al-laddin
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SO I have read about the endogenous DMT theory and how it may be responsible for at least some of the altered states you experience while sleeping. I don't know the studies , don't recall reading in detail what evidence their is to support it but it seems like the more "grounded" types of people I know reject this theory and believe it to be lacking in any evidence and its just some wishful speculation at best. Either way something interesting happened to me a few nights ago and this is what I jotted down after my full nights rest the next day. I think there may be something to this theory or at least SOME KIND of endogenous chemical which is visually psychoactive. I would like users of DMT to comment and let me know if this experience matches up. Thanks.
Ok so last night I woke with an intense urge to go pee. I had been in DEEP VIVID dream state only moments prior.
As I went to use the bathroom I noticed that I was experiencing visuals. They weren't explicitly intense but perhaps the intensity of the coming up stage of an average muhroom trip. To give you an idea it was the middle of the night so it was dark but Im willing to bet that I probably wouldnt have noticed them if the lights were on, so essentially I believe that these were strictly CEVs manifesting in near pitch black environment. No intoxicated mind to speak of besides the typical groggy, uncoordinated feeling you get moments after waking. There was a relaxed euphoria present and pleasant feeling in the body perhaps somewhat akin to 1mg alprazolam that isn't unusual for me upon waking.
Mind you I have never tried DMT or any 'huasca type concotion of oral dmt so I cant compare. But I have this to say; these visuals where mushroom like in flowing organic character, but more "watery" and delicate whereas mushrooms would be more robust and viscous. There was a more PASTEL color pallete which was also unlike psilocybin for me Psilocybin tends to have more earthy tones with a darker color pallete including violets and deep blues while still retaining a neon or electric character. These visuals where NOT super neon as LSD. I would say the colors were more subtle and existed in normal range of perception. There were no kaleidoscopes but more so organic hodgepodge of shapeless images and striped liquid oozing like a psychedelic poster. The ooze would begin to shimmer and rain down sparkling droplets of dew. They would then collect on the bottom of my visual perception and begin forming into other shapes of organic creatures with colorful patterns on them. At one point the dew collected at the bottom of my "visual screen" and morphed into nude females with long flowing hair. This persisited for what I can estimate as about 8 mins. There was no distinct psychedelic headspace , no anxiety. Just fascination. I watched the images slowly fade over the 8 mins and quickly fell back asleep.
Again I have no frame of reference in regards to DMT but this was VERY VERY clearly a psychedelic experience. It could have been some sort of flashback from a previous trip I suppose but the characteristics of the visuals where completely different from any substance I have ever experienced. It wasn't simply my imagination. There was very clearly defined visuals superimposed over my visual field. This leads me to trust that there is in fact an endogenous chemical in the human body that can very vividly induce a visual experience as it was very "drug-like". If I had more of this chemical flowing through me at the time Im convinced that the experience would have deepened and perhaps lasted longer as well.
On a side note, I do believe that I have experienced this before but never intentionally examined and consciously studied the experience.
Ok so last night I woke with an intense urge to go pee. I had been in DEEP VIVID dream state only moments prior.
As I went to use the bathroom I noticed that I was experiencing visuals. They weren't explicitly intense but perhaps the intensity of the coming up stage of an average muhroom trip. To give you an idea it was the middle of the night so it was dark but Im willing to bet that I probably wouldnt have noticed them if the lights were on, so essentially I believe that these were strictly CEVs manifesting in near pitch black environment. No intoxicated mind to speak of besides the typical groggy, uncoordinated feeling you get moments after waking. There was a relaxed euphoria present and pleasant feeling in the body perhaps somewhat akin to 1mg alprazolam that isn't unusual for me upon waking.
Mind you I have never tried DMT or any 'huasca type concotion of oral dmt so I cant compare. But I have this to say; these visuals where mushroom like in flowing organic character, but more "watery" and delicate whereas mushrooms would be more robust and viscous. There was a more PASTEL color pallete which was also unlike psilocybin for me Psilocybin tends to have more earthy tones with a darker color pallete including violets and deep blues while still retaining a neon or electric character. These visuals where NOT super neon as LSD. I would say the colors were more subtle and existed in normal range of perception. There were no kaleidoscopes but more so organic hodgepodge of shapeless images and striped liquid oozing like a psychedelic poster. The ooze would begin to shimmer and rain down sparkling droplets of dew. They would then collect on the bottom of my visual perception and begin forming into other shapes of organic creatures with colorful patterns on them. At one point the dew collected at the bottom of my "visual screen" and morphed into nude females with long flowing hair. This persisited for what I can estimate as about 8 mins. There was no distinct psychedelic headspace , no anxiety. Just fascination. I watched the images slowly fade over the 8 mins and quickly fell back asleep.
Again I have no frame of reference in regards to DMT but this was VERY VERY clearly a psychedelic experience. It could have been some sort of flashback from a previous trip I suppose but the characteristics of the visuals where completely different from any substance I have ever experienced. It wasn't simply my imagination. There was very clearly defined visuals superimposed over my visual field. This leads me to trust that there is in fact an endogenous chemical in the human body that can very vividly induce a visual experience as it was very "drug-like". If I had more of this chemical flowing through me at the time Im convinced that the experience would have deepened and perhaps lasted longer as well.
On a side note, I do believe that I have experienced this before but never intentionally examined and consciously studied the experience.