I love opiates. I have realized, after trying other substances, that they are really the only thing I like. Even alcohol and pot are boring and make me feel bad. Mdma is good (nowhere near as good as an opiate buzz though) for about 2 hrs, then I feel like I want to die for about 10 hrs, and I sit and dwell on bad shit and get way too depressed). My last mdma experience was with a bunch of other people, and I went and laid down by myself for most of the night feeling terrible (I know it wasn't the pills though because everyone else took the same pills). Lsd is the same way. It's fun for about an hour or 90 minutes, then 6 hrs of being really depressed and feeling really alone and hopeless.
Last year I was able to get some klonopins, and I hated the experience. I felt too drowsy to do anything, but not in a comfortable way. Using ativan recently it was the same experience, but it actually felt "dirtier" if that makes sense. I guess I felt somewhat relaxed, but more in a drowsy (but not enough to sleep) way.