oh man, I was probably high when I created this thread. I still do enjoy drugs(not as much as when I created this thread) and boy, things have changed since the creation of this thread(my life, not that I can remember much details right now though).
Im from sweden(at least I live here, I fucking hate this country) and Im now 27 years old. Ive tried my very best to not become a junkie and Im still not but there is basically zero mental health-care in sweden. I got a lot to tell but Im too tired(bad sleep, drug-binge since last weekend until a couple of days ago) to write my "life story". I still know drugs wont solve anything but my doctors wont prescribe shit(except anti-psychotics and shitty antidpressants and if Im lucky, oxazepam)
I know I can get drugs on the internet, I dont have a reliant supplier right now but I still feel I want to try other options. Im thinking of selling my videogames and consoles and pay for therapy myself, but Ive gone through a couple of CBT-sessions in my life and they do work, but its the old habits that want back in again after the therapy-sessions are done.
Ill fill ya in on the details latah. Gonna play some Crysis 3(almost at the end now).
edit: thanks for the welcomes!