emotional flatness

[bisKi]

the crowd in the streets
bustle with activity
yet you feel nothing at all
as you weaved your way through aimlessly

people chatter excitedly around you
but all you hear are just
voices in the background
like the piece of music that
accompanies a play

you look at yourself
in the mirror
you still feel nothing
no sorrow, hatred or love
just the numbing feeling
emotional flatness.

 

[Flower]

*nod* apathy's a bitch.

-Melissa

 

[Mellabopper]

i dig it.

- Mella

 

[frostyangel]

b- my love....

I look back at some of things that I have written.. the words held such meaning of emptiness. Sometimes, finding myself so low, that I didn't know if I became a distant memory to myself. And the more blank my pages became, the more I felt I was becoming a zombie to this torchered life. But when I look around.. I got these people who love me, and confide in me. It takes time to reach out of the hole that we bury ourselves in... but when we do we see all the time we have wasted....

You know I'm here, when ever you need to just shot the breeze...

 

[bisKi]

Thanks Flower, Mella and Frosty -

It's one of those days when you just feel numb, those days one of my friends called an e-flat day (usually after a weekend but occurs everyday too).

Frosty - like you said, trying not to regret the time 'wasted' and making most of now.

*hugs*