Well, I don't want to scare you, but my friend had been diagnosed with bipolar two years prior.. Many psychological disorders are related, and schizoaffective disorder is actually a spectrum disorder. His condition worsened until he started taking his Carbidopa/5-HTP, but had to stop taking it this summer. Since this winter he has continued to decline and visibly struggles to focus his communication. He is always asking what we were just talking about, or to repeat parts of conversation from up to a half hour before.. Tightness in the chest and clenching jaw muscles sounds similar to what he experienced too, and I have heard is symptomatic of serotonin imbalances.I am not a schizophrenic but i was diagnosed with bipolar a year before taking herbal incense
enix150 you stated your friend was not able to remember or talk for 2 years? is that right?
I am experiencing the same thing, and it seems to continue to get worse no matter what i do
Again, its been about 8 months since use and i still struggle daily
Its becoming increacingly more difficult to read and much more so to write
The problem is that i dont retain what i read in memory right after reading it
Could it be that I have fried my neurons? i hope every day that it dosent get any worse
Its even physically difficult to try to speak, its like my jaw is rusty and painful
I would contribute that to why i am not talking, but really its because i have nothing to say anymore
I can struggle to remember major events during the day but everything else is just a blur or nonexistant
I wasnt like this even 2 months ago, atleast not as bad
I have also had reoccuring chest pains as well, if i try to run at all it feels like my heart is going to explode
I think my body is shutting down and that I may die soon or something, scary thought
No offense but this is complete and utter bullshit, i know how drugs are and you should 2!!!, If you choose to even do drugs you have to be willing to accept any of the outcomes that can happen, i had a drug overdose, so what im not going to say that the drugs ruined my life it was my own ignorant decision making, we have the power to use drugs or not, and if you do and cant accept the side effects then you have to be able to reasonably concider your drug use...
and unfortunantly for me, i have Hppd side effects from using Lsd, 2ce, dph, Dmt, psilocibon, dxm, etc etc, and i still think its my own fault for using the drugs, its not like i can blame the drugs since i willingly took them
obviously you have never had an addiction before man. in the middle of a haze you are not yourself when you start doing these drugs every day. you don't reasonably consider shit in the middle of a drug binge. Sounds like you have had some problems with your drug use too, I understand where you are trying to come from as well but myself being an addict and having finally admitting it to myself I can say this is the last thing a person is going to do when they have this disease and are still in the middle of using all the time. Even after realizing it I still continued to use synthetics for months because i wouldn't except help. Addicts don't have the power to just stop using their drug of choice, they usually need help to stop.
My problems with drug use? maybe you dont know my use of moderation, even today, i work on a damn farm and i have overpowered my addiction through the use of heavy working days, milk in the morning, milk at night, no time in between, only at night do i even think of smokin the joint , what i am saying is you had the power in the first place to do what you do, and in doing so you have to be willing to except the consequences for doing those, i admit i do feel sympathy for an addict, for it is overwhelming and in fact horrifying at times, but im just saying dont go around paraiding that a specific drug fucked up ur life, because in reality it would be all drugs that would do that!!!, thats what i am saying, nothing more nor less...
My problems with drug use? maybe you dont know my use of moderation, even today, i work on a damn farm and i have overpowered my addiction through the use of heavy working days, milk in the morning, milk at night, no time in between, only at night do i even think of smokin the joint , what i am saying is you had the power in the first place to do what you do, and in doing so you have to be willing to except the consequences for doing those, i admit i do feel sympathy for an addict, for it is overwhelming and in fact horrifying at times, but im just saying dont go around paraiding that a specific drug fucked up ur life, because in reality it would be all drugs that would do that!!!, thats what i am saying, nothing more nor less...
I smoked pure jwh daily for about 4 months. Got to crazy high doses and then weed didn't do anything. It barely did anything at all. It took 2 months of no cannabiniods at all for it to go back to normal. The longer the break the better. I did mine with the aid of OC though I don't suggest that as now I shoot dope semi regularly. You need a long break though, its worth it weed has more of a well rounded high and is probably better for you in alot of ways
I smoked pure jwh daily for about 4 months. Got to crazy high doses and then weed didn't do anything. It barely did anything at all. It took 2 months of no cannabiniods at all for it to go back to normal. The longer the break the better. I did mine with the aid of OC though I don't suggest that as now I shoot dope semi regularly. You need a long break though, its worth it weed has more of a well rounded high and is probably better for you in alot of ways
I have never tried or even seen what this K2 (JWH-018) actually is. It doesn't sound like it's a very pleasant experience. That's why, imho, there is no mind-altering substance better than cannabis.
I've been a regular toker since 1969...barely missing even 1 day without my weed. I've never missed work because of being 'hungover' from too much toking. I'll toke 'til I croak & have dabbled in every other substance (pre-1990) that I could do/find.
Now, if I could just get the federal government to see the light...maybe 1 day before I'm dead, I'll actually get to see LEGAL weed sold in liquor stores to people 21+ yrs of age. Of course, I said the same thing in 1974, when States were going the decriminalization route. I would've bet the ranch that we'd be buying weed in a drug store or liquor store by 1980. OK, how about 1990? No again! How about the year 2000? No again!! How about by 2010? Still NO!!
What really tops it off is the people making these absurd laws have never even tried weed...just going by the outcrys of a select few. Time to REVOLT!! As this shit is totally revolting!!![]()