As fellow living creatures we naturally share some empathy with other species. This experience people have commonly with pets, in zoos or in the wilderness.
Twice, that i can think of, I've experienced a sudden heightening of this empathic connection, making it feel very emotional and even somewhat personal.
1- A couple of years ago, I was staying at my parents place and i saw a cockroach scurry across the floor. They make my skin crawl and i reacted by picking up a shoe. At this threatening gesture, it scurried under another shoe. This flight instinct struck a chord with me very vividly and for a moment i understood it's plight. My fear of insects overrided this sensation and i stepped on the other shoe killing it. Only as i did so, i felt the horror of my action. For a moment I actually felt my body compress and the pressure build up beneath my skin. I felt fear and hopelessness which suddenly stopped, along with the other physical sensations. This act has haunted me ever since, and now I rather gently removing insects with paper or tissue paper.
2- Yesterday, as i walked home through darling harbour, i saw an Ibis bird standing between two benches and near a wall. These birds are very common to the area, and the palm trees above where this one was standing are generally full of them feeding their young, who make a constant shrill of a sound. As i walked past, this bird struck me as odd. It was standing there on it's own and only staring straight ahead. I thought i detected a slight shiver in it. I got a very strong sensation of fear from it. The strong fear and despair of a child being left alone for the first time with no idea what to do or where to go. It dawned on me that it may have prematurely fallen from the tree top and it's parents haven't figured it out yet. As i was walking past i had an incredibly strong urge to comfort it, but I kept on walking since i'd probably only scare it even more if i had approached it. It was VERY difficult to walk away.
These things could very well be simply responces from an overacting imagination. I grant this possibility, yet the experiences have felt very real to me.
Can anyone relate?
Twice, that i can think of, I've experienced a sudden heightening of this empathic connection, making it feel very emotional and even somewhat personal.
1- A couple of years ago, I was staying at my parents place and i saw a cockroach scurry across the floor. They make my skin crawl and i reacted by picking up a shoe. At this threatening gesture, it scurried under another shoe. This flight instinct struck a chord with me very vividly and for a moment i understood it's plight. My fear of insects overrided this sensation and i stepped on the other shoe killing it. Only as i did so, i felt the horror of my action. For a moment I actually felt my body compress and the pressure build up beneath my skin. I felt fear and hopelessness which suddenly stopped, along with the other physical sensations. This act has haunted me ever since, and now I rather gently removing insects with paper or tissue paper.
2- Yesterday, as i walked home through darling harbour, i saw an Ibis bird standing between two benches and near a wall. These birds are very common to the area, and the palm trees above where this one was standing are generally full of them feeding their young, who make a constant shrill of a sound. As i walked past, this bird struck me as odd. It was standing there on it's own and only staring straight ahead. I thought i detected a slight shiver in it. I got a very strong sensation of fear from it. The strong fear and despair of a child being left alone for the first time with no idea what to do or where to go. It dawned on me that it may have prematurely fallen from the tree top and it's parents haven't figured it out yet. As i was walking past i had an incredibly strong urge to comfort it, but I kept on walking since i'd probably only scare it even more if i had approached it. It was VERY difficult to walk away.
These things could very well be simply responces from an overacting imagination. I grant this possibility, yet the experiences have felt very real to me.
Can anyone relate?