I haven’t found a lot of posts mentioning eating disorders but I understand at the same time. I rather admit all the amounts of heroin I’ve done than tell anyone in bulimic. It’s the shame in it..
I’m 34 and I’ve had bulimia/anorexia/over eating over exercising etc. Since I was 13-14. Two decades.. combined with huge opioid abuse for last 12 years.
The two compliment each other. A lot of people don’t realize this but I get a high off of puking. I know it’s disgusting and hard to explain. Prob why it’s never really talked about. But I really want to change that.
I want those that are secretly suffering to know I know how you feel. I’ve gotten I dunno 8 teeth removed and yeah. But the consenquences just like with drugs you know them yet you continue.
then I used drugs to control my ED as well as get high.
I’m about 5’2 and 100 pounds right now. But been as high as 140 for very short period and low was 80.
I wish I could explain what it’s like to feel food in your stomach. The pain you get and anxiety ... prob why I’ve numbed it so much and gained weight during my really bad drug times.
do you think eating disorders are under estimated errr not the right word. It’s just like a drug addiction but thing is what you’re addict to you need everyday. I dunno I would love to hear some opinions.
I’m 34 and I’ve had bulimia/anorexia/over eating over exercising etc. Since I was 13-14. Two decades.. combined with huge opioid abuse for last 12 years.
The two compliment each other. A lot of people don’t realize this but I get a high off of puking. I know it’s disgusting and hard to explain. Prob why it’s never really talked about. But I really want to change that.
I want those that are secretly suffering to know I know how you feel. I’ve gotten I dunno 8 teeth removed and yeah. But the consenquences just like with drugs you know them yet you continue.
then I used drugs to control my ED as well as get high.
I’m about 5’2 and 100 pounds right now. But been as high as 140 for very short period and low was 80.
I wish I could explain what it’s like to feel food in your stomach. The pain you get and anxiety ... prob why I’ve numbed it so much and gained weight during my really bad drug times.
do you think eating disorders are under estimated errr not the right word. It’s just like a drug addiction but thing is what you’re addict to you need everyday. I dunno I would love to hear some opinions.
