I've been planning on doing ecstasy for months. I finally started hanging out with the right people (or wrong people, depending on how you look at it), and I have been able to get it pretty easily now.
Friday, I met up with some friends. We were smoking a couple blunts as we waited for someone to stop by with our E. I was with a pretty good friend, John, and his girlfriend. John and I would be rolling for our first time. His girlfriend has done E quite a bit. She stated how once in the summer she spent 2 weeks on a E binge. She would pop one, feel the come down, and pop another. She told us stories about some of her rolls as the pills were passed out. After I had already swollowed my pill, which was a yellow thinking cap- pillreports.com say its very high in MDA.. Anyway, I had already swollowed my pill as she started talking about how sometimes her eyes roll in the back of her head. This completely freaked me out and I began to rethink taking the pill. Then I realized, I had already swollowed it- I was too high from the weed to remember.
A bunch of people decided to leave. My best friend Frank had to go to work. He had never tried E either, but had pills, and just wasn't exactly sure if he was going to try it. He told me to call him after he got out of work, and if I did not die yet, then he would take one and come roll with us.
John and his girlfriend started to come up. I was waiting for it to start, which I think was the problem. The entire time after I took the pill, I sat there waiting for it to hit me. April, John's girlfriend, had kept telling me not to wait for it. I was too excited and I kept thinking about it. Eventually it hit me, and I was rolling like crazy.
We went to a few different spots. We sat in a parked car by a lake for a good hour, just talking and listening to music. John's mom called him and was asking him what time he would be home. She was upset because his sister had just moved out the day before. John was on the phone for about 20 minutes. It was an extremely emotional phone call, mainly because his mom was upset and crying- just like anyother mother would be when their daughter moved out. This made me think about how much my mom loves spending time with me, and how much she loves me. I began to feel like shit- mainly because I made some choices in my life that I know my parents wouldn't be happy about. I wanted to call my parents at home and tell them how much I loved them and how much I appreciate them being in my lives, but then I realized that doing so probably wouldn't be the best thing.
We moved locations and went to my towns new high school. It hasn't finished being built yet, but I know some people who have been there and were able to get onto the roof- I figured this would be an amazing spot to hang out. We get to the school, and we realized that the only way too the roof is by climbing a gutter up 3 stories. I didn't think I was in the right state of mind to be doing something so dangerous, and I suggested that they didn't do it either. We ended up climbing up onto a 7 or 8 foot high concrete wall and just hung out there. After what felt like minutes but was actually an hour or so of star gazing, April asked me to take a walk back to the car with her. I didn't know why I was going, but the ecstasy got the better half of my mind and I was hoping she wanted to do something kinky. I began to get real fucking horny. Once we got to the car, it was bittersweet. She didn't want to fuck. She didn't want my cock in her mouth. Damn! But she did want to roll a blunt, smoke it, then roll another one and bring it back to John to smoke. Score!
We rolled one. We smoked it. We rolled another and lit it, then we walked back to surprise John with a wonderful gift- but we found him crying. At first I was like "Oh shit bro are you ok?". I was real concerned. Then he described what he was feeling, and he was just crying tears of joy. He was crying saying "Wow guys. Im so happy to be here with you guys tonight. You both are my best friends. I love you guys. And you brought weed!? Wow. I fucking love you guys. This is the best night ever". We finished the blunt, and laid there looking around at the sky.
I felt an wonderful feeling on my hip. I had no idea what it was, but it was bringing back those horny feelings again. I thought I was tripping or something. Then April looked at me and said "are you going to answer that?". I realized it was just my phone and once again I was dissappointed- but nothing could make me feel bad on a night like this. I looked at my phone, and it was Frank. I got real excited. I flipped open my phone and without even saying hello I rambeled on and on about how amazing I felt and how amazing ecstasy was and how he needed to try it as soon as possible. He wanted to meet up with us- but we wanted to find another spot to hang out at. There is a dirt hill in my town, thats about 4-5 stories tall. We have smoked many blunts there, since it's such a cool spot. From the top of the hill you can see most of the town, including Great Adventure and all of its roller coasters. We agreed to meet there.
I drove there. This was hard as hell, but at the same time an amazing time. I had the music thumping, and I felt extremely comfortable in my car. I wouldn't have minded spending the entire night in my car. Frank pulls up and right away I notice that something is wrong. He looks pissed off. He pulls around, and parks next to me. Right then and there I realize what it was. He just got his car out of the shop about a week ago. Someone hit him, and fucked his fender up. On the way to the hill, a deer ran into his car and hit him in the same fender. His car was once again fucked up. Ecstasy couldn't even help bring me up to feeling better about a $30,000 Nissan 350z with thousands of dollars worth of damage.
We climbed the hill. He wasn't too sure if he still wanted to roll. He felt that being depressed about the car could possibly cause him to have a bad roll. I know its very possible, but I still assured him that he would have a good time no matter what.
April and John were still rolling. They were off to the side of the hill looking at Great Adventure and Kingda Ka- a roller coaster that travels like 140mph in seconds. I could hardly feel it anymore. I was confused. I wasn't sure if I was done rolling or if it just went away for a little bit. I'm a big guy, 6'2" 250lbs. I felt that I needed more. I wanted to share the same experience that I had with April and John, again with Frank and to do so I would need more E.
While we were on the hill, my 2 other friends were at the bottom of the hill. We always hang out and drink together, but these 2 kids never really did anything harder than drinking. They were 100% against drug use. I could tell they weren't happy that we were doing E because they were both being dick heads to us a few hours before. They sat alone in Frank's car... with the pills. They left before we came down the hill. It was odd that they both were in Frank's car. They both showed up in my friends Adam car, and some how ended up watching TV in Frank's car.
Frank gave me one of his pills. It was a Number 1. We also searched this on pillreports.com and it is said to be a very good pill with pure MDA in it. He had 2 pills in his pocket. One which he took, and one that he later gave to me. The rest of the pills (8 of them) were in a pill case in his car. I took it. I was high from the weed, possibly still high a little from the first pill, so I really couldn't concentrate on waiting for the roll to hit me. Within a half hour I was rolling and feeling amazing.
It was time for April and John to go home. After we all hugged and said our good byes, they got into their car and started to pull away. I then paniced. April had bought me a binkie, for the jaw clenching. I never used it and left it in John's car. I stopped them, and they gave me the binkie. I was so happy to have the binkie, I was smiliing from ear to ear. Frank told me to get in his car. I sat down and put the binkie in. I was in total comfort with the music on at a nice level, sitting in a comfortable ass heated leather seat, with "Traffic" on the moniter in the center of his dash. I started to think about how good I was feeling. How good the binkie felt. How good the heated leather seats felt. My toes started to curl at the sense of pure pleasure thoughout my body.
I know it doesn't seem safe at all, but when me and Frank hang out- we smoke and drive. We get totally ripped off a bunch of blunts, and cruise around long ass back roads that lead to the middle of no where. We do this for hours and hours. One time, we started in my town. After hours of smoking and driving, we realized we were in a different state and had no idea how to get back. We drove, and decided to stop and hang out with some girls. We go to this girls house who we all know and love. She likes having a good time. She walks up to the car and could instantly tell that we were on some other shit than weed. She asks what we did. We tell her. She says that her and her friend would want some. YES! 2 girls. 2 girls. Lots of E. Woot! Frank opens up his center console to get the pill case out.....and there is no pill case. We both instantly hop out of the car, fold the seats up, and being to look all over for these pills.
We told the girls they were missing and that we would be back as soon as we found them. We retraced out steps. Every where we have been, we checked. Theres a few spots that I didn't mention due to their insignifigance- but we checked all of them. I call up one of the friends that was waiting for us at the bottom of the hill but suddenly left. As I did this, Frank called up the other friend that suddenly left. We both asked them if they seen them. They both said no. We drove around trying to find these pills for about a half hour when we realized.. "WHERE ELSE COULD THEY BE". We called them back. Told them both to meet us outside. We went to the first friends house. He is a body builder. Tough kid. For some reason, he was acting like a fucking pussy. I was angry. As soon as he stepped outside I got in his face and said "Do you know where the pills are?". He quickly backed away and said "No. I havent seen them". The tone that he used was different then how he normally talked. He was pushy usually, and got his way- but that wasn't the case today. We went to the next friends house. He was acting like a pussy too. He wouldn't say "I swear to god I don't have the pills". He would always change it some how, which seemed fishy as hell. We left.
We knew they had them, and if they didn't then they knew where they were. We went back to all the spots we were at. We searched all over. The woods on the way of the spots, because we figured they would throw them into the woods so they didn't have to hold them and risk being caught with them. We go back to my one friends house. He says it again, that he doesn't know where they are. Then out of no where he flips out on us saying "Im sick of this shit. Im sick of you 2. Every day, its a new drug.. Something new for you guys to get high on." (which isn't the case at all. We smoke weed. Frank and I are experimenting with different drugs, yea... but I can count on 1 hand the drugs that we have done) He walks away and slams the door.
We called the friend that flipped out on us. We made up a little lie, but after we thought about it- it could possibly be true. We told him that if the police were to find a pill case with 8 E pills in them, they would want to find out where they came from. We told him that they would be finger printed, and of course- all of our prints are on record. He fessed up into taking them, for a reason that I could understand. He said he didn't want to see us get caught up in drugs and end up in touble. We understood this, we apologized for being mad, and said that we forgave them for throwing the pills. He showed us where they were... and it's a good thing we found them. At the hill, there are numerous dump trucks and other construction trucks. They opened one up and hid the pill case under the seat of one of the trucks, which wasn't a good idea.. AT ALL. We got the pills now.
After all the bullshit with the missing pills, it was still a great night. I felt so spiritual and I understood life alot more after taking E. It was a great experience and I feel EVERYONE should try it.
Friday, I met up with some friends. We were smoking a couple blunts as we waited for someone to stop by with our E. I was with a pretty good friend, John, and his girlfriend. John and I would be rolling for our first time. His girlfriend has done E quite a bit. She stated how once in the summer she spent 2 weeks on a E binge. She would pop one, feel the come down, and pop another. She told us stories about some of her rolls as the pills were passed out. After I had already swollowed my pill, which was a yellow thinking cap- pillreports.com say its very high in MDA.. Anyway, I had already swollowed my pill as she started talking about how sometimes her eyes roll in the back of her head. This completely freaked me out and I began to rethink taking the pill. Then I realized, I had already swollowed it- I was too high from the weed to remember.
A bunch of people decided to leave. My best friend Frank had to go to work. He had never tried E either, but had pills, and just wasn't exactly sure if he was going to try it. He told me to call him after he got out of work, and if I did not die yet, then he would take one and come roll with us.
John and his girlfriend started to come up. I was waiting for it to start, which I think was the problem. The entire time after I took the pill, I sat there waiting for it to hit me. April, John's girlfriend, had kept telling me not to wait for it. I was too excited and I kept thinking about it. Eventually it hit me, and I was rolling like crazy.
We went to a few different spots. We sat in a parked car by a lake for a good hour, just talking and listening to music. John's mom called him and was asking him what time he would be home. She was upset because his sister had just moved out the day before. John was on the phone for about 20 minutes. It was an extremely emotional phone call, mainly because his mom was upset and crying- just like anyother mother would be when their daughter moved out. This made me think about how much my mom loves spending time with me, and how much she loves me. I began to feel like shit- mainly because I made some choices in my life that I know my parents wouldn't be happy about. I wanted to call my parents at home and tell them how much I loved them and how much I appreciate them being in my lives, but then I realized that doing so probably wouldn't be the best thing.
We moved locations and went to my towns new high school. It hasn't finished being built yet, but I know some people who have been there and were able to get onto the roof- I figured this would be an amazing spot to hang out. We get to the school, and we realized that the only way too the roof is by climbing a gutter up 3 stories. I didn't think I was in the right state of mind to be doing something so dangerous, and I suggested that they didn't do it either. We ended up climbing up onto a 7 or 8 foot high concrete wall and just hung out there. After what felt like minutes but was actually an hour or so of star gazing, April asked me to take a walk back to the car with her. I didn't know why I was going, but the ecstasy got the better half of my mind and I was hoping she wanted to do something kinky. I began to get real fucking horny. Once we got to the car, it was bittersweet. She didn't want to fuck. She didn't want my cock in her mouth. Damn! But she did want to roll a blunt, smoke it, then roll another one and bring it back to John to smoke. Score!
We rolled one. We smoked it. We rolled another and lit it, then we walked back to surprise John with a wonderful gift- but we found him crying. At first I was like "Oh shit bro are you ok?". I was real concerned. Then he described what he was feeling, and he was just crying tears of joy. He was crying saying "Wow guys. Im so happy to be here with you guys tonight. You both are my best friends. I love you guys. And you brought weed!? Wow. I fucking love you guys. This is the best night ever". We finished the blunt, and laid there looking around at the sky.
I felt an wonderful feeling on my hip. I had no idea what it was, but it was bringing back those horny feelings again. I thought I was tripping or something. Then April looked at me and said "are you going to answer that?". I realized it was just my phone and once again I was dissappointed- but nothing could make me feel bad on a night like this. I looked at my phone, and it was Frank. I got real excited. I flipped open my phone and without even saying hello I rambeled on and on about how amazing I felt and how amazing ecstasy was and how he needed to try it as soon as possible. He wanted to meet up with us- but we wanted to find another spot to hang out at. There is a dirt hill in my town, thats about 4-5 stories tall. We have smoked many blunts there, since it's such a cool spot. From the top of the hill you can see most of the town, including Great Adventure and all of its roller coasters. We agreed to meet there.
I drove there. This was hard as hell, but at the same time an amazing time. I had the music thumping, and I felt extremely comfortable in my car. I wouldn't have minded spending the entire night in my car. Frank pulls up and right away I notice that something is wrong. He looks pissed off. He pulls around, and parks next to me. Right then and there I realize what it was. He just got his car out of the shop about a week ago. Someone hit him, and fucked his fender up. On the way to the hill, a deer ran into his car and hit him in the same fender. His car was once again fucked up. Ecstasy couldn't even help bring me up to feeling better about a $30,000 Nissan 350z with thousands of dollars worth of damage.
We climbed the hill. He wasn't too sure if he still wanted to roll. He felt that being depressed about the car could possibly cause him to have a bad roll. I know its very possible, but I still assured him that he would have a good time no matter what.
April and John were still rolling. They were off to the side of the hill looking at Great Adventure and Kingda Ka- a roller coaster that travels like 140mph in seconds. I could hardly feel it anymore. I was confused. I wasn't sure if I was done rolling or if it just went away for a little bit. I'm a big guy, 6'2" 250lbs. I felt that I needed more. I wanted to share the same experience that I had with April and John, again with Frank and to do so I would need more E.
While we were on the hill, my 2 other friends were at the bottom of the hill. We always hang out and drink together, but these 2 kids never really did anything harder than drinking. They were 100% against drug use. I could tell they weren't happy that we were doing E because they were both being dick heads to us a few hours before. They sat alone in Frank's car... with the pills. They left before we came down the hill. It was odd that they both were in Frank's car. They both showed up in my friends Adam car, and some how ended up watching TV in Frank's car.
Frank gave me one of his pills. It was a Number 1. We also searched this on pillreports.com and it is said to be a very good pill with pure MDA in it. He had 2 pills in his pocket. One which he took, and one that he later gave to me. The rest of the pills (8 of them) were in a pill case in his car. I took it. I was high from the weed, possibly still high a little from the first pill, so I really couldn't concentrate on waiting for the roll to hit me. Within a half hour I was rolling and feeling amazing.
It was time for April and John to go home. After we all hugged and said our good byes, they got into their car and started to pull away. I then paniced. April had bought me a binkie, for the jaw clenching. I never used it and left it in John's car. I stopped them, and they gave me the binkie. I was so happy to have the binkie, I was smiliing from ear to ear. Frank told me to get in his car. I sat down and put the binkie in. I was in total comfort with the music on at a nice level, sitting in a comfortable ass heated leather seat, with "Traffic" on the moniter in the center of his dash. I started to think about how good I was feeling. How good the binkie felt. How good the heated leather seats felt. My toes started to curl at the sense of pure pleasure thoughout my body.
I know it doesn't seem safe at all, but when me and Frank hang out- we smoke and drive. We get totally ripped off a bunch of blunts, and cruise around long ass back roads that lead to the middle of no where. We do this for hours and hours. One time, we started in my town. After hours of smoking and driving, we realized we were in a different state and had no idea how to get back. We drove, and decided to stop and hang out with some girls. We go to this girls house who we all know and love. She likes having a good time. She walks up to the car and could instantly tell that we were on some other shit than weed. She asks what we did. We tell her. She says that her and her friend would want some. YES! 2 girls. 2 girls. Lots of E. Woot! Frank opens up his center console to get the pill case out.....and there is no pill case. We both instantly hop out of the car, fold the seats up, and being to look all over for these pills.
We told the girls they were missing and that we would be back as soon as we found them. We retraced out steps. Every where we have been, we checked. Theres a few spots that I didn't mention due to their insignifigance- but we checked all of them. I call up one of the friends that was waiting for us at the bottom of the hill but suddenly left. As I did this, Frank called up the other friend that suddenly left. We both asked them if they seen them. They both said no. We drove around trying to find these pills for about a half hour when we realized.. "WHERE ELSE COULD THEY BE". We called them back. Told them both to meet us outside. We went to the first friends house. He is a body builder. Tough kid. For some reason, he was acting like a fucking pussy. I was angry. As soon as he stepped outside I got in his face and said "Do you know where the pills are?". He quickly backed away and said "No. I havent seen them". The tone that he used was different then how he normally talked. He was pushy usually, and got his way- but that wasn't the case today. We went to the next friends house. He was acting like a pussy too. He wouldn't say "I swear to god I don't have the pills". He would always change it some how, which seemed fishy as hell. We left.
We knew they had them, and if they didn't then they knew where they were. We went back to all the spots we were at. We searched all over. The woods on the way of the spots, because we figured they would throw them into the woods so they didn't have to hold them and risk being caught with them. We go back to my one friends house. He says it again, that he doesn't know where they are. Then out of no where he flips out on us saying "Im sick of this shit. Im sick of you 2. Every day, its a new drug.. Something new for you guys to get high on." (which isn't the case at all. We smoke weed. Frank and I are experimenting with different drugs, yea... but I can count on 1 hand the drugs that we have done) He walks away and slams the door.
We called the friend that flipped out on us. We made up a little lie, but after we thought about it- it could possibly be true. We told him that if the police were to find a pill case with 8 E pills in them, they would want to find out where they came from. We told him that they would be finger printed, and of course- all of our prints are on record. He fessed up into taking them, for a reason that I could understand. He said he didn't want to see us get caught up in drugs and end up in touble. We understood this, we apologized for being mad, and said that we forgave them for throwing the pills. He showed us where they were... and it's a good thing we found them. At the hill, there are numerous dump trucks and other construction trucks. They opened one up and hid the pill case under the seat of one of the trucks, which wasn't a good idea.. AT ALL. We got the pills now.
After all the bullshit with the missing pills, it was still a great night. I felt so spiritual and I understood life alot more after taking E. It was a great experience and I feel EVERYONE should try it.
