuase I know it's dopamine and a norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor so I know I'm not lacking in that and I cba to figure it out on how to spell it. Maybe later but at the moment nope. Taking a break from this report signing off at 21:08
Signing on for a bit, severe dry mouth feeling hungry but stant the idea of eating anything. After taking the well, basically its an RC like Valuim I cba to look it up right now. I feel a bit better, still seem to be OEV's by which I mean the trippyness I mentioned before)
Seem to have been calmed done now by the RC Valium which is what I needed, sadly couldnt do it straight but had to for my own mental well being. Felt so unusual going from wired to trippy and just plain “out of it”. Call it a sign of weakenss, but I'd prefer calling it a sign of knowing when you may have messed up a bit, and heres something that will help.
Feeling thirty, might have another squish it won't help, I know it won't but fixed the dry mouth for a bit anyway.
Lost of coordination defintly noticable. Feel weak, tired but awake.
I'm more worried I may have done something to myself as these trippyness visions i.e stuff shifting etc havn't been reported. So it may be me just crashing hard would make sense given how new I am to EP speciflicly such potent ones such as these that releases dopamine and norepinephrine.
Notes:
“It is most commonly formed when ethanol and methylphenidate are coingested, via hepatic transesterification. Ethylphenidate formation appears to be more common when large quantities of methylphenidate and alcohol are consumed at the same time, such as in non-medical use or overdose scenarios. This carboxylesterase-dependent transesterification process is also known to occur when cocaine and alcohol are consumed together, forming cocaethylene.”
“Ethylphenidate is more selective to the dopamine transporter (DAT) than methylphenidate, having approximately the same efficacy as the parent compound, but has significantly less activity on the norepinephrine transporter (NET). It has a near-identical dopaminergic pharmacodynamic profile as methylphenidate, which is primarily responsible for its euphoric and reinforcing effects.From http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ethylphenidate
Which can and most likely would explain why I had such a euphoric rush on it followed by a comedown. All be it with OEVs, but perhaps this this is just me, due to being so knew to such a rush/substance of that nature. Still, I wondering if that gram will be worth it? Hopefully my mood will change
23:37 Tried to go to toilet etc pupils were still big but only then they where shown to light, now they're stuck this. But this isn't why I thought I'd edited this, it's because I was afrad I may have OD and because I read this
“Users report a a duration of 1.5 to 3 hours and it comes on almost as quickly as cocaine does (around 5mins after snorting). The need to re-dose is debatable and probably specific from person to person.”
Which conforts me, knowing I only want to sleep and chill and not do anything for the same high today.
I may have consumed around 100mg or maybe more, due to bad scales and not crushing the crtystals right. And basically being excited about it. I do have a body high, warm feeling but nothing amazing. Just a sorta of relaxed feeling inside me after all that EP is sort of nice to see. May be due to the 3 1mg pills I took not sure. But my typing is getting very sloppy so I think I'm calling it a night.
Hopefully this report was useful, it may be long. But it's better to have to much information, than not enough.
Previous drug use added while still buzzing just incase it may help others or explain why I'm feeling such a rush to this relativity unheard of RC and for any adverse reactions I may have.
Speed (but only UK speed, wet dabbed it and bombed it. Felt awake but never like this, feel awake AND happy. This is prob what good speed is like, if it is then I can see why people like proper speed (freebase or powder) its in most pure form. If that what it's felt like can't wait to compare them to some speed (suppose to be 68% speed paste. From a trusted seller. Might give it a few days or even a weeks before trying speed. Due to the risk of how pure this was, I don't want to put myself in harms way again.... thought I may have already done this by not eating first. But we willl see.
Cannabis Prefered Indicia mixed with a bit if sativa as it would set of anxiety attack issues if it didn't have more indica that sativa. Use to smoke a lot (remember going through about an 8 in nearly a day) But it was called NLX and my favourite strain and drug at the time, it did everything for me.
MDMA 1 gram in a short time, felt nothing which was due to not having a big enough break from it came into play.
MDAI Long history had serotinine toxcitiy (as I know prefer to call it as it is self ininduced)
Took around, I'd say 5 grams in a year or two. In short times frames as well as I got not hooked on it, but hooked on the feeling missing my ex as I mentioned or will have mention earlier in this report.
MPA with my MDAI usage, small amount not even a grame. Tried to snort it failed, snorted it again and felt it but then I had my shut down with ST (serotine toxicity) so I stopped ALL druge use.
Alcohol Only recently started drinking now, I'm 19 now. I have a rather big tolerance to vodka, because I drink it a lot and just seem to do so. Maybe it is genetic as my dad is an alcholic (which is denies) maybe I'm a drug abuser in some way. All I know is it's all about moderation.
10 Minutes ago snorted Ethylphenidate it weight at 15/10mg though a majority of it was still in crystalized form. So I would say 30 MG which is the average dose.
At first I felt the burn, now come on! , felt the effects pretty much instantly full of energy. Feel like I have trapped wind( took 7MG earlier go) so it may be that. I will update as needs be. Signing off at 13:38GMT+0
13:19: Also noticed earlier even at it loudest music sounds quiet but still enjoyable
13:46 I feel like talking, not like just talk though that sounds good quick chats this and that sounds good right now! (Writing how I feel atm) but a bit of an maybe MDMA feeling? Probaly just me, I did have some Vodka earlier so it could be that who knows. But I definetly feel like talking or doing anything, tha doesn't involve moving I can't be asked to move!
13:48 Noticed at 13:45 feel a slight prickish feeling in my left foot big toe. Also note I spent a moment paused just now not then, just now deteraminted to say "big toe" get it right. Because I couldn't think of the the word for it.
13:48(ish) I burped, poured some squish, just is tight right now but took Maginiuzsm earlier so should help it or something I read. Oh god, such a nice feelling inside me at the moment. I'm thinking of keeping all of this substance to myself and not posting a trip report because of how good it is xD. But that would be selfish and wrong, so I won't. But god how I'm prob gonna order a few gs of this, thanks to my vendor who let me have a sample after sorting out an issue with him. God I am going on and on. Also turns out the music sounding low was due to skype and an error most likely everyone gets when hanging up. And not reopening itunes. Brb a moment to enjoy this.
13:48 Reminds me of the time I tried cocaine (read my previous thread abou that night) feel pumped up, and naturally happy but that could be due to the 5HTP I took earler as well as some L-Tyrosine to get over my medication. And because I was hoping it would make it quicker to get to the level of "natural serotinine" I wanted before I could do anything. Sorry this will be edited but right now as I said I'm writing how I feel and I feel great!
13:59 (or more like like 13:49 it should be giving how much I added to that) This has some emphaty feelings, I don't feel like hurting anyone. I feel all alive, happy ready to listen to something fast and quick and just got a rush in me.
14:01 This is proberly from the small AMT and mixing it with much stuff but a nice odd feeling in my stomach, like I need to burp or throw up. Not to fussed tho wish it would go away!
14:07 Also note earlier and now feeling a preakily feeling on my head I use to get while I was on 2C-B. Which to me indicates it can only get better
.14:09 God this is just what I needed (this rush I mean), still feelin nauseous could just be the tablet and that being taken in by my stomach or perhaps the side effects of suddenyl going of my SSRIs. As I was feeling weird earlier tho I did have little sleep, could feel my heart beat and felt generally weak. My SSRI is citalopram hoping to get off it and stick with 5HTP and that. Be more natural, I've always been on government stuff. And when I look at it, it has never really "done" anything.
14:13 My memory is focused, but in a positive way, it is also good at noticing things I may have not noticed them before. Not that I can remember them now, but I do feel like on some form of MDxx.
14: 23 Had urge to do some more for a while, so decided to looks about 30mgs but isn't all powder prob more. Snorted it my left nostril this time as the other is kinda runny and blocked up. Similar to cocaine, but I do feel rather ill.
14:31(which is when I got back) Asked my mum anything for feeling nasous so she said where to find her peppermint pills. It took a lot of me not to scream how good I felt and I wanted to feel like I loved her, not that I don't
.14:35 Feeling speeded up, just got another prickly feeling on my head again. Feeling, like I wanna chat, do something but not much moving. Listen to good music with loud vocals but perhaps not to fast music, and not sure. Just feeling like I'm on either really good speed or good cocaine. Cause my cocaine didn't feel like this when I took it, but I was lacking in serotine and that so is proberly why.
I kept getting pauses to take and a break and actually breath, not because I'm having breathing problems. But because of the pure rush, it's amazing.
14:36 Think that second snort may have kicked in will wait and see, nausious feeling is still here but pepper mint pills arn't magic. Screen looks like it's moving, so did the bathroom when I focued a bit. Reminded me of 2C-B but that could be because I recently used it. Oh got 250MGS of that coming in tommorow, god this and that is gonna feel amazing. I think I may order more now just incase I loose focus or something.
14:50 Burped, was adding to my previous drug use in this report. Feel a bit turned on, in sorta right down to it way. Which for me is unusual unlesss I'm drug or on speed (last time it was both). A pardon me language fuck would be good now, looks sorta not important. I am start to realize why this as I read some where (legal crack).
14:58 Naisous sorta gone, maybe cause I burped or the peppermint who knows. It's becoming less there now, but defeintly still here and thank god. I must have had really bad speed before or not taking enough breaks perhaps. But oh god, do I feel amazing, I feel like screaming out "YES".
15:03 It is defintly dopatmic and I have had (well must have) had a long break from them to feel this way and the effects so fully. It is also definetly a Norepinephrinergic as you may know but I'll explain, it's basically an andreline rush, but constantlt.
15:14 Felt like it was going, but nope it seems to be more now or maybe more noticable?
15:16 Got my other glass of my squash (organge if anyone is interested) still feeling happy as fuck and wired. Previously at 15:14 thought it was going due to feeling a bit slow for a moment but it's rota gone now. Side note, the nasuous feeling was more noticale when moving, everything seems I guess like it's moving. So I'm guessing its could be called motion sickness.
15:33 Think I'll call this report over maybe not, feeling as I said motion sick could be due to the new rush, new chemical or just a new experiance who knows. Also as I may have already noteded I am getting 2C-B hallucinations. Feels look like there moving a bit, and makes me feel ill the thought of moving at the moment. Is proberly a precaution I could have taken to this who knows. We will see.
15:34 Another prickly/tickly feeling on my head again, right after I said "We will see". Guess It didn't take long, lol. Nothing noticable yet apart from the already mentioned 2C-B halluncations. It has been noticibly easier to control, still feeling great though as of yet. Only down side is the drip (as with snorting anything) and the nausea. The halluncations weren't so noticable before the first/second snort and of course rush. They are now though, rather interesting no CEV just OEVS. Such as stuff looking like its moving on my monitor etc. It's hard to describe but I am trying my best.
15:53 Feeling more, natural buzzed I guess you could call it but still rushing. Which is proberly why I've got this nausea I've never had a rush as pure as this before. So it may because I've never had such a rush like this before (at least not as instant and a dopamine sorta lets go whatever rush before) Or possibly from the halluncation qualitys it posses, which are more noticiiable now. Which is proberly becuase since it was my first “fully pure” stimulant. It would make sense how I would't notice them.
Which seems odd giving how it is dopamine and norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor. According to wiki (this will possibly be added to additional notes later on) Though everything seems to to be, literally coming in waves in visual terms. I feel wired but the text and it seems to be moving on it's own as if I was on something else. But now that I think about it, it's not like 2C-B hallucinations qualitys at all. It seems to be something else on it's own, relaxed, still rushing a bit.
"Ethylphenidate is more selective to the dopamine transporter (DAT) than methylphenidate, having approximately the same efficacy as the parent compound but has significantly less activity on the norepinephrine transporter (NET). t has a near-identical dopaminergic pharmacodynamic profile as methylphenidate, which is primarily responsible for its euphoric and reinforcing effects."
Also note the huge "YES" euphoric affect seems to have gone, I feel more. Awake, happy and like I'm tripping but not huge rush. Perhaps I need more? Will try to redose if I can find anymore and weight it out properly.
16:06 Just noticed how quickly the time went, my god that would explain why its perhaps wearing off some what.
16:20 The halluctionic quality are showing up more now, everything is rather wavy. Feel rather relaxed and buzzed at the same time, nausea is still here a bit. But I feel more trippy than anything and wired? If that's possible, I think if I had to move quickly I'd feel more nauseous. Still my OCD that is usual of speed and the likes it still there so let's see how it goes. While typing that had another little prickly feeling on my head. This time however it feels lest rushed and more, well trippy I guess.
16:29 Everything is feeling fine, feeling buzzed but stuff is defintly moving on it's own, unusual for this type of subtance (and interesting giving its first snort) and how amazing that was. Will see how it goes and update you guys along the way, including the comedown etc.
16:40 About to blow my nose out, severaly blocked as you would get from snorting anything I suppose, but in my case reminds me of cocaine. Feel bit lacking in "something". The trippyness may be from the comedown. As it was an extremely intense (extremely euphoric as well). But perhaps the sudden comedown from pure well EP released which to me seems fair to class it as class of it's own. Giving how it's after and even during hallucinations seem to be different to anything else, though it could be it's the usual comedown for something such as strong. Which is more than likely, still the trippyness is begging to interest me.
16:50 May do another line to see how it will effect me, one moment... still feeling buzzing but not as buzzing as I use to. I know I am because for one welll I'm still writing this but I'm also paying attention to detail. For example the write wording, all this though I did use to have a bit of OCD in me (from my dads sides) as well. But Gotten over that, I don't seem to mind making sure everything correct at the moment. Makes it more, relaxing like I've done something worthwhile.
16:53 Preparing to weight, confidence or habbit forming how how ever you want to say it seems to have increased. UsuallyI wouldn't feel like I could do it but atm idk I feel warm and fuzzy maybe lieing to myself my mother would understand if I explained it to her. Tha t is if I could think of a lie quick enough depending on how I felt at the moment.
16:57 Snorting a small amount, cba to fiddle about with scales to be honest. Peraps this is going to lead to a sudden comedown or habbit forming... we will sine I ordered a gram.
16:59 Pretty much finishing snorting what I could feeling weaker, less "wired" but am awake. Feeling a bit nauseous but that could be because of how everything looks to me or feels, everything is like moving and changing in some way shop or form. Or it could be from the small amount (7-10mgs) of AMT I took earlier.
17:02 Still feeling trippy, less wired but I woldn't say in a bad way more of a calming if not unusual way. I'm wondering if this small smount will have any effect if at all.
17:06 Don't think that extra line has done anything (not that I've noticted yet). Still feeling the same, but I would love that rush again.
After glow: Feeling happy, like I had a good rush and feeling energetic, can see the potentional in this new RC. And it's potential for abuse/overuse so be careful! I look through the entire experiance a maxium of 120-150MGS (as that's what the company told me there sample usually contain) during my experiance. I would enjoy the trippyness and the after glow... would be lying if I said didn't want a rush like that again but. I would also be lying if I said I don't want to see how the come down/ after glow plays outs.
Also Note: www.drugs-forum.com/forum/showthread.php?t=134578
"Ethylphenidate has appeared at some UK based research chemical suppliers, touted as a replacement for cocaine. Ethylphenidate reportedly and according to several studies, has higher affinity for the dopamine transporter, but a lot less activity at the nor-epinephrine receptors, apparently this causes more euphoria, with a lot less jittery/side effects than methylphenidate. It is commonly available as the HCl salt, designed for oral or nasal application and as the freebase, which is touted as a replacement for crack cocaine, as it apparently can smoked/vaporised "crack style"
(If linking to other sites is not allowed please do not ban me for this, just feeling rather euphoric at the moment and would like to help others)
It has a lot of euphoria and unsuaul after effects. I will report on how I feel tommorow when my other gram comes in as well, and also of course to report on the crash (if there is a noticable one)
Phsyical Effects:
Dry mouth: Very dry mouth despite drinking well during the experiance
Bruxism: (had my first pill as a sorta of health and personal drug thing routine)took 150mg of magnesium
for the first time so I can't comment on how it worked though, my jaw aches noticbily so reminds me of the first few times I did MDAI. So nothing serious or new there, just take magnesium before hand which everworks for you.
Sex drive at first: Feel like having a wank sorry for being blunt to alll the girls/woman/ladies out there but now, after the peak or the experiance has gone I just feel like chilling, talking to a girl or anyone really. Have an nice chat, be good to catch up with an old school friend right now if I'm honest (not for sexual reasons tho, purely to catch up)
Pupil dilation None at first, but become more noticable once the after glow or "comedowns" if it is that not giving it long enough to see the full on comedown yet but the after effects (as it feels more natural to say than comedown cause I don't feel like I'm graving it at all) They are dialiated, but not in a huge way but neither are they reaction to light. Which is where the hallunciongentic qualitys may be a part of this as well instead of an sudden crash. Cocaine didn't give me massive pupils anyway but I did have a bit of binge that night... read this thread for more info:
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/613462-LEGO-Pill-2C-B-Cocaine
Increased concentration in a way, thinking outside the box. But also going from one thing from another. So increased concentration when you want to control it that is.
Empathy I have it, but it is not causing me to loose myself. And say thing stupid, reminds of the whole "cocaine is hollywood drug" thing. You feel great, focused so you could perhaps get your way with people. But through the experiance (?) there is this like "feeling in my heart" that I want to hug someone, and kiss.... like an ex I once knew and hated. Not specifically her tho which is good. Means I'm not going to go through that entire cycle again of using MDAI to escape from my problems. Though while writing this that seems ironic... lol go figure.
Dehidratyion, definition need to keep hydrated on this one gonna get a my 3rd squish (I think) of the day. But same rules apply to MDMA despite obvious differences which I'm to rushed off my head to think of. But yeah keep hydrated but not too much.
Conclusion:
First things to note, I havn't given my body enough time to make it's own serotone even with 5-HTP so that feelings of happyness I'm feeling now seem to be natural. Also if I had and was on it, I'd imagine surrounded by the round people and that it would increase my serotone levels to an unnatural (well unnatural as is in give you that "YES YES" rush, more than the YES" I got. Which will be down to set and setting on my own, and not being able to let it out, but It has been an amazing experiance and even hours after using it and feeling that first rush. I feel a bit unusual going from full of it and buzzed to happy (naturally it feels) and enlightenment). And the unusual after feelings combined with the hallucinations is. To be honest a bit unusual, I feel see how this plays out and keep updating his as I see fit. Will be posted on BL (or any other drug forum that got some useful information from this report) tommorow to see if I experiance a comedown at all.
This is an interesting substance, as it was my first experiance with a what sure to be 99% purety type of drug that EP is. It was intense, then it became more intense and time just rushed by. Was amazing and euphoric, also let me opened up to myself and other which is unusual for this type of drug (i.e a stimulatnet). Everything feels normal, but craving for another rush but not hugely as I wish to see how this after glow and/or comedown plays out to report it back. My jaw doesn't hurt as much as it did during the experiance. So I'd say this has been a good time and RC. It's after effects i.e the hallucinogenic quality of it which even after. Only just noticed really are interesting, maybe it's a side effect or a "comedown" but its rather enjoyable. Leaving me filled happy, enlightent and that I've had a good rush today (which I did can tell you that much) feel that I may be repeating myself but that could be the buzziness still in me, but feel like I've done something important. And have really as while on it I was able to talk to some people and sort things out which I don't think usually I would have been able to.
Afterglow: So far I'm positive tried to get the rush back again but to happy and trippy now at the moment to worry much about that. what does interest me and perhaps worry me is the Hallucinogenic feelings I have right now, which havn't been many (to my knowledge, though it is a rather new un heard of RC) reports of these. So I am enjoying them but am also a bit anxious to see what will happen when I wake up... also let it be notded I decided to quickly copy over this into OpenOffice Write as WordPad was giving me issues (replacing me words etc) which as you can imagine, specially in a mind set like mine is annoying. But the fact I did it show that I have had some sense of enlightenment and less of a huge euphoric rush. Would be lying (sorry if I'm repeating myself again) if I didn't want to do it again but. Like I said I wanna see how this plays out the afterglow and the comedown. I just feel need to edit everything and add, still buzzing so it's still working just less euphoria. Well I say that, I feel (and this is for reference) like I had an amazing experiance today. Tried a new RC, had 2 GREAT rushes from it and an unique after glow/comedown.
Almost got to nice and let me guard down (as to nice sounds to be so weird at the moment but I still know it's the real world) infront of my mother. Asking my about my nose and that I managed to cover it up by something I can't say because:
1. It's personal
2. 2 It may incriminate me
3. 3 It may lead to my real name etc being found out and I don't like that idea of that, don't mind friends knowing about my use of drugs and account on sites like BL but when it' s globel... well you know.
Comedown or Maybe after glow not sure atm: Feeling weak, feeling a bit stimulated, just a bit weirded our but this unusual trip ending....
Feeling bit tired like I could sleep, but at the same time don't. Hopefully the 5-HTP as it did seemed to get rid of my withdrawls from my SRRIS. Will help induce sleep but if not, I do have some Etizolam. I am hoping this is not going to be a huge crash kind of chemical though,
1mg if I can't or wish to to turn off. May take one right now actually, may help me a tad. Infact think I will one second this is at around 20:36 btw
Not even seconds after thought best not to, play it out for now though I do have a slight headache. Feeling bit tired as well but not sure if I am enjoying it or not. Is proberly still the EP stim effect being there, will wait it out until I've got everything sorted (hopefullly without taking any Etizolam).
Defintly feel like I'm a bit hungover despite my tolernace to alcohol so is proberly the “true” coming down feelings I've got or yet to notice. Feeling ( time is 20:42) not taken any pills as of yet not hungry. Bit feeling of a hangover like I had few pints of largers last night. Bear in mind Vodka is fine with me, largers tend to give me hang overs. The hallucinogenic effects are worrying me. There not so much forced onto me just, more of there with a sorta feeling of happiness and a bit of a stimulated feeling. Wish I ate today though I know I'm going to have to for two reasons:
It's always healthy to eat good a meal before taking any stims especiallly un known RCS or at least ones that have not had enough reports to go on how safe it is in the long term.
And two, how to make it look legit to my “guardian” though I could lie, but really don't feel like lying atm, either cause of the stims or the enlightment. I'm not sure but I'm doing my to finish this report in detail so everyone can learn from this.
Going to toilet at 20:57 to well got for a wee and also to check my pupils and nose etc.
Back from toilet at 21:04 gave in took 1mg pill. Glad I did now though, cause I was just getting muscle twitch from my eye. But also while in the toilet, it reminded me of my MDAI crash except, not as bad. Proberly becuase I'm use to it but also becuase I know it's dopamine and a norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor so I know I'm not lacking in that and I cba to figure it out on how to spell it. Maybe later but at the moment nope. Taking a break from this report signing off at 21:08
Signing on for a bit, severe dry mouth feeling hungry but stant the idea of eating anything. After taking the well, basically its an RC like Valuim I cba to look it up right now. I feel a bit better, still seem to be OEV's by which I mean the trippyness I mentioned before)
Seem to have been calmed done now by the RC Valium which is what I needed, sadly couldnt do it straight but had to for my own mental well being. Felt so unusual going from wired to trippy and just plain “out of it”. Call it a sign of weakenss, but I'd prefer calling it a sign of knowing when you may have messed up a bit, and heres something that will help.
Feeling thirty, might have another squish it won't help, I know it won't but fixed the dry mouth for a bit anyway.
Lost of coordination defintly noticable. Feel weak, tired but awake.
I'm more worried I may have done something to myself as these trippyness visions i.e stuff shifting etc havn't been reported. So it may be me just crashing hard would make sense given how new I am to EP speciflicly such potent ones such as these that releases dopamine and norepinephrine.
Notes:
“It is most commonly formed when ethanol and methylphenidate are coingested, via hepatic transesterification. Ethylphenidate formation appears to be more common when large quantities of methylphenidate and alcohol are consumed at the same time, such as in non-medical use or overdose scenarios. This carboxylesterase-dependent transesterification process is also known to occur when cocaine and alcohol are consumed together, forming cocaethylene.”
“Ethylphenidate is more selective to the dopamine transporter (DAT) than methylphenidate, having approximately the same efficacy as the parent compound, but has significantly less activity on the norepinephrine transporter (NET). It has a near-identical dopaminergic pharmacodynamic profile as methylphenidate, which is primarily responsible for its euphoric and reinforcing effects.From http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ethylphenidate
Which can and most likely would explain why I had such a euphoric rush on it followed by a comedown. All be it with OEVs, but perhaps this this is just me, due to being so knew to such a rush/substance of that nature. Still, I wondering if that gram will be worth it? Hopefully my mood will change
23:37 Tried to go to toilet etc pupils were still big but only then they where shown to light, now they're stuck this. But this isn't why I thought I'd edited this, it's because I was afrad I may have OD and because I read this
“Users report a a duration of 1.5 to 3 hours and it comes on almost as quickly as cocaine does (around 5mins after snorting). The need to re-dose is debatable and probably specific from person to person.”
Which conforts me, knowing I only want to sleep and chill and not do anything for the same high today.
I may have consumed around 100mg or maybe more, due to bad scales and not crushing the crtystals right. And basically being excited about it. I do have a body high, warm feeling but nothing amazing. Just a sorta of relaxed feeling inside me after all that EP is sort of nice to see. May be due to the 3 1mg pills I took not sure. But my typing is getting very sloppy so I think I'm calling it a night.
Hopefully this report was useful, it may be long. But it's better to have to much information, than not enough.
