Me on mushrooms, but mostly LSD, one trip of LSD and mushrooms combined led to some ego loss. my ego is pretty loose anyways but doesn't completely dissolve very often. usually I have to be out in nature. a couple noted times, once on LSD and methstacy (you know "speedy" caps) I had been in a very disattached happy mood, digging into some small rocks , deeper and deeper, I was watching all 4 of us, my friends and I, I was the rocks, the sand, the water... the air, the whole space encompassing all of us for 200X200 meters at least. I was the experience we were having... we were walking up and back out of the beach area and back onto roads and my consiousness came to be more focused on me as night fell the theme got a little "sketchy" but still unrepeatably hilarious and fun.
I didn't frame my expanded perception until just after the effect of my third person viewpoint was wearing off and I was returning to just "I". I was just astonished and was trying to explain it with terms like "chaos, entire all encompassing chaos", boundries didn't seperate...they connected!
I can always kind of sense this buddhist nature now, and during this trip was also completely confortable with the thought of death, the experience of death, I was afraid of the pain/discomfort of the loss of breath, but it becomes the breath of eternity as it seeps out, the vaccuum is no longer pressing against, you are the vaccuum of all and everything. some sense of rebirth? I must study this mindspace more