i feel used, naive and worthless.
its pretty simple really. the girl just wanted birthday sex. but I decided to hold out on her.
was I trying to b some sort of "nice guy", or was I just naive and foolish to think there was more between us than just a couple friends who could help each other out in the bed room for a night or two.
well it turns out she's keen on someone. very keen. the funny thig is my head knew she wasn't keen on me, but somewhere along the way my heart was always hoping.
so now im left with regret. regret that I didn't just fuck her brains out and have some fun.
I had such a golden opportunity to had sex with her, and now the fact that I didn't actually take that opportunity is killing me inside.
its pretty simple really. the girl just wanted birthday sex. but I decided to hold out on her.
was I trying to b some sort of "nice guy", or was I just naive and foolish to think there was more between us than just a couple friends who could help each other out in the bed room for a night or two.
well it turns out she's keen on someone. very keen. the funny thig is my head knew she wasn't keen on me, but somewhere along the way my heart was always hoping.
so now im left with regret. regret that I didn't just fuck her brains out and have some fun.
I had such a golden opportunity to had sex with her, and now the fact that I didn't actually take that opportunity is killing me inside.