beyondgone
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This happened a few nights ago. I'm on cipralex, 10mg/day, and have been for about 5 months now. I knew that E and cipralex interacted in someway, but I wasn't sure exactly what that was. So I did something totally unlike me, and took a bunch of drugs without researching the specifics of the interaction. STUPID.
Anyway, I figured I would write this trip report because there are a lot of questions about what happens with SSRIs and E exactly, and I thought I would chip in my experience.
My friend and I had been drinking for a bit, a fair amount of 20% alcohol, and juice. Before that, I'd had 5 beers with my boyfriend, while we watched the VP debates and played PALIN bingo. Pretty awesome and pretty hysterical. Anyway, my friend and I had planned on just watching some episodes of "The Office" and having a few drinks. Then we started talking about drugs. We were both doing a fair amount of coke for a while and had become absolutely disillusioned with it. We were talking about different drugs and the appeal that they have to each of us. Anyway, she said that the one drug she wasn't sure she could turn down was E. I, being the devils advocate, happened to mention that I had 4 tabs in my bag. I don't know why I had them on me. It was about 2:45AM by this point, and we decided we would roll. We'd taken the same kind of tabs before, and they were pretty sick. A little bit of MDA hallucinations at the end, but generally just pure empathy, and energy.
At 3AM we each took one pill T-00. At T 0:30 we took another one, and headed out to an after hours. I was pretty sure I could feel some sort of come-up. I've got a really low tolerance to E when I'm not on SSRIs, and will be rolling balls on less than 2 tabs. In the cab down, around T 1:00 I started to get eye-wiggles. I got a bit of a body rush, but no feelings of love or empathy. My friend was wanting to touch everything, and wanting me to touch her like no other. The after hours would've been an awesome place to trip. There weren't too many people there as it was a Thursday night, and the lights and smoke effects were pretty sick.
At about T 2:00 I was getting frustrated. My friend was rolling pretty good, and I was just a bit energetic. I found the dealer in the place, and picked up 2 caps of what he said was MDMA. I was pretty whacked, even if I wasn't tripping out, so I just took him on faith. Now my friend was realllyyyy tripping balls. Touching everything, and just so absolutely in love with me. I didn't want to ruin her trip so I just pretended I was feeling it too, but not as strongly. Really I was just vibing her buzz, and I was feeling a bit funny since I'd been up for almost 24 hours straight, and had had a fair amount to drink that night. I think that being up for so long let a bit of the MDMA get through, because it had been a while since I'd last taken my cipralex. I bought one more from the dealer because I really wanted to be where my friend was and I took it at T 2:30.
T 3:00 I had a pretty good buzz going on, I felt a bit of empathy, but not another spectacular. With E, when you're up, you're up, and I certainly was not that. I did start getting some texture hallucinations, and some image distortions. I think this was from the MDA that kicks in at the end of the pills I took. It also might have been from the mystery capsules I took.
We headed home around 7:45. My friend had an awesome time. She said it was one of the best nights of her life. I had an alright time, but certainly wasn't one of my best partying experiences.
We each had a drink when we got home, to help with the come-down. I lay on the couch for a while, zoning in and out, and then finally left when I felt it was safe enough for me to bike back home. I didn't fall asleep until almost 5 PM on Friday afternoon, and it took until 11:30PM on Friday for my pupils to start to shrink back down to normal. I was completely glassy-eyed until Saturday. When I woke-up on Saturday, I felt groggy, and very hermit-like. I was still too drained to really be productive or really spirited and lively. Today I feel fine.
On the whole, the trip was pretty shitty. I'm mad that I wasted those because I hadn't done my research. When I became more with it on Friday, I became totally paranoid. I was worried that I had serotonin syndrome and didn't know it, and that I'd called or texted my mother while high and out of it. Anyway, I don't know why I felt the MDA effects, and had texture distortions and pretty intense eye-wiggles. For anyone thinking they might try and mix the too, don't bother. It's a waste of money, and time.
Sorry this is so long. I would really appreciate if someone could take a guess at why I experienced the visual distortions but not really the rest of the high!
Thanks, and I hope this was helpful to anybody thinking of mixing E*7 and SSRIs, specifically a highly selective one like Cipralex.
Anyway, I figured I would write this trip report because there are a lot of questions about what happens with SSRIs and E exactly, and I thought I would chip in my experience.
My friend and I had been drinking for a bit, a fair amount of 20% alcohol, and juice. Before that, I'd had 5 beers with my boyfriend, while we watched the VP debates and played PALIN bingo. Pretty awesome and pretty hysterical. Anyway, my friend and I had planned on just watching some episodes of "The Office" and having a few drinks. Then we started talking about drugs. We were both doing a fair amount of coke for a while and had become absolutely disillusioned with it. We were talking about different drugs and the appeal that they have to each of us. Anyway, she said that the one drug she wasn't sure she could turn down was E. I, being the devils advocate, happened to mention that I had 4 tabs in my bag. I don't know why I had them on me. It was about 2:45AM by this point, and we decided we would roll. We'd taken the same kind of tabs before, and they were pretty sick. A little bit of MDA hallucinations at the end, but generally just pure empathy, and energy.
At 3AM we each took one pill T-00. At T 0:30 we took another one, and headed out to an after hours. I was pretty sure I could feel some sort of come-up. I've got a really low tolerance to E when I'm not on SSRIs, and will be rolling balls on less than 2 tabs. In the cab down, around T 1:00 I started to get eye-wiggles. I got a bit of a body rush, but no feelings of love or empathy. My friend was wanting to touch everything, and wanting me to touch her like no other. The after hours would've been an awesome place to trip. There weren't too many people there as it was a Thursday night, and the lights and smoke effects were pretty sick.
At about T 2:00 I was getting frustrated. My friend was rolling pretty good, and I was just a bit energetic. I found the dealer in the place, and picked up 2 caps of what he said was MDMA. I was pretty whacked, even if I wasn't tripping out, so I just took him on faith. Now my friend was realllyyyy tripping balls. Touching everything, and just so absolutely in love with me. I didn't want to ruin her trip so I just pretended I was feeling it too, but not as strongly. Really I was just vibing her buzz, and I was feeling a bit funny since I'd been up for almost 24 hours straight, and had had a fair amount to drink that night. I think that being up for so long let a bit of the MDMA get through, because it had been a while since I'd last taken my cipralex. I bought one more from the dealer because I really wanted to be where my friend was and I took it at T 2:30.
T 3:00 I had a pretty good buzz going on, I felt a bit of empathy, but not another spectacular. With E, when you're up, you're up, and I certainly was not that. I did start getting some texture hallucinations, and some image distortions. I think this was from the MDA that kicks in at the end of the pills I took. It also might have been from the mystery capsules I took.
We headed home around 7:45. My friend had an awesome time. She said it was one of the best nights of her life. I had an alright time, but certainly wasn't one of my best partying experiences.
We each had a drink when we got home, to help with the come-down. I lay on the couch for a while, zoning in and out, and then finally left when I felt it was safe enough for me to bike back home. I didn't fall asleep until almost 5 PM on Friday afternoon, and it took until 11:30PM on Friday for my pupils to start to shrink back down to normal. I was completely glassy-eyed until Saturday. When I woke-up on Saturday, I felt groggy, and very hermit-like. I was still too drained to really be productive or really spirited and lively. Today I feel fine.
On the whole, the trip was pretty shitty. I'm mad that I wasted those because I hadn't done my research. When I became more with it on Friday, I became totally paranoid. I was worried that I had serotonin syndrome and didn't know it, and that I'd called or texted my mother while high and out of it. Anyway, I don't know why I felt the MDA effects, and had texture distortions and pretty intense eye-wiggles. For anyone thinking they might try and mix the too, don't bother. It's a waste of money, and time.
Sorry this is so long. I would really appreciate if someone could take a guess at why I experienced the visual distortions but not really the rest of the high!
Thanks, and I hope this was helpful to anybody thinking of mixing E*7 and SSRIs, specifically a highly selective one like Cipralex.
