Delphinia
Greenlighter
to help me deal with my anxiety, my psychiatrist gave me venlafaxine, an SNRI. I told her about my failed history with SSRIs and about the horrible anxiety they gave me for the first two weeks, and she gave me enough clonazepam for two weeks.. I am to take .25mg 2x daily.
I took the effexor yesterday morning, a starting dose of 37.5mg. This was about three hours after I took .25mg of clonazepam. In about 15 minutes I started to get a feeling I remember well from SSRIs. It starts my scalp tingling, hairs stand on end. I feel something terrible bubbling up inside me. Then I cannot sit still. I mean... I CANNOT sit still. I'm in a frenzy at this point... walking from room to room, picking things up, putting them down. I felt like I was all eyeballs. I begin to feel agitated. Not just in my mind, but I am sweaty and hypersensitive. Before long I am so worked up in a rage I am swearing and screaming. I throw books and other objects against the wall. Then, and this is really hard to say now, I picked up a pair of tweezers and started stabbing myself in the leg.
When I caught a breath, I realized this wasn't normal and I chewed up 1.5mgs of clonopin. I was still agitated for awhile, but I gradually calmed down, and I still couldn't sit still for the rest of the day.
Today I am very unnerved. I was absolutely out of control. Thank God no one was home. I see the cuts and bruises all over my leg. What the fuck was that about? I have never cut myself in my life, never had an inkling to. Was this some kind of psychotic episode? Like Comic Book Guy from the Simpsons would say... Worst. Episode. Ever.
I have another meeting with my psychiatrist next week, and I really don't want to go, but I feel like I should tell her.
Has anyone else ever had an experience like this or even heard of something like this? Effexors side effect list doesn't include going bat-shit crazy.
I took the effexor yesterday morning, a starting dose of 37.5mg. This was about three hours after I took .25mg of clonazepam. In about 15 minutes I started to get a feeling I remember well from SSRIs. It starts my scalp tingling, hairs stand on end. I feel something terrible bubbling up inside me. Then I cannot sit still. I mean... I CANNOT sit still. I'm in a frenzy at this point... walking from room to room, picking things up, putting them down. I felt like I was all eyeballs. I begin to feel agitated. Not just in my mind, but I am sweaty and hypersensitive. Before long I am so worked up in a rage I am swearing and screaming. I throw books and other objects against the wall. Then, and this is really hard to say now, I picked up a pair of tweezers and started stabbing myself in the leg.
When I caught a breath, I realized this wasn't normal and I chewed up 1.5mgs of clonopin. I was still agitated for awhile, but I gradually calmed down, and I still couldn't sit still for the rest of the day.
Today I am very unnerved. I was absolutely out of control. Thank God no one was home. I see the cuts and bruises all over my leg. What the fuck was that about? I have never cut myself in my life, never had an inkling to. Was this some kind of psychotic episode? Like Comic Book Guy from the Simpsons would say... Worst. Episode. Ever.
I have another meeting with my psychiatrist next week, and I really don't want to go, but I feel like I should tell her.
Has anyone else ever had an experience like this or even heard of something like this? Effexors side effect list doesn't include going bat-shit crazy.
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