Angry music in a locked room
contorted faces in the mirror,
invisible microphones, and here
is where I find my catharsis.
It's been so long, I've negelected this cleansing.
Pure rage and hurt and disgust, so ugly, you might say,
but it's there and I have to ackwoledge it and it
feels so good right now and it's so
much better than feeling nothing.
No one deserves the numb.
Sometimes I think everyone
in every household should
get a locked, soundproof room
with padded walls and no windows
and a door that only locks from the inside
so we can just scream
so each of us can
just scream and
punch everything.
Becuase sometimes I feel like a bomb ready to blow
and no one should feel like a motherfucking volcano
there's a passion beneath all this dark muck, bitterness and negativity
and until i find another path to it, at least I know
this private catharsis
can bring that fire of life
out of me.
No one deserves the numb.
Sometimes I think everyone
in every household should
get a locked, soundproof room
with padded walls and no windows
and a door that only locks from the inside
so we can just scream
so each of us can
just scream and
punch everything.
As for me, it helps me feel something.
I'm still incomplete, but it helps
me keep breathing.
It lets me feel my heart beating.
And I need to feel that, to know
that I'm alive and feeling.
Because no one deserves to be numb.
contorted faces in the mirror,
invisible microphones, and here
is where I find my catharsis.
It's been so long, I've negelected this cleansing.
Pure rage and hurt and disgust, so ugly, you might say,
but it's there and I have to ackwoledge it and it
feels so good right now and it's so
much better than feeling nothing.
No one deserves the numb.
Sometimes I think everyone
in every household should
get a locked, soundproof room
with padded walls and no windows
and a door that only locks from the inside
so we can just scream
so each of us can
just scream and
punch everything.
Becuase sometimes I feel like a bomb ready to blow
and no one should feel like a motherfucking volcano
there's a passion beneath all this dark muck, bitterness and negativity
and until i find another path to it, at least I know
this private catharsis
can bring that fire of life
out of me.
No one deserves the numb.
Sometimes I think everyone
in every household should
get a locked, soundproof room
with padded walls and no windows
and a door that only locks from the inside
so we can just scream
so each of us can
just scream and
punch everything.
As for me, it helps me feel something.
I'm still incomplete, but it helps
me keep breathing.
It lets me feel my heart beating.
And I need to feel that, to know
that I'm alive and feeling.
Because no one deserves to be numb.
