Empathy (or whatever)

[Painful One]

not on paper but loyal
we all need each other i think

Yup.
we all need each other.
*Hugs everyone

You guys are the best!

 

[PtahTek]

I’m still cracking up at @madness00 ‘s new @saucygirl image!

Just dont care for the propaganda presented to chirrens is all I gotta beef with (big ass cig).
Rainbows
who woulda known

 

[Painful One]

So...is everyone good?
all is clear? LMAO!

I think we are recovering guys!
miracle of miracles!

 

[hylite]

Strength please.

 

[Painful One]

Just dont care for the propaganda presented to chirrens is all I gotta beef with (big ass cig).
Rainbows
who woulda known

He is bratty like that.

I am sure he is off cooking up some kind of thread to tease me with right now!

 

[PtahTek]

Yeah I think I do need to separate for a minute physically for a few days. Been thinkin about it for some time but hate to leave behind.
Gonna happen I can feel it and feel I need it.
I'll still be with yall sick mfs, though.

He is bratty like that.

Maybe a crush?
We gonna need em all fwiw
lol

 

[PtahTek]

Load is relieved but mind is not completely free of being poisoned by everything.
Workin on it, though.
however long it takes

 

[negrogesic]

alright then.
peace everyone.

this got out of control.
I have always loved @negrogesic
You did not come across well here.
live and learn

I am sorry for telling you to fuck off etc...
please forgive me.

Its funny, when I wrote that whole scathing discourse on empathy a few nights ago I was very high on a dose of edibles I rare take (which fuck me up much more than smoking weed).

Then, last night, I took a similar high dose of those same edibles again, which are unusually strong, and a few hours later when I'm talking to my girlfriend, she says, "hey did you take some of those edibles again?", to which replied I said, ".....no" (although I actually did). I lied because I wanted to see her unbiased response to what i was about to day next, which was, "Why, why do you ask?".

She replied, "Because you have that look in your eye like you had the other night, and then something switched in you all of a sudden and you became very serious". Which of course was also the night I wrote that long scathing dissection of empathy. Looks like you aren't the only one who didn't particularly appreciate the dark, serious place where a very stoned and existential negrogesic was coming that night .

 

[Painful One]

I am sorry @negrogesic

I didn’t mean to pull a gun on you and shout “OVER THE LINE!”

Lol! I really must be careful with that Shield!

All is well.
I got the answers I needed and couldn’t ask the question directly.
It helped me a lot.

Stay off those edibles.

love ya!

 

[Mjäll]

Fuck yeah, weed
man

 

[Mjäll]

This thread has set a new world record in girly transactions

 

[Painful One]

 

[hylite]

I need to pray for this. I WANT Empathy.

I try to pray and then get too terrified to do so.

Does this really happen. I need to pray but am never ready, until I have to.

I pray for others only. I need empathy for me also.

Am I just terrified or going slowly !!


Empathy is a daily struggle as well. I can't stop and breathe currently at all.


I want to stop the sadness. Thnx

 

[Painful One]

I need to pray for this. I WANT Empathy.

I try to pray and then get too terrified to do so.

Does this really happen. I need to pray but am never ready, until I have to.

I pray for others only. I need empathy for me also.

Am I just terrified or going slowly !!


Empathy is a daily struggle as well. I can't stop and breathe currently at all.


I want to stop the sadness. Thnx

I asked, I received! Works all the time.
You do not need many words, just an open heart and gratitude.

You have some of the greatest empathy I have ever seen my dear @Hylight
You have come to my rescue countless times.
Even that most recent one which was the worst of all, the murder of my beloved friend.

I also want to stop this sadness and suffering.
From everyone!

”I wish I knew the answer, we could avoid disaster....”

All of my love to you dear @hylite

 

[hylite]

I felt that in my heart so badly. I want to pray for my self lately and my daily bread. I feel too selfish.

THANK YOU @Painful One. You help us all so much. I admire you and wish I could be . . . the Love you are and that I try so hard to do.

I will get there. I;m am just really blocked lately and I don't know why I can't talk about it in my prayers. So thank you much !!!!!!!!! Again.

 

[hylite]

 

[Painful One]

I was blocked and you released that block from me @Hylight
I pray I can do the same for you.
I wouldn’t have made it long without something really bad happening if you had not released that block and made it so I could release that pain in tears.

Just the act of crying released and refreshed so much in me.
I had not been able to shed a tear for many, many months.
Possibly years.

Looks like we both have to work on loving ourselves more.

You are the same Love that I am my love.
YOU ARE!

You need to know that.

 

[Painful One]

Fuck yeah, weed
man

Speaking of weed.
This is the first year I had some plants pull through and they are flowering!
Soooooo beautifully!
Smells like a skunk out here.

When do I harvest these babies?
I want to wait as long as I can but can barely contain myself.
I am assuming right before it gets down to freezing at night?
How low can Medical MaryJane plants go before you ruin them?

Mucho Gracias!

OOPS is this another infraction for me?
Please remove.
my bad.

 

[Nas47]

I don't know what"Toxic empathy" means.Understand the point,but never in my life comes to this....so may be this exist.....just I got no meetings with such things....fuck even empathy is rare,but I can find it here ....so that's why attend this site.... and to practise my bad english....don't wanna talk about drugs.It's said already everything on this topic....just must learn one simple rule&i unfortunately learn slow 'cause i am dumb.-"When I am not me NEVER go in BL".....cause that is a load for others too...to hear only negative shit,talks about the Last days and spitting malice......man I(&my family) are victims.....and can't do anything except hope.

 

[Nas47]

I need to pray for this. I WANT Empathy.

I try to pray and then get too terrified to do so.

Does this really happen. I need to pray but am never ready, until I have to.

I pray for others only. I need empathy for me also.

Am I just terrified or going slowly !!


Empathy is a daily struggle as well. I can't stop and breathe currently at all.


I want to stop the sadness. Thnx

It will pass....this sadness sista...when the evil strikes me and i feel undescribable and on my wife's supporting words&love i always reply-"Ye...it will passed&wtf....it will come again.Why we can't be normal or relatively normal?Idk....All this had some kind a purpose.....i feel it.....but it hurts yes