I took 60mg of loperamide this morning to stave off the sickness... I got the more expensive drug store brand (every grocery store was out of the bulk bottles, cause I bought em out I guess, heh) that apparently dissolve instantly in your mouth, so that was 30 little pills worth of mush that alllllmost came right back up, lol... Made me feel horribly dehydrated no matter how much I drink and gave me a headache all day. At least my legs quit trying to run away from me. But anyway...
I dunno... I'm bored as fuck at work right now, and I don't really have anything to go home to later on but my roommate's annoying cats... All I can think about is getting high. Something, anything... I still feel too shitty to get drunk, I can barely get a shot down without hurling it back up.
Right at this moment, I just feel ... empty. Empty time, it's damn depressing. I don't wanna bum any more pills off of friends/family for fear of looking even more like a junkie than I'm sure I already seem... But my back really does fucking hurt... All thanks to my dumbass ex who doesn't know how to drive. My doc won't give me anything but tramadol anymore, which is the most useless drug I've ever been prescribed, for anything, all it does is give me a massive headache and destroy my appetite. Thinks he's slick, changing me over like that... Guess that's what I get for acting clueless.
Fuck... I just wanna go to sleep...
I dunno... I'm bored as fuck at work right now, and I don't really have anything to go home to later on but my roommate's annoying cats... All I can think about is getting high. Something, anything... I still feel too shitty to get drunk, I can barely get a shot down without hurling it back up.
Right at this moment, I just feel ... empty. Empty time, it's damn depressing. I don't wanna bum any more pills off of friends/family for fear of looking even more like a junkie than I'm sure I already seem... But my back really does fucking hurt... All thanks to my dumbass ex who doesn't know how to drive. My doc won't give me anything but tramadol anymore, which is the most useless drug I've ever been prescribed, for anything, all it does is give me a massive headache and destroy my appetite. Thinks he's slick, changing me over like that... Guess that's what I get for acting clueless.
Fuck... I just wanna go to sleep...