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frostyangel

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Tonite
Tonite was the nite...
I sat here on the same cold, lonely bar stool that I always do...and even though everything looks the same...I don't feel the same...
To many people here, trying to have a good time...
but hey really who are we kidding...
Not myself..I tell you this..it's the lonely nites
afterwards.. yeah you drink to have fun..
But when you go home alone...your,
well hey, your alone...
I thought about what was right..I thought about what was wrong...I've cried for the good and the
bad... and here; here I am still sad..
I wanted this great sense of power to understand.
We all got this same gut feeling..to afraid to
share.. But for some reason I look around.. see the same faces that I did last week. I raise my glass..waiting for the time to pass. Hopping to
catch that small buzz. and go home and beable to
get some sleep tonite..
I have friends... but hell do they love me?
I would like to know, because if I'm wasting
my time...pleaze let me know.
You told me once that I would shine..bringing
hope to your tears, proving happiness through
your years. And what is left for me... Well
if I knew I wouldn't be here.
Touch the suns' rays that ride above the nite.
Whisper the emotions of the clouds fear of
flight. Remember the lastest afternoon delight.
I sometimes wonder if everything is going to be
alright. But for tonite...I sleep alone..cold.
one side of the bed unfolded. Wishing there
was someone who at least was thinking of me
tonite.
Tomorrows another day... maybe that is when
everything will be alright....
 
But when you go home alone...your,
well hey, your alone...
I thought about what was right..I thought about what was wrong...I've cried for the good and the
bad... and here; here I am still sad..
You told me once that I would shine..bringing
hope to your tears, proving happiness through
your years. And what is left for me... Well
if I knew I wouldn't be here.
thought about how i was going to reply to this, but the above quotes were what struck me the most. another good one frostyangel *hugs*
[ 24 February 2003: Message edited by: bisKi_b ]
 
Cheer up beautiful! You know u can ALWAYS talk to me, especially when your down! I know im really far away and all, but im always willing to listen to you, even if you just need someone to vent on :-)
I miss the late nights of yahoo pool and sharing our words! You need to keep in touch more! :-D
 
I thought about what was right..I thought about what was wrong...I've cried for the good and the
bad... and here; here I am still sad..
I wanted this great sense of power to understand.
We all got this same gut feeling..to afraid to
share.. But for some reason I look around.. see the same faces that I did last week. I raise my glass..waiting for the time to pass. Hopping to
catch that small buzz. and go home and beable to
get some sleep tonite..
You painted a very clear, emotional scene with your words, and the part above especially grabbed me. As for the lonliness... it can certainly drag you into pits of despair, this I know well, but sometimes solitude is what we need. And as for being too afraid to share: some people just share in different ways, and you did it beautifully here...
 
*hugs* i hate this feeling frosty hun... and i know it too well, i think most of us do in one way or another..
it doesnt last forever though, it cant...
if you need someone to talk to love my details are in my profile ok *hugs*
 
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