blue)dolphin
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Hey guys, been a while since I signed on here with a trip report. The truth is I've chilled way the hell out when it comes to my drug use (except ganja which I will rock till the day I die) so I haven't had much to write about.
Last night, however, I had an opportunity to do ecstasy again. I believe the last time I took MDMA it was combined with a 10-strip of potent blotter. I took 5 rolls along with that very very powerful dose of LSD and it turned out those rolls were 50% meth. I flipped my shit for 3 days pretty much.
Even up to that point I was pretty much like, "fuck ecstasy. The feelings you get from it are so artificial, it's totally hedonistic and makes me depressed the next week, and I can never get any sleep afterwards". Basically I thought it was the worst drug I could do for my health, mentally and physically. I had used it too much, and my "rolls" had started turning more and more like bad trips.
I tried Methylone about 8 months ago and had a very bad time with that as well. It treated me as if it were a sinister psychedelic and made me feel very frail and vulnerable.
Doin' it
Anyway, last night I went to a friend's house to have some beers and chill and another friend was there. Let's call friend #1 Jim and friend #2 Seth. So, when I got there I found out Seth had already eaten like 3 rolls that day and Jim wanted to do a little bit of E with me. I was very hesitant because I knew I had to go for a walk in the woods with my dad today (already planned) and I couldn't risk being cracked out still awake when the sun comes up.
Also I had never taken ecstasy in a setting where I didn't have a chance to have wild sex with a girl all night long. And then I would always eat like 3 rolls a night or like 400mg molly (or more!)... I was never good at saying "it's time for quits" with ecstasy in the past.
So I said I'd think about it. I knew the pills were MDA/caffeine because I recognized the press and had a rough idea of where they came from. Plus Seth confirmed they made him have visuals.
We went up to where Jim was blowing some glass and chilled there. I drank a beer and smoked a bowl, and then Jim busted up half a pill, dividing it into 4 lines. After much thought, I did 1 of these lines, equalling 1/8th of a pill. It kicked in really quick, not too intense, but since I was stoned I was a little worried I might regret it later on.
But soon the edginess wore off and I was chillin, getting into the music and opening up in my conversation with Jim and Seth. It felt like good old times. I kept drinking beer throughout the night so I won't bother to keep mentioning that. Maybe an hour later I do another line, bringing me up to 1/4 of a pill snorted for the night.
And that would be all I did.
That line kicked in and kicked the good vibes and energy up a small/medium notch. I wasn't *very* fucked up but the combo of herbs, beer, and MDA, all done in moderation was very nice.
I don't think there's much point in describing the high. It was a social lubricant, basically. We all had a good sense of humor, joked about stuff, laughed, shared stories. Good times. Seth was pretty spun on all the MDA he'd done so far throughout the day but he could still hold a coherent conversation so it was *all good*.
By 3:00am, 6 hours after I did the first line and 5 hours after the second one, I had quit drinking for about 1.5 hours and felt that the MDA wore off to a negligable level where I could be pulled over and not worry about it (in the worst case scenario), so I said goodbye and drove home. I didn't feel scatter brained or spun at all, just a little afterglow and somewhat stoned from the last bowl pack.
So I drove home no problems, quick drive. I thought when I laid down in bed that I'd have trouble sleeping but as it turns out I fell asleep really quick last night, at about 4:00am. Then my father woke me up around 10:30am to call and ask about where we'd want to go on a hike. I felt pretty well rested and not cracked out at all and we had a really nice hike this afternoon.
Moral of the story
I have had many regrets after using MDMA/MDA in the past. Sleepless nights. Being STUPID and SPUN and comprimising my integrity by doing so.
Not last night! 1/4 of a pill was all I did, and it was just the right amount. Unfortunately it took a good deal of mistakes for me to now know this and have the self control to do the amount I know I can handle given the situation and other obligations I already had.
peace out
Hey guys, been a while since I signed on here with a trip report. The truth is I've chilled way the hell out when it comes to my drug use (except ganja which I will rock till the day I die) so I haven't had much to write about.
Last night, however, I had an opportunity to do ecstasy again. I believe the last time I took MDMA it was combined with a 10-strip of potent blotter. I took 5 rolls along with that very very powerful dose of LSD and it turned out those rolls were 50% meth. I flipped my shit for 3 days pretty much.
Even up to that point I was pretty much like, "fuck ecstasy. The feelings you get from it are so artificial, it's totally hedonistic and makes me depressed the next week, and I can never get any sleep afterwards". Basically I thought it was the worst drug I could do for my health, mentally and physically. I had used it too much, and my "rolls" had started turning more and more like bad trips.
I tried Methylone about 8 months ago and had a very bad time with that as well. It treated me as if it were a sinister psychedelic and made me feel very frail and vulnerable.
Doin' it
Anyway, last night I went to a friend's house to have some beers and chill and another friend was there. Let's call friend #1 Jim and friend #2 Seth. So, when I got there I found out Seth had already eaten like 3 rolls that day and Jim wanted to do a little bit of E with me. I was very hesitant because I knew I had to go for a walk in the woods with my dad today (already planned) and I couldn't risk being cracked out still awake when the sun comes up.
Also I had never taken ecstasy in a setting where I didn't have a chance to have wild sex with a girl all night long. And then I would always eat like 3 rolls a night or like 400mg molly (or more!)... I was never good at saying "it's time for quits" with ecstasy in the past.
So I said I'd think about it. I knew the pills were MDA/caffeine because I recognized the press and had a rough idea of where they came from. Plus Seth confirmed they made him have visuals.
We went up to where Jim was blowing some glass and chilled there. I drank a beer and smoked a bowl, and then Jim busted up half a pill, dividing it into 4 lines. After much thought, I did 1 of these lines, equalling 1/8th of a pill. It kicked in really quick, not too intense, but since I was stoned I was a little worried I might regret it later on.
But soon the edginess wore off and I was chillin, getting into the music and opening up in my conversation with Jim and Seth. It felt like good old times. I kept drinking beer throughout the night so I won't bother to keep mentioning that. Maybe an hour later I do another line, bringing me up to 1/4 of a pill snorted for the night.
And that would be all I did.
That line kicked in and kicked the good vibes and energy up a small/medium notch. I wasn't *very* fucked up but the combo of herbs, beer, and MDA, all done in moderation was very nice.
I don't think there's much point in describing the high. It was a social lubricant, basically. We all had a good sense of humor, joked about stuff, laughed, shared stories. Good times. Seth was pretty spun on all the MDA he'd done so far throughout the day but he could still hold a coherent conversation so it was *all good*.
By 3:00am, 6 hours after I did the first line and 5 hours after the second one, I had quit drinking for about 1.5 hours and felt that the MDA wore off to a negligable level where I could be pulled over and not worry about it (in the worst case scenario), so I said goodbye and drove home. I didn't feel scatter brained or spun at all, just a little afterglow and somewhat stoned from the last bowl pack.
So I drove home no problems, quick drive. I thought when I laid down in bed that I'd have trouble sleeping but as it turns out I fell asleep really quick last night, at about 4:00am. Then my father woke me up around 10:30am to call and ask about where we'd want to go on a hike. I felt pretty well rested and not cracked out at all and we had a really nice hike this afternoon.
Moral of the story
I have had many regrets after using MDMA/MDA in the past. Sleepless nights. Being STUPID and SPUN and comprimising my integrity by doing so.
Not last night! 1/4 of a pill was all I did, and it was just the right amount. Unfortunately it took a good deal of mistakes for me to now know this and have the self control to do the amount I know I can handle given the situation and other obligations I already had.
peace out
