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Ecstasy Flashbacks...

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I was thinkin about this, and decided i might as well post this to see if i'm a freek...anyway this was like a year and a half ago.....so after being sick for a week and not smoking anything... I smoked a joint of dro, i came down to my computer, strapped the headphones on, bumped the techno and put on some winamp visulation. After about 2 minutes of staring at the screen, i for some reason closed my eyes, and i started to blowup, like i was peaking on ecstasy. I swear to god It was the exact same, and it lasted for about 2 minutes probably, until my grandmother made her presence noticed, who not to my knowledge was standing there the whole time. lol...the weird thing was, i hadn't taken any ecstasy then, for about 2 1/2 years. Can anyone explain this phenomenon?
 
There was a big thread about weed bringing back peoples rolls somewhere... This has happened to me before, but it was like 2 and 1/2 DAYS after I rolled.
 
^^ from what i've read i think it actually had more to do with the music............your brain remembers certain things especially happy memories, think back to xmas mornings, first kiss, birthday parties............when your releasing that serotonin its like ur brain takes a mental snapshot....NOW when ur rolling balls and releasing tons extra of serotonin AND having a good ass time like jumping up and down in the club hugging all your best friends or getting the best lightshow ever or an incredible night rolling ur brain also remembers that, so just the same way you can recall a happy memory and kinda be brought back there for a second when u do it with a "rolling" memory you will get rushed with some of those same physical feelings.

where i read this there was some real good chemical and scientific reasons as to how and why it happens but i dont remember them, it was pretty interesting
 
^^ yeah itz tight stuff... i try to keep certain songs for rolling trips only, so then the rare cases i hear them otherwise, i get that memory back... its great when it happens ^^
 
i have the same feeling when i watch XXX (the movie w/ vin diesel) for some reason i always watched that movie cuz the techo club scene, for a few seconds i can close my eyes and feel like im rolling ballz, but i cant keep it. Rollerskater954 has a great logical explaination. It just makes me want more EEEEE
 
I just think that you know what to look for now, drugs have shown you a knew way of analysing things. Drugs remove the filters from life, but once you know how to look past the filters..
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This is true, I think because I have tripped on every Psychedelic I have got my hands on, that I do know what to look for, and it seems once i find that, I can somehow retain if there is no interuption from outside of my mind. Like hearing another persons voice....its kinda hard to explain...

But the biggest trips of my life have been off datura (Angel Trumpets)..on which i overdosed and was taken to the hospital.....I then had a life changing trip on mushrooms, 40 grams of fresh aborts from a maybe underestimated strain of b+...This was a 4 hour peak of full blown hallucinations, where i loss all touch with reality,I couldnt recognize simple things, and since that, I'm scared to death of shrooms. And when i was really young, like 13, I had eaten 2 hits of black geltabs (windowpane acid) and took in the duration of the trip laying in my bed listening to my two brothers snore and the fan blow. And somehow making a beat out of all this racket, which fuelled the biggest CEV show of my life that lasted for what seemed like an eternity. This acid expierence when i was so young is what i think helped me obtain such an addictive personality.

But it think it all comes back to the techno music, which when i hear it, if the setting is right, i can hallucinate with just a couple hits off the bong. I dont mean hallucinate like I see pink elephants, but i can take certain stationary objects, stare at them, and somehow make them dance to the rythem of the music. And iv'e tried the same thing while listening to rock or rap, but it dosent work, my mind will only accept techno. I guess the only reasonable explanation for this is that iv'e done to many drugs..lol..
 
getting that memory back when i hear a song i listened to while i previously rolled on, makes me CRAVE and irritates the fuck out of me
 
All of the psychedelics seem to be able to produce flashbacks of some nature or other, even if only brief ones. No-one is really sure of the reason for this, but some of them appear to be memory-linked; if you are in a situation similar to one where you took drugs you may experience part of the drug experience for a brief time period.
 
If I take multiple pills in a night and really, really get E'd out, then I will feel like I am still rolling every time I smoke weed during the day after and sometimes even 2 days after. It's really similar too..
 
I had a very strange mdma like flashback once.
I was working as a timber floor sander/polisher at the time. I had been working on a job with this old dude one night. We decided to get it finished in one go rather than come back the next day. But we underestimated the time it was going to take to finish it. So we were still there at about 1am in the morning putting the last coat of polyurethane on. When we finished I walked out side in to the fresh night air, took my respirator off and took a few deep breaths. I started feeling a bit light headed, then it hit me. It was an incredible rush. It felt like I had just come up and peaked in the space of about 5 minutes. I got in my car and I turned on the radio and there was a show on called beats per minute which was playing hardcore. I cranked it up and pretty much danced in my seat all the way home. It was very much like I had just had a pill. When I got home instead of going to bed I just sat in my car listening to the tunes for about half an hour. This is all after about 18hours of work with nothing but water and sandwiches to keep me going.

I seriously don't know why this happened. I mean it wasn't like I heard the music then started feeling it. A couple of things that I think might be partyl responsible for it are
1. The chemicals in the floor coatings sneaking through the respirator. I have never deliberatly inhaled solvents though.
2. The good wholsome feeling of finishing work for the week on a friday morning at 1am. Also finishing the job.
3. I hadn't had a pill for about 6weeks but I had been making plans for a week to have a couple that very friday night. So I was mabey excited by the thought that I would be doing that next.
 
MDMA flashbacks rule! I usually get them when I am driving and listening to trance. As the tracks progress, my mind usually starts to wonder and during a peak track I'll be in a fantasy world on the dance floor and becoming one with the music. All of a sudden I realise I'm rushing with waves of euphoria and my eyes want to roll back in my head. It's the absolute greatest! Like someone else here posted, it doesn't last very long but it's mind blowing.
 
YEAH

Happens to me as well! I don't even have to listen to music though... can be just thinking about a time I rolled.. then... feel as if peaking!!

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OOPS SORRY - this is from Pippin

I've heard heaps of people get flashbacks...
and not just when they are in similar environments - in lectures at uni for example

others get it when they are about to go out to a party or are listening to music.


ive never got it, personally.
 
Heh.. sometimes I think am cheating ma dealer cos get a good effect w/out paying for anything...
 
opiatekrzy said:
getting that memory back when i hear a song i listened to while i previously rolled on, makes me CRAVE and irritates the fuck out of me
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yeah im always downloading songs that ive rolled to.....
 
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