The past 10 years has gone by very fast. I remember when 2000 came and everybody was trippin because of y2k, now its ten years later! That is really hard to believe. Christmas was fine. I'm not a Christmas person. I continue to constantly double-dose on my methadone each and every time I get a carry, without exception. I think this means I need to be increased. I hate having to go back and forth and fight my clinic for what should be a "right" not something you have to "earn". I think the patient receiving the methadone should run their own program and set their own dose. The staff should just be there for support. you shouldn't have to fight them for a supportive dose. I'm on 85 and I need to be at like 130. Its just so fucking frustrating trying to deal with these people.
