TearItDown
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I've heard that eating too much MDMA, enough for an OD, will make you throw up and just reject the MDMA, causing no harm at all. Is there any truth in that, or is it just a myth?
I've heard that eating too much MDMA, enough for an OD, will make you throw up and just reject the MDMA, causing no harm at all. Is there any truth in that, or is it just a myth?
I've heard that eating too much MDMA, enough for an OD, will make you throw up and just reject the MDMA, causing no harm at all. Is there any truth in that, or is it just a myth?
He is still damaged over 15 years later. He as severe paranoid delusions, severe OCD and other mental problems.
I've never consumed a particularly large amount, but there was one time that I had stupidly done a multitude of things to make the roll harder... I had just smoked a shit ton of weed with my friends, then a cigarette, and then put some menthol chapstick on (lol)... once I got back to the room, the weed started setting in, the nicotine high as well, and, lucky me, the second pill I had taken that night was just peaking.
I started tearing my clothing off, because I was getting so hot, and I'm pretty sure my heart was beating pretty fast too, but in all honesty, I can't remember. My mind started racing like crazy, and all I could think about was how much it hurt to simply be conscious, how afraid I was of what was going on in my head, etc etc etc. It felt like my brain was going to explode. I could barely manage to look at my friend across the room and quietly say "I think I'm going to pass out." Luckily, I didn't, but I did start sweating buckets. My friends were shocked at just how much water was pouring out of me. My clothes were literally dampened in a matter of seconds. That was when I was the most out of it. My friend asked me if I wanted someone to talk to me, and for once in my life, I said "no" because simply having to process the words seemed like an unbearable task at the moment. Then I started coming back down, and started vomiting, and was fine after that. But I can still clearly remember just how miserable I was.
I suspect he wasn't entirely psychologically healthy to begin with (it's extraordinary to have THAT bad a reaction), but there's every reason to think that a traumatic experience with MDMA (or other drug) can be a triggering or worsening factor in serious mental illness. Fear reactions (anxiety, paranoia) can be amazingly self-reinforcing, giving them a life of their own long after the original traumatic event (violent crime, drug overdose, etc.) has passed.
MDMA like all hard drugs is not to be taking carelessly or foolishly, if not used in the proper circumstances it can be life altering in a negative way.
Agreed!
I'm a strong advocate for testing your pills before you take them. Rolling is supposed to be an enjoyable experience, otherwise they would call it 'Agony' instead of ecstasy. >.>
I'm a strong advocate for testing your pills before you take them. Rolling is supposed to be an enjoyable experience, otherwise they would call it 'Agony' instead of ecstasy. >.>
Come on man you sound absolutely ridiculous! You just stated “MDMA, like all hard core drugs is not to be taking carelessly or foolishly, if not used in the proper circumstances it can be life altering in a negative way”. OK first off, what is the “proper” way to use illicit drugs?????? There is no possible way to take ILLEGAL drugs in “proper circumstances”. Simply put, the only way to properly use MDMA in ANY circumstance—- is to not touch it at all. How old are you??? Get off this blog before you ###### kill somebody for leading them to believe there are proper non life threatening guidelines for ingesting street drugs——- that you have absolutely no way in telling what substance is is and it cut with. Idiot.He was not, he had pretty bad OCD, and his father was a paranoid schizophrenic, so I am sure it was only a matter of time and he just helped it along. He is still affected just not as much as he was right after it happened. Actually just recently he got into a fight with his girlfriend, borrowed his dad's car and went out and got drunk. He showed up at his girlfriends work with an opened 40. He argued with her there for a bit then smashed the half-full bottle on the floor and stormed out. Not sure how fast he was going but he totaled the car then stabbed himself in the heart in an attempt at suicide. He tried to remove the knife but it was slippery with his blood and he was weak. He went to ICU and eventually recovered physically. They said had he succeeded in removing the knife he would have bled to death before medics arrived. He is in terrible shape mentally, and I know he had these problems just under the surface and the MDMA only helped to bring it out, but I still can't help but feel guilty for giving him the first pill of many that would eventually take away his sanity.
He has a lot of paranoid delusions, he will not be caught dead outside after dark, when he is out after dark he claims to see people stalking him; they duck behind things just as he looks at them, like he is always seeing them just as they duck behind something, he doesn't see a full form but is convinced someone just hid behind the wall or under the car etc.
He finds meaning in things where there is none and believes he is a part of this large conspiracy that is centered on him, as if the world is constructed for his benefit or demise. I was once at his home before he went away for a while to live with his brother in Alaska. He believed that if he moved to where no one knew him his conspiracy driven events would stop occurring. I was on his front step with him and some people in his apartment complex were coming in from obviously being out drinking and partying. They saw us out (well me because it was dark he wouldn't come outside) on the front step and started hooting and hollering and waving at us. This set him off he started drilling me about who i told i was coming over and why those people were waving and hooting at us. It's like he has no concept of random events coinciding with his life and those around him.
tl;dr
What I meant to articulate in this long drawn out post was that; I believe you are correct that he was already unstable and that the trauma of an overly-intense/near overdose level of MDMA brought out all of his psychosis. Simply put; MDMA like all hard drugs is not to be taking carelessly or foolishly, if not used in the proper circumstances it can be life altering in a negative way.
why are you commenting on a 10 years old thread? Plus MDMA is a substance that if not used sparingly(3-4times a year MAX) you can get yourself into trouble. Excruciating depression, anxiety, brain zaps, etc. Please get your facts straight before you comment on this matter. Abusing MDMA is no joke, it's a very beautiful substance if used correctly or it could be a fucking nightmare if you abuse it.Come on man you sound absolutely ridiculous! You just stated “MDMA, like all hard core drugs is not to be taking carelessly or foolishly, if not used in the proper circumstances it can be life altering in a negative way”. OK first off, what is the “proper” way to use illicit drugs?????? There is no possible way to take ILLEGAL drugs in “proper circumstances”. Simply put, the only way to properly use MDMA in ANY circumstance—- is to not touch it at all. How old are you??? Get off this blog before you ###### kill somebody for leading them to believe there are proper non life threatening guidelines for ingesting street drugs——- that you have absolutely no way in telling what substance is is and it cut with. Idiot.
what is the “proper” way to use illicit drugs?????? There is no possible way to take ILLEGAL drugs in “proper circumstances”
Simply put, the only way to properly use MDMA in ANY circumstance
that you have absolutely no way in telling what substance is is and it cut with. Idiot.
I read a seemingly very legitimate early report of the German's experiments during WW11, where they gave one participant 3.5 grams pure MDMA orally.In this post: http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showpost.php?p=912515&postcount=13
The LD50 of MDMA is stated to be 80mg/kg of bodyweight, and "at least 50 or 60 good pills" at a weight of 70 kg.
First off, the LD50 for MDMA in humans isn't even known, and implying anything else is a disservice.
Secondly, and more importantly, whatever the LD50 is, it's certainly known to be FAR less then that. The DEA, and various other sources, guesses it to be somewhere in the range of 10 to 20 mg per kg bodyweight. Assuming a "good pill" is 100 mg, that would make 7 to 14 pills the LD50 for someone of 70 kg, or approximately 154 pounds.
Telling users that 50 or 60 is the lethal point is essentially telling them that 7 to 14 isn't, and that is extremely dangerous.