end together.

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

And i sit here and I tremble,
because now i can't even post things anymore,
where I want to.
Cause I never thought you'd read them.
...thought maybe someone else might.
Need to get it out.
Because apparently, you aren't getting it.
But now, it's in clear sight.
And perhaps,
you'll call me a bitch again.
Maybe because I can't reason.
But I can't find reason,
trying to explain myself.
And everything I stand for.
You once understood it all.
but now, you do not.
All you can see,
is clear writing in what I think.
Even though I tried to explain it all to you before.
So intstead,
read all my words.
All that I write.
It won't do any good anyway.
You didn't hear them when they came out of my mouth.
It doesn't matter anyway.
And I can depict one phrase i read on here before,
Something along the lines of,
Maybe you are the right one....
just wrong place, wrong time.
And I just hate fucking wondering...
just when,
the right person, the right place, the right time,
is going to meet me in my tracks,
that I stand?
....just when.
just when, it will all come together.
And you don't even know how badly,
I'd like this all to end.
Not the constant bickering, loving, whatever it is we shall feel...
but when is it, that it will end,
when we can be happy?
Not just US,
but even seperately,
you,
and,
me.
If not together... then seperately.
I don't want shite to be this way,
especially how it has been.
I'd like to walk away from this,
with an end...
that maybe, just maybe,
will end with a smile,
for the both of us.

 

[Mysticalis]

Keep the drama personal and learn to use Emails and IMs. While I admire your works, you and your ex both should refrain from airing out your personal issues here. Nobody here deserves to put up with the mudlsinging and the enforcement of chosing sides. I know I don't Mod this forum, but I figure I should give you a heads up regardless, since this forum was essentially my birthplace as a Bluelighter.

 

[harraser]

i deleted your replys because they had nothing in the slightest to do with the piece of writing. please read our guidelines before you continue to post prsonal issues on the board

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We, the moderators, would like to keep the atmosphere in this forum as POSITIVE as possible. We don’t want to discourage anyone from posting, and we understand that some matters are very personal and may be difficult for the person to post. Therefore, please only reply when you can do so in a POSITIVE nature. If you don’t like a poem, then move on. Negative comments will be modified or deleted as the moderators feel necessary. There will be NO DEBATING in this forum. If you want to debate or discuss an issue, we refer you to The Lounge, where discussions are welcomed. And if you have a comment you want to share with the author that you don’t feel meets these guidelines, then by all means, take it to email. NO DRAMA IN THIS FORUM
if you have problems with my deleting your replys feel free to email me at [email protected] and we can discuss it there, do NOT reply to me here

 

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

the first 3 posts had the same thing in common.
it was only until Mysticalis had something to say.
If you don't want to read about it, then move on. Didn't mommy every teach you... if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say it at all??

 

[harraser]

all the posts by you and your ex had the same thing in common, they were not about the writing, they were crapping on about why your relationship fell apart. we dont need to know about it. i personally dont care who exagerated what, and to whom. there were some really nice things said in those posts i deleted, and i did not enjoy deleting them, but most of it was crap simply trying to get to the other person. so i deleted them, they were not relevant to the writing, that is what this forum is for, displaying forms of written expression and to have them commented on, there are a million other forms of communication out there for you to choose from, if you wish to talk about things other than the writting, choose one of them. now this is not open to discussion, they have been deleted, they are gone, let it go, move on, or if you keep posting pointless things this thread will be closed. thank you.
-ant