PsychaGogic
Bluelighter
Apologies for the very late replies. Yes I entered a psychotic state where I thought different "parts" of me were lost in different realities and they'd finally come back together when they'd matched up at a cross-point, at the right times and place; a bit like a slot machine. At this point I recieved "entity contact" from certain triangle headed mini humanoids which I identified straight away as chaotic entities, not sure if you'd get any of that but the female of the group sort of "went into me" and I started to come down from the peak.on my 500 ug trip once i had a psychotic break for a few mins and i couldn't even see the serquel or my own hands from my sitter i just relied on muscle memory to swallow it down
I realised I felt very feminine (like my personality had been changed) and I was rocking up and down on my bed, I could hear noises outside my room and I thought for some reason I was in a mental hospital or a zoo, and my carer was coming to tend to me.
Didn't completely lose my rocker though and start derobing and flinging my shit haha, just kept calm and relaxed, and eventually the trip subsided and my personality forever changed.
Lucy you're a fucking weird drug and I love you