Antiprosynthesis
Bluelighter
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- May 15, 2022
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Hello everyone, Im not really used anymore to doing non stop speed for a full week with Just one moment of sleep, until recently I was clean from everything for several years, I did a few times speed already since i started using again but not at all to this extent...
I also take very poor care of myself on stims, I only did a few Sips of water in a week And I didn't eat, I Just cant on stims and I was so focused on what I was Doing online that I Just dont think about drinking OR eating...
Sleep deprivation is kicking my ass atm and the comedown is unpleasent to say the least, Im having visual and audotory hallucinations, I almost cant Read anymore, my organs Hurt, Im real tired yet very tense, and even tho I realize that my feeling of worries is Just an effect of the comedown itself and I dont need to worry, I still worry... Maybe someone can give some tips and tricks to cope with this, IT would Just already calm me down to get a response...
I also take very poor care of myself on stims, I only did a few Sips of water in a week And I didn't eat, I Just cant on stims and I was so focused on what I was Doing online that I Just dont think about drinking OR eating...
Sleep deprivation is kicking my ass atm and the comedown is unpleasent to say the least, Im having visual and audotory hallucinations, I almost cant Read anymore, my organs Hurt, Im real tired yet very tense, and even tho I realize that my feeling of worries is Just an effect of the comedown itself and I dont need to worry, I still worry... Maybe someone can give some tips and tricks to cope with this, IT would Just already calm me down to get a response...