Bodder
Bluelighter
Hi guys I'm been on gear since 15 yrs old I'm now 32, living at home back with parents and finally on my arse.Now the main reason I have joined is due to me feeling seriously I'll after smoking Heroin, now I know my gear I rember it from the 90's compared to what it is now. Anyway the point I want to get at is the idiots around ere have been cutting the gear with Subbie's and at first U dont feel the withdrawal only like 4 hours after and its seriously bad, at first I thought I had serius heart problems when to the hospital and the test showed Antagonists in my system possibly from Subbies or something similar.Been suffering head aches; chest pains, serious sickness and shitting from the eye of the needle, and I want to know why SUBBIES why not just use something without a reaction, that isn't an antagonist,???Hell BENZO I can quite easily cope with whilst scripted on Methadone. Well I'm pist because all the times Ive been using mainly on a payday, and then feeling seriously I'll after I no its the heroin, and this has been going on for some time now, even urines showing SUBBIES, only Option would be to change to them but no way, they do not agree with me.Anyone else with these symptoms, at first the gear will be pukka real rushy and high, but then 4 hours later U no about it.
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all the way to 45mlzs from 70 and I know its not the way to do it ,and yes it was uncomfortable but the good thing was I couldn't score whilst on holiday but forgot to take advantage of the Spanish over the counter medicines, which I totally forgot about but all thats in the past and some months back now8).Although been on 45 mils for some months now and sick to death of spending excessive amounts on payday to get that opies feeling
I have decided to reduce my Methadone so that 1 I can feel more normal, and 2 use less and often, rather than more, okey I know it could end up tits up, but I have no choice but to give it a go as I'm getting very bored with things at the minute, and having joined here at Bluelight, I'm ho[ping for some kind of support, or at least for me to share some thoughts.Okey I think I have said more than enough jst for an intro, hope someone gets back to me chaw for now.